Valentine's/S.A.D.

Ok well last night went even better after the post got to talk about things I normally don't get a chance not that I think anyone really wanted to hear me say it or rather see me type it. Then I learned I got a complete stranger to compliment me and all 3 Michelles are Texas band people whoa thats crazy 2 are Jewish what are the chances.
Any how today was weird, started normal rushing to leave the house mom stalls, give her family Valentines card yadda yadda, so on the ride to school my mom mentioned somthing about Valentines and I finally told her she broke up with me since theres pretty much chance of it mending and nothing else was going wrong. She has the weirdest way of showing sympathy, "its probably better that way" any how then later during 1st period I this one color guard girl came up to me and talked a little and eventually said she thought Valentines Day was the worst day of the year yadda yadda nothing special I can understand not the way I feel but o well. So any how later my friend Kevin was asking who their was of the SAD somthing another and who was of couples, anyhow of course everyone I hang around is single, but then what near knocked me over is after all that complaining she had a Valentine. Now I know who it would have to be and he's one of the greatest guys, so why she was miserable on a day when she had someone to share it with and was happy when I couldn't share it with the person I wanted I don't think I'll ever understand or maybe by the end of this post somthing might clear up a little.
So ok before that I got some food thanks Michelle for the muffin it was delicious your probably one of the few people who like muffins more than me. and then I got chocolate things, and later in the halls I got a cookie
Yay no wonder I like Valentines DAy/SAD. OK so then one of the AD coaches got engaged, yay what fun, and the day went pretty smoothly till the end. I got to finish my AD essay a little after the bell rang. So then I practiced and blew my chops. real fast high B flat for awhile will do that. So I called 4:35 hoping to get home early since i had a scout meeting I had to make. My mom didn't get any messages till 4:55 at which she couldn't hear me anyways and picked me up 5 min later than normal, at which point I was overly honest said to much of my paranoia and ended up insulting someone, I think I've gotten a talent at making her miserable.
Sorry! for that and the random disconnection
Anyhow Then I went to the meeting and we were late my brother had to print off some stuff, errgh
Now I'm here and way behind my studying so going to do that now
Smile of the Day: hmm there were a few usually when someone gave me food: 1 Sara hurtled over chairs to catch me before I left and dragged me back to Michelle for a muffin, and meeting Jessi in the hall and her giving me a cookie.
Thought of the Day: I'm being a pest trying not to make her miserable, I'm so wonderful errgghh
Well sorry for those I've insulted and harmed but this time if I insulted you unlike the last post it was unintended its only because I"m miserable at trying to make things better.
Ok well have fun everyone, and eat blueberry muffins there yummy
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a few additions I forgot lunch everyone abandoned my table pretty early so after I finished I went outside to talk with Diedre and them, and she was sitting down so I put my books down and when I looked up she was an inch from my face I jumped back in surprise then she told me to take off my back pack, I was kind of confused and did it kind of slowly, and then she jumped on me with a giant hug that was fun. Suprised me but fun. Anyhow then I just caught that the chances of me finding 2 Jewish Clarinet players in Texas is none they're the same person. O and this morning I decided my health was my Valentine I'm finally healthy first day of school I've been healthy in like 2 weeks maybe 3 I've haven't been that sick in at least 10 years. There are a few things that contributed to it and this post is long enough ooooo a song not a good one but hey:
"I want to stand with you on the mountain, I want to bathe with you in the sea, I want to live life is forever until the sky falls down on me"
oh did you hear that because that was me singing you won't get to hear that often so once again
have fun everyone and if you decide to jump on somebody make sure you have them drop whatever they're holding and jump into their side so you don't kill them thanks Diedre. :-)