vanishing friends

Soo. . . this post is a post, of my friends feel all poofed and gone. Last few days no ones really responded to texts, or been online, and with my parents picking up fighting again, for some reason I'm really just feeling dead and trapped as of late. I really its just in my head, but I'm tired of things going wrong, I finally did something right. And every time I try to figure out I'm going to leave my house at about 2 to do something, my family keeps busy until 9 and then is like oh now you can have your day. . . and its like 2-9 is the only time I can socialize with out finding another person.
Like today Robert came into town, right before i got to sugarland and got to spring right as I was leaving.
I swear some otherworldly being hates me or finds me hilarious. . . possibly both. . . but I'm leaning on hilarious.
Ok my rant of vanishing friends i guess is over and my title of bweh shall be replaced by the current title you see.

"If your going through hell keep going" Winston Churchill
An intellectual is a man who takes more words than necessary to tell more than he knows.
-- Dwight D. Eisenhower

People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can't find them, make them.
-- George Bernard Shaw, "Mrs. Warren's Profession" (1893) act II

When two men in business always agree, one of them is unnecessary.
-- William Wrigley Jr.

I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later.
-- Mitch Hedberg, Mitch All Together
Under all speech that is good for anything there lies a silence that is better. Silence is deep as Eternity; speech is shallow as Time.
-- Thomas Carlyle

Be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for humanity.
-- Horace Mann, address at Antioch College, 1859

Life is full of obstacle illusions.
-- Grant Frazier

No one has a finer command of language than the person who keeps his mouth shut.
-- Sam Rayburn