I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

(281) 648 - 1494

If you call me by that number I will not answer I don't care how many times you call or how much signal you have you will never hear my voice. I now almost officially have 2 jobs. The Pearland YMCA has me working not next week but the week after mon-Fri 8-1:30 but the number they have me down as on the schedule is the above number, which is kind of a problem.

So anyhow I forget why but this was almost titled 5
and if anyone cared about the kid hes at home now and having a check up probably earlier today they think he's ok

I had a swimming test today swam the 500 and treaded for 2 min haven't done that for awhile also didn't realize when I tread I go backwards and when I try and tread forward with out my hands I will either sink or use my hands and so twice ended up cheating cuz of that, but she didnt see probably cuz she spent half of my laps inside and was doing paperwork during my treading

umm. . .yesterday I almost did a post called wave cuz all the people I knew and was kind of friends with were waving at me yesterday but that was about all I had to say so not worth posting, and then there was breakfast which was awesome and I'm sorry

and then lets see I get to see XMEN III tonight and I feel really dumb cuz I tried so hard to save money by getting tickets online cuz they're usually cheaper at the kiosk then the lines so I assumed online would be the same way but they charged me extra, but was to lazy to cancel and then drive back up to cinemark.

umm. . . lets see I got vegetable buns and pumpkin buns for lunch which is asian food type stuffs that were really good.

and I guess I'll finish with some quotes:
"If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it. Thinkexist.com Quotations - Jesse Jackson
"If you don't make mistakes, you aren't really trying Thinkexist.com Quotations - Coleman Hawkings. American jazz musician, 1904-1969
"First a person should put his house together, then his town, then the world."

- Rabbi Israel Salanter
im not gonna tell you that people dont lie and steal
but i dont think most people would in most circumstances, and I think everyone would in some circumstances - The one and only Fireball

Sunday, May 21, 2006

A LIFE 5/20/06

I. . . ummm am shaking
I'm ok
lechaim

I hope everythings ok
"this is a success story"

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

jobs

I have an official job, actually Ive had it for a very long time, and I now have a job in pending, the irony is the job in pending is the most definate job I have. the other one is a probably though. I hate having people that want opposite things of me.
and my mom can be a bit rediculous she went from not caring that I said Diedre said someone got mugged at cinemark, to being like oh you didnt make it very clear, she's right you shouldn't work there, to well for an extra 50 cents an hour its not worth worrying about.

I have Robert trying to get me to be a manager, and Diedre trying to get me to work elsewhere, and maybe I should do the doc work, I mean Rigo's financial book thingy said I should get a large diversity of different types of jobs for job experience and I've already done both of these. Plus physical work would probably be good for me if it wasn't bad for my back. which I'm probably ruining slouching right now anyways.

My lifeguard job is the 2nd sub payed 6.75 an hour my cinemark job is 5.15 with an almost guaranteed raise, but it sounds like its gonna go up to 5.50, and Kevin's joke of getting your friends to the top so that way you don't get fired for having a friend higher up than you are, cuz there's some dumb rule like that, the problem is all the employees are friends and so when one gets promoted umm. . . there not just gonna be like ok I"m never gonna hang with you again till one of us gets fired. Anyhow the irony of his comment was that my head concession manager does have friends and it's rediculous cuz she was gonna kill me for not clocking in cuz when I came back Christmas they changed the system of how to clock in and I couldn't check in (on the computer, but still did on the handwritten one) till I had a paycheck to find my clock in number. yet she and her friends will all sit in the back and just talk on their cells instead of working, even though she's put up signs everywhere of no cell phones, and you'll get written up, and yadda yadda bull shit.
So yes Kevin your idea is already in place.
and Kevin and me are low level grunt employees, and Robert is now in pending for management, he seems super confident he has it, and until yesterday I thought they already told him he was a manager.

I have no idea how much time Im gonna have this summer, I thought one job would be enough but two, and then I have to get ahead so I dont fail organic chem, this summer could be outright painful.
I don't think I'm gonna get to visit many people if anyone this summer
well hopefully I can find time to hang with people here.
I'm really trying not to be so antisocial.

ok so quote of the post:
A woman had died in January, but her bank had billed her for their annual service charges for February and March on her credit card, and then added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 but was now around $60.00. A family member placed a call to the bank

Family Member: "I am calling to tell you that she died in January."

Bank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply."

Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections."

Bank: "Since it is two months past due, it already has been."

Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she's dead?"

Bank: "Either report her account to the frauds division or report her to the credit bureau, maybe both!"

Family Member: "Do you think God will be mad at her?"

Bank: "Excuse me?"

Family Member: "Did you just get what I was telling you, the part about her being dead?"

Bank: "Sir, you'll have to speak to my supervisor."

Supervisor gets on the phone:

Family Member: "I'm calling to tell you, she died in January."

