back in a rush

Sorry I missed the last 2 days just been rushed, I actually updated my other blog I don't reccomend anyone read, but if I didn't want it read I wouldn't have written it. I didn't have anytime what so ever. I hate this so much I wanted to say and now that I"m here with limited time I can't remember. Any ways 2 days ago I saw this neat/sweet buddy icon that I learned was song lyrics so I went and found the song the title was
"Going Away to College" so how could I not like it, its by Blink 182
Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off?
And if a young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick-off
Don't depend on me
To ever follow through on anything but
I'd go through Hell for you and

I haven't been this scared, in a long time
And I'm so unprepared
So here's your Valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words
A simple melody
This world's an ugly place
But you're so beautiful to me

alright so anyhow my favorite people to talk to are changing really quickly
O and I think about every minute I spend thinking about *guess who* during the day is 30 min less I spend thinking about her at night. Last night the first one in awhile I slept most of it, in fact I was laying in bed having just woke up and was like, you know this time I don't think its 2:30 or even 3:20, its probably 5:30 I looked at my watch it was 5:41, pretty close and nearly a full nights sleep yay. Yesterday I sang about needing confidence that has like 20 uses in the next. . . just about every second. OOOOO and heres a stolen a thingy to tired to think of the right word. Any how I'll put my answers 1st and then my answers after looking at who I stole it from next.
"Count Down"
TEN Random Things About Me
10. I'm in band
9. I have 2 brothers/ Reeces are the best
8 . I'm Jewish/I believe in god, but believe to many people think of it wrong (needs explaining not trying to tell people what or how to believe)
7. I wear my watch on the wrong arm/chocolate cover strawberries are over rated lol
6. I'm the worst person on one of the best the AD teams/ our garden attempts in the backyard were utter failures
5. I dont have time to be doing this/
4. I still can't get over Kristin entirely
3. I've made a second blog
2. Mr. Brown said I could have gotten a 1 or 2 when I played my solo, and/ my worst enemy is definately me
1. I didn't practice or study as much as I should have yesterday

NINE Places I've Visited
9. New Jersey
8. New York
7. Vermont
6. Tennessee
5. California/ places that make me wish I was in Hell
4. Hershey Park
3. Dallas
2. Louisiana
1. Southwestern University

EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die
8. make as many people as I can happy
7. make a positive impact upon this world
6. be forgotten so no ones sad when I leave
I guess it would be nice to:
5. Get a great job
4. Have a family
3. Be with the one I love (not any one person imparticular)
2. Be able to call it a great life and. . .
1. hmmm. . . be remembered kind or ironic

SEVEN Ways To Win My Heart
(theres not much to this)
7. like me
6. be a decent person
5. want me around
4. be willing to talk to me
3. being honest (helps)
2. be unique
1. and I realize half of these fit the 1st one but let me capture your heart
SIX Things I Believe In
6. Judaism
5. Logic
4. Practice/ life
3. Emotions/freedom
2. Love/rain doesn't do much but let you think, well techinically. . .
1. the world really doesn't care (some people in it do)

FIVE Things I'm Afraid Of
5. Leaving a negative impact
4. being forgotten
3. forgetting others
2. Losing my friends
1. I will fear death when it is nearer

FOUR of My Favorite Items In My Bedroom
4. My 2 favorite pillows
3. my alarm clock
2. my thoughts I"ve had there
1. stuff I've written

THREE Things I Do Everyday
3. over analyze
2. wish/hope for things that can't happen
1. Insult and contradict the insult 1000 times in an hour

TWO Things I Am Trying Not To Do Right Now
2. run out of time
1. be a monster

ONE Person I Want To See Right Now
1. hmmm.. . one person . . .the obvious no I've been enough of a bother probably Diedre or Liz right now Diedre

OK slashes mean after looking at hers and its on the number I was relating to
so alirght out of time have fun today