end?

Today overall was a good day. Chris got me to go to a picnic thing and be social yay, great.
Ok so I guess this may be the end of a new age of the blog, apparently this is a public forum, and slandering people is bad. So The whole point of having a place that pretty much no one reads as a place where I can say stuff, is a lie, because apparently some people do read this, so I guess this blog will be reduced to either good stuff or petty comments, which probably means it will shortly be phased out knowing me. If you want me to keep this let me know, because otherwise I'm seeing little point of keeping this, you can let me know in person, email (if you know it) on facebook, on here in a comment I don't care.
Oh I almost have linux by the way, and my laptop is backed up on 5 dvds.
and I guess some quotes:
"I believe this is killing me. As the smile ran away"
"You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down"
I loved you endlessly,
When you weren't there for me.
So now it's time"



PS in a way Diedre still owns me. . . I"m still listening to every whim. . . for some odd reason (yay for masichism).
Also Diedre didn't ask this, so don't take this as an offense. Or much of what I say for that matter, I am just an angry, emo kid, who made to many mistakes.