Bank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply."

Family Member: "You mean you want to collect from her estate?"

Bank: (Stammer) "Are you her lawyer?"

Family Member: "No, I'm her great nephew." (Lawyer info given)

Bank: "Could you fax us a certificate of death?"

Family Member: "Sure." (fax number is given)

After they get the fax:

Bank: "Our system just isn't set-up for death. I don't know what more I can do to help."

Family Member: "Well, if you figure it out, great! If not, you could just keep billing her. I don't think she will care."

Bank: "Well, the late fees and charges do still apply."

Family Member: "Would you like her new billing address?"

Bank: "That might help."

Family Member: "Odessa Memorial Cemetery, Highway 129, Plot Number 69."

Bank: "Sir, that's a cemetery!"

Family Member: "What do you do with dead people on your planet?"

Monday, May 15, 2006

done prom ????

my body is exhausted, my mind at the moment feels even more dead than my body and. . .
I feel the best I have in a long time. Sorry Amanda but it is good to be home.
OK so there was graduation yay the lady who was gonna fail me for not being there wasn't there the other trombone left early, and I was so like holy beep why didn't I think to try and leave early, I probably can't now, then again he can't fail he's taking the class for no credit. Otherwise he'ld already be failing for number of skipped classes. Prom was well prom, I don't know how to describe both hell,, and nice, I really thought Chris was gonna have his head knocked off, I was glad he got yelled at, it seemed a fair balance of head ripped off, and nothing at all.

Oh and I when I didn't follow him cuz I didn't feel like running a red after the other guy just ran it, for the first time in my life I was told just to run the red light. Now I know maybe I"m in Houston but you don't run red lights. I mean I'm the one with 3 tickets and there the ones running red lights and have probably never gotten a ticket in there life
and new rant

there was no food on campus during graduation, and then I felt bad cuz I accidentally ended up going to Lance, Joanna and her mom for bfast, and then her mom payed for my meal, I was like I"m already intruding on date but she refused to let me pay for me and Brandon

and god my parents must have made the whole group comfortable while they were waiting to pick up Brandon (the group was the group I was going to prom with. . . yeah I know: embarassing, pathetic, etc.

and Amanda thinks I'm not pathetic, obviously I'm not trying hard enough :-p

and FINALS ARE OVER I still haven't checked my grades, there probably up by now, and if that lady gives me anything less than an (A-) I will not be back, not cuz I'm grade grubber, but because I worked my ass off for her, and if she's not gonna give me credit for it, and doesn't think I'm worth an (A) than I don't really care to injure the band anymore with my playing especially since I have organic chemistry next semester and will have less than half the time to practice

oh and organic chem. ask anyone thats to many many people the hardest college course you will ever take. It scares most everyone who has to take it, but when you go to Southwestern, they all tell you take it somewhere else because Guziec is there to fail you, his goal is to weed out everyone.
I was also told he doesn't have favorites, but he does have those that he hates, and will take extra effort to fail. So you need to show up to class, which is the one thing I do more than any one else. Yess!!! for being a nerd and following hs level ethics to show up to class all the time, of course even in hs not everyone does that.

oh and lately everyone has been making me feel so much better, and some awesome even posted on my blog, and she actually posted on the one that makes less sense than this one. and extra sleep has helped a lot, but it's been lots and lots of sleep didn't really realize how tired I was till recently and then what do I do I stay up really late yeah for me figuring out what I should do and doing the opposite

I realy can't type any longer, my mind is so exhausted and my email has about 150 unread messages mostly junk mail so I'm sorting through it.

quote of the post: If you add to the truth, you subtract from it.
- The Talmud
Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you help them to become what they are capable of being Thinkexist.com Quotations
- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

not done

"christ you know it ain't easy, you know how hard it can be" Beatles
"The way things are going- you're gonna crucify me" Beatles
"they didn't even give us a chance" Beatles

this song kept playing over and over again so I figured I'ld post it, cuz it is how I feel right now, other than the billion jesus references it's a pretty good representation right now

Saturday, May 06, 2006

bday

Ok so I thought my bday would have been horrible starting from midnight it was awesome I went around shooting friends of Amanda's with her and Sarah, and later Azima after we got her, it all started when the three of them were supposed to ambush me, but thanks to my awesome RA Kyle I got a tip off, although he was a bit extreme on the tip off and was gonna have me combat them with tennis racket and watergun. Actually a lot of that was probably before midnight. SO after running around barefoot for awhile, we just started walking around campus and Sarah left.

