COLLISION of life

So I'm curious how things would be different in 6 months if I didn't come back yesterday. I think my goal is to see how much I can make things change in 6 months. If I move out. . . which with out winning the lottery seems impossible I think nothing will be the same as it was 2 years ago. My family's different, my parents are different my brothers are both out of reach. My distance(emotional) to my friends has drastically changed. My room is different. My outlook on life is different, and I guess things that are the same, I'm still confused, I'm still using this (rarely), I'm sure there's more . . . I'm still close to underweight??
Anyhow I figured I'ld update this. (WOW this was short)
PS by the way Brandon is now in the airforce (for almost 3 weeks now)
Quotes:
"Live every day like its your last"
"What's money? A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night and in between does what he wants to do".
-- Bob Dylan
"In your clothes avoid too much gaudiness; do not value yourself upon an embroidered gown; and remember that a reasonable word, or an obliging look, will gain you more respect than all your fine trappings".
-- Sir George Savile, 'Advice to a Daughter,' 1688

"The only real prison is fear, and the only real freedom is freedom from fear".
-- Aung San Suu Kyi

"If you're afraid to let someone else see your weakness, take heart: Nobody's perfect. Besides, your attempts to hide your flaws don't work as well as you think they do".
-- Julie Morgenstern, O Magazine, April 2004