I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Complaining

Today I couldn't decide if I wanted to do a worthwhile post or some cheap, worthless post where I get to complain. So I decided to do 2 I would do this one first so the other one would be seen so here goes my complaints.

Something is wrong.
I'm not sure what. . .I feel the healthiest I"ve been in awhile, only a few sniffles and coughs. I'm emotionally stable, it doesn't bother me anymore. I'm psychologically . . .umm. . .normal for me, the way I was before anything happenned.
I'm taking medicine to make me drowsy, yet every night this week I have gotten hardly any sleep. I've been up to about three with my mind rushing over thoughts from night to night they have drastically changed. But they won't let me sleep. 3 days is long time to go with 3 hours a night, Today I finally crashed in math class about the time my medicine was so supposed to wear off when my drowsiness should fade away, I got a head ache and my mind slowed down. I had to think to pay attention and only one thing could be thought no longer the mad rush of 1000 rushing ideas all rushing at once and somehow making sense while still making sense of all around me. Somthing is wrong with me not sure if its the sickness, or maybe its that sudden change of emotion from complete instability to the literal over night complete stability or maybe some psychological problem, maybe its the medicine. I'm not really sure but somthings wrong with me.
Well hopefully I get to sleep theres no AD tomorrow morning so I get to sleep till 2nd period, and then half my classes will be free b's and then my brothers bday party so tomorrow could actually be a good day. yay
So from the pathetic fool to all who read this, hey have fun, live life, and make the best of it.

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