I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Friday, February 18, 2005

Normal

Hey its me the weird guy who's not normal. . . (I hope)
Anyhow today was decent I don't dare say it was good for a few reasons, one every time I post that before the day is over somthing changes it, but today also didn't have any thing that was truly spectacular some things that could have gone wrong that didn't a pretty day. None of the trombones were there but it was alright.
Any how I'm back to being normal me, for the most part, I think
My lacking confidence and telling myself why I enjoyed lacking confidence, and most the rest of me.
Diedre won't get on but o well
So much studying to do, good luck for all the Friendswoodians at the solo and ensemble contest tomorrow.
Oh and if everyone who's still reading this would post and tell me so I can kind of keep track of who's still here and plus it makes easier to look at those blogs I read.
Ok so here goes what I tell myself, I think I even believe it:
I love that flaw of my self thats known as a lack of self confidence.
It may make it nearly impossible to be happy by what you do for yourself, but. . .
you are quite stoked when someone does somthing for you, even somthing as simple as a hug, a smile, or even just saying hi, but. . .
whats even greater than that is the great smile that can be seen on your face when seeing someone doing somthing they enjoy, such as having fun playing with backgrounds.
Hehe I bet you, Malorie will never know that having fun with backgrounds could be so groundshaking
Thought of the day: actually there was no prevailing thought nothing that really repeated itself. . . but I was humming my solo, and then later started humming somthing patriotic and then back to my solo
Smile of the day: Watching someone have fun playing with backgrounds

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

So, Scott, what's your definition of normal anyway? I mean, if normal is the average of everyone, then no one fits said category. Even if someone did, I think they'd be pretty blah. And I have strangely parallel reasons for being quasi-pessimist as you have with your non self-confidence. I mean, at least you're never disappointed. Anyway, we luvs u Scott! And be nice to Deedj. =D

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