friends

It's weird when you think your friends are random through out time then when you go back to talk to them, they are all monotonous in the best way possible. Yes I did just call all of you montonous, apparently as much as I think my friends find me, and maybe its that set of traits that find me, somehow I always pick friends that have certain qualities, that I still value, and still help me stay a float. I mean there's variety mixing them up is difficult and when I look at them together I think it must be random, but when a specific instance arises, they respond in ways I wouldn't expect most of humanity if any of humanity to respond to a situation.

They all seem to care about life, beyond just humanity (even the ones that pretend not to) they all have an ability to be honest, they all. . . well I could keep going and I'm sure I have some friend that ignores a piece of each of the traits, but for the most part they all follow them to a "t" or is it a "T".

I had a good note today Burks finally was ok with something I did, and sent me a bat project for a Masters program, starting in May I"m confused how that works, when I read the news, I hobbled to the sink and dry puked for 5 minutes
It was awkward and confused me why good news would make me want to puke my guts out and I realize I'm screwed up right now, but why be bothered by it.
I decided it was either my head is just dizzy and confused and doesn't want changes or I'm so paranoid of having another hope destroyed it makes me sick to have hope.

Alright well gonna try and get to sleep for a job that I need to wake up at 5:45 for a job I've been fired from (ok for all of you not fired just let go from). and your quotes lets see I'll start with some song quotes from whichever random song is next
"I don't mind it, I don't mind at all" Pink
"It's like your the swingset and I'm the kid that falls" Pink
"No, I don't believe you" Pink
"I got time, while she got freedom, cuz when a heart breaks it don't break even" Script
"While I'm wide awake she's no problem sleeping" Script
Ok find the song the whole song quote (Breakeven, Script)
"Let me aplogize to begin with" Linkin Park
"trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed" Linkin Park
"between my pride and my promise" Linkin Park
"the only thing thats worse than one is none" Linkin Park
"I miss you" me
"I will always love you" me
"I'm sorry but I still love you" me
"She said she loved me" mental monologue, not what you think