Ok so then went to sleep 2:30ish maybe
Then the next day yesterday went to classes could barely pay attention for cal review everything else was pretty easy cuz by 10:00 I was fully awake. Except i said I'ld talk to Diedre after like 5 except I had mall ball wrong and it didn't start till 4 so I volunteered with that till 7:30 got to yell at lots of little kids, and talk to Amanda, after that we headed to APO barbecue (which is more of a smore grill with water balloons). I did decently other than serving at sand volleyball then waterballoons, i only got hit on the right side, and I go to talk to Sarah and as I turn i get this sudden idea to turn around and notice Amanda about to pour her cup of water on my head and then she stops, well then Sarah goes off and pours her cup on me, and I"m like monster so I turn around to try and get vengeance, and Amanda pours her cup on me as I turn so I can watch both of them Azima comes up behind me and pours ice down the back of my shirt. I'll get vengeance on them if only I didn't have such guilt about dumping water on them on a regular day. Too bad I'll have to come up with somthing else. but what can I do, steal monty python movies?? no . . . I can't steal or even find where they keep those.
Anyhow, after that I got on for like an hour and a half till 10:30 and waited for Diedre, of course but that time she had probably given up waiting for me. (Oh by the way cingular was pretty much dead here so I couldn't call anyone) My phone started dying and i couldn't find my charget till dismorning.
Anyhow then went to the laymaker party, Amanda's like there won't be many people yet so it will be kind of awkward and we get there and it's all crowd, makes me cringe. I was wrong that was no one people kept pouring in till it was like frat party, and you couldn't move. and then alcohol, it was fun, no but seriously hanging out with sarah and Amanda was fun, Azima could dance and tried to teach me, she's doing the Peri, Melissa, Arielle, Ari, Mali, and I give up the list goes on thing to do. but some random Asian girl actually got me doing that dance type thing I can't stand, pretty decently. Any how I mean I've been around drinking people before, not often but I have and it didn't bother me so much as watching Amanda get more to drink once she was already pretty drunk, and I don't know. but meh, at least she's of age can't say that for to many other people I know who have taken drinks. Anyhow when I went to name off people dismorning, that hadn't been drinking and it was like well there's Hetta, and Sarah, and Azima, and wow all four of us are Kerbey's I think everyone else was drinking, hopefully it's just cuz I know them so noticed them more, but I doubt it
so yay for kerbey's!!
Quote of the Post:
"Scott if you ever need (attention??) just ask me and I'll be like hey your a guy, . . . well not just your a guy your a cool guy" anonymous

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

equivalents

This is just a list of people I've noticed seem a bit like people at home definately not replacements of each other, but there are just hints of themselves that . . . seem pretty similiar
1)Kevin
2)Robert
3)Jason
my trio or quadruple thingy has no one like any of them, sorry there just aren't any. . . ok I won't make fun of them here, but just none like them
ok so next
4)Diedre
hehe laughs a little bit harder if I found another Diedre I would die, first of laughter than probably of more things, but anyhow no there are no other Diedres
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by this point you may wonder if there are any people I found doubles . . . well there are some just not to many but I hope to come back and update this as I find more of them
5) Brandon-Amanda
it shouldn't be possible, but she does have some taint of my brother, it makes me proud actually, I won't go into all the connections, just that as different as me and him are, as different as me and her are I'm her friend; and there's no one else I would rather be a little to in all of apo. After I put this I'll end up being Sarah's little, but really. I know saying Amanda makes me proud might sound kind of funny, but we really need more people on this earth like her for sure and more like my brother could help things. anyhow there are some simliarities between them that are best described as . . . .sharing a soul, than truly sharing traits.

6)Chelle-Sarah
It was almost Sarah and Sarah, but she's more like Chelle, sadly I doubt Chelle ever even thinks about me when I'm not harassing her through IM, but one of the happiest friendliest people I know, and . . . well as you go deeper into them they really differ but they are both people I can find to always make me smile a little more, if not a lot more and make a day better.

7)Sarah-Azima
Ok these duo's had to go together, more looking above, and you partner hyper buddy up with hyper buddy, who's super friendly, I don't think Azima will run up and give me a hug but Sara probably has to know you pretty well to do that, so thats fair. But either way, there both people who can . . . just be awesome.

8) Daniel
no you're not being left out just started looking for people with connections, you really don't have a counterpart, but maybe a tint of Amanda, but thats more of a when you see people this awesome you wish you could clone them a thousand times and place them all over the world with a hunderd to surround yourself, keep away the moron's and hopefully make people just a little less thick skulled, and just have commone worldy sense.

Ok so hopefully to be continued
and comment if you think anything or what somthing said or have a complaint or just to let me know your reading
thanks (for ignoring me)
have a spectacular day
quotes of the day will be Josh Billings Quote new site I found on his quotes and some of them are decent
Laughing is the sensation of feeling good all over and showing it principally in one spot.
Josh Billings
One of the greatest victories you can gain over someone is to beat him at politeness.
Josh Billings
Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.
Josh Billings