done prom ????

my body is exhausted, my mind at the moment feels even more dead than my body and. . .
I feel the best I have in a long time. Sorry Amanda but it is good to be home.
OK so there was graduation yay the lady who was gonna fail me for not being there wasn't there the other trombone left early, and I was so like holy beep why didn't I think to try and leave early, I probably can't now, then again he can't fail he's taking the class for no credit. Otherwise he'ld already be failing for number of skipped classes. Prom was well prom, I don't know how to describe both hell,, and nice, I really thought Chris was gonna have his head knocked off, I was glad he got yelled at, it seemed a fair balance of head ripped off, and nothing at all.

Oh and I when I didn't follow him cuz I didn't feel like running a red after the other guy just ran it, for the first time in my life I was told just to run the red light. Now I know maybe I"m in Houston but you don't run red lights. I mean I'm the one with 3 tickets and there the ones running red lights and have probably never gotten a ticket in there life
and new rant

there was no food on campus during graduation, and then I felt bad cuz I accidentally ended up going to Lance, Joanna and her mom for bfast, and then her mom payed for my meal, I was like I"m already intruding on date but she refused to let me pay for me and Brandon

and god my parents must have made the whole group comfortable while they were waiting to pick up Brandon (the group was the group I was going to prom with. . . yeah I know: embarassing, pathetic, etc.

and Amanda thinks I'm not pathetic, obviously I'm not trying hard enough :-p

and FINALS ARE OVER I still haven't checked my grades, there probably up by now, and if that lady gives me anything less than an (A-) I will not be back, not cuz I'm grade grubber, but because I worked my ass off for her, and if she's not gonna give me credit for it, and doesn't think I'm worth an (A) than I don't really care to injure the band anymore with my playing especially since I have organic chemistry next semester and will have less than half the time to practice

oh and organic chem. ask anyone thats to many many people the hardest college course you will ever take. It scares most everyone who has to take it, but when you go to Southwestern, they all tell you take it somewhere else because Guziec is there to fail you, his goal is to weed out everyone.
I was also told he doesn't have favorites, but he does have those that he hates, and will take extra effort to fail. So you need to show up to class, which is the one thing I do more than any one else. Yess!!! for being a nerd and following hs level ethics to show up to class all the time, of course even in hs not everyone does that.

oh and lately everyone has been making me feel so much better, and some awesome even posted on my blog, and she actually posted on the one that makes less sense than this one. and extra sleep has helped a lot, but it's been lots and lots of sleep didn't really realize how tired I was till recently and then what do I do I stay up really late yeah for me figuring out what I should do and doing the opposite

I realy can't type any longer, my mind is so exhausted and my email has about 150 unread messages mostly junk mail so I'm sorting through it.

quote of the post: If you add to the truth, you subtract from it.
- The Talmud

Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you help them to become what they are capable of being

- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.