DAVID RIP

David passed away 10-16-10 Saturday morning. . . after we (DAVID, Chris, Char, and me) all hung out at Friday night magic having a blast the night before. Until today I haven't prayed at all or dreamed about him, but every morning woke up in horror.

10-21-10 Thursday was his funeral and he was finally laid to rest. I think I cried more yesterday than I did the 1st day. I finally was able to pray, and I had a dream about him. I don't know what it means

Mom was driving (I can't remember where from ,but it was the high school area maybe the city pool) it was really dark she almost hit someone in the street then the whole way home, (which seemed to be 90% sunset and like none of 528) dark shadowy figures (people) kept being in the road and she kept having to swerve to dodge them. Right before we got to the house I think still Sunset (the street), I'm not sure we ever hit 528, 2 figures i saw coming up jumped up to scare us(as always even seeing it ahead of time i kind of jumped). Then as i was getting to my room i can't remember if this is outside or inside a final shape jumps out to scare me its David so when i get to my room i turn around and jump out to scare him. I chase him pretty much to mom's room, and David vanishes (I thought into his room), I'm explaining to mom. Then Brandon from downstairs or the gameroom says (in this horrified voice) "he's dead. . . he's in the room". I'm horrified I run into the gameroom, so worried that David won't be ok (emotionally), I'm sure its his best friend (I don't think this was any person just a representation of everyone i considered his best friend) and not understanding how I missed him. When i get there suddenly the light is on enough to see him, first its a shadow, then when I look its David, slightly blue. I panic and can't figure out the sick joke, I can't figure out how he's in 2 places at once. I want to step back and check on David in his room, but I can't. I wake up, and I'm so confident David had a message for me. . . I just can't figure out what it is.

PS I'm hearing phantom things now, its getting pretty bad and I can't sleep what a surprise (although the fact i had more than 4 hours of sleep every night until tonight is surprising)

"It's because I'm Jewish" DAVID TYLER MANUSOV