sorry

I smiled once today, it was at a gray sky not that any one cares. . . and umm
sorry Kristin I'm a bit emotionally unstable so you might want to just ignore what I say for awhile it might be kind of mean, or blaming my self, or self pitying or blaming others, or somthing I don't really know. Or if you find it amusing then have fun wit it.
And umm. . .can I ask for a question/favor probably a last one.