I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Eta's Got Back

I bet if I begged and pleaded and begged in pleaded I could get. . . absolutely no one to comment, but that's probably half my fault with my long absence of posts I think I've driven away most of my readers. I had an all time high of what 5 at one time hehe
OK so anyhow, if you care to know what Eta's got back is from ask me, if you for some reason don't want to ask me ask Diedre, who will probably tell you to ask me unless your Char, and possibly Zach or Chris. Anyhow my life has been excruciatingly busy, and I've given up on working on my english paper for now. I might get stuck in summer school cuz me and half the bio students got screwed with the whole oh you need statistics to take your last two biomini courses before you can take any other bio courses. and it's like no don't do that to me, of course if I switch to animal behavior I don't need to take the mini courses and can just skip to bio and then do statistics at the same time, and then go back and take the mini courses in case I change my mind again.
I also ran out of room for classes so stat over the summer would let me back in band.
I was offered to be chess club pres cuz there are three of us who can take it and no ones willing to do it.
umm. . . I'm now doing service projects cuz I"m in APO a service coed fraternity
although most the stuff is for the club and shouldn't count, but I have to do that stuff to actually join
umm. . . I ate bfast with the vp who could be the president of the club next year
umm. . . I got a ticket cuz I missed a speed limit sign
which is really really frustrating, mostly cuz Diedre feels bad about it, and it's like it's not your fault and I don't know any better way of explaining that
huh oh I"m hungry
for those who don't know once bio started I lost my lunch on Wed
but bio's the only class I'm doing at least as well as i should be so far perfect 100 although there are like 4 quizzes and 2 of them everyone got 100's on
umm. . . I want to go to sleep, I'm tired and tired of. . . just stuff
I guess i need a quote of the day before I end this right hmm. . .
well off to find it in my email
quotes of the post:
Marriage: the only sport in which the trapped animal has to buy the license.
Life is one fool thing after another whereas love is two fool things after each other. Oscar Wilde
Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence. Erich Fromm

Thursday, March 23, 2006

jewish lama??

Jewish lamas love pyramids and so should you
and drawn in the background is a lama eating a triangle
I'm assuming this is from the there's a new food pyramid draw a picture thing from a few weeks ago cuz it's hanging with several others of that type in the cafeteria, but yeah

anyhow umm. . .yesterday I got covered and stole a plastic cup that was gonna be thrown away, maybe even recycled hehe, APO has a formal thing, and I need 15 APO service hours by the end of april to join, so now I need 13, cuz I helped them decorate, but spent most the time practicing on other cups and decided I prolly shouldn't count it as helping if I only do the practice ones, so I did one real cup, and two fake ones. I kept one of the fake ones. . .cuz I was proud of it but it was probably pretty pathetic.

And Pledge retreat is tomorrow there driving us out to San Marcos for the night. and then
I've been crazily busy and still have a ton of stuff to do but I got a lot of work on my paper done.
and preregistration has started for people who have a billion hours and they will take all the classes before sophmores or people who will be sophmores have a chance to get any decent classes.
Oh and I had to redo my schedule cuz apparetnly there are still 2 more minicourses I have to take and statistics and Calculus is dive bombing on the up side I can guarantee that either that last test won't count or I fail, cuz if I get a test lower than that i just give up. I really studied for that one too.
Then again I should have realized the pattern every math test i've ever studied for my grade has dropped.
But yeah in just about every class I have taken every possible bad grade I can and if i slip up anymore I'm dead
although Bio I so far have a perfect record. . . only because there's only been one easy quiz I've gotten back so far.
Oh and I'm debating changing majors from biochem to either straight bio or animal behavior or leaving it cuz uhh even Joanna's giving up,
oh and I'm prolly not taking jazz band next semester I"m out of room maxed out at 17 hours unless I do statistics over the summer. which is $1050, that I probably don't have.
so I have 10 min left. . .
and have probably done a good job rambling
so here's my quote of the day


When a person is established in non-violence, those in his vicinity cease to feel hostility.
— Patanjali, ancient Indian sage

Friday, March 17, 2006

Brandon's Last Drive. . . Almost

So it's spring break and. . . I managed to get homework in every class, and everyone I tried to hang out with short of Diedre is out of town, well Chris is here to I should hang with him
oh by the way he's very very close to being an eagle like me awesomeness

We have this new dog hanging around that has three names and is about to be handed to a shelter he goes by speed, doggy, and last and certainly the best squijee (Deedj's if your curious). He's really friendly and today he's been trying get in the house though and so I feel bad about shutting him out so I end up playing with him outside instead of going in the house and doing homework
well I just finished my bio, and I've driven back and forth to galveston twice now that I've been here, and used prolly as much gas today as I did on the whole trip back home with the whole picking up Aeris and all
and lets see

oh the title part
ok well the other time I went to Galveston was to get Brandon's social security number, so he drove there and not in my car. but he did and so we went to get his social security number the lady told us that she gave him a temporarty one on the spot and he would be mailed his real one, but the temporarty one would work for the Galveston DPS and probably but not definatly other DPS's, so we decided to get brandon's driver's license but umm. ..
well when we got there he needed his VOE which he doesn't have and so he got screwed anyhow the reason it would have been his last drive is we don't have insurance for him, and so if he gets his license he can no longer drive. And I was like yeah Brandon you def. need it as soon as you start driving cuz there are plenty of stories of people getting hit coming home from the DPS office and the social security lady was like yeah I did that, except it wasn't my fault.
teehee anyhow I have to practice my horn now alrighty well talk to yall later since yall all ditched town when I got here
Cultivate modesty in the midst of good fortune,
But in times of adversity preserve your dignity.
-Tirukkural 97:963
Use, do not abuse; neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy. Thinkexist.com Quotations - Voltaire

Saturday, March 11, 2006

free time

it's spring break I'm home
if that week would have lasted any longer, I don't know, it just really needed to end
and now that I'm back and no one but Chris can do anything and he's doing eagle stuffs and cleaning his room
I've had free time that I haven't had in a long really long time, its weird I don't know where Brandon is, David's at nathan's yeah I know wow it's break and he's not at Aeris's well he wasn't last i checked; maybe aeris is on vacation

Diedre's off at some rodeo thing so can't harass her, and I left all my stuff meant to absorb time at college, and now. . . I'm left with either practicing, which I really don't feel like doing
or being left with my thoughts and I don't like being left alone with me ya'll are so much happier, bleh ok. well now for some happier quote of the day. Maybe I"ll go and organize somthing and stop being a slob.

Depression does tremendous damage. Use every ploy you can think of to bring yourself to joy.

- Rebbe Nachman of Breslov

Great effort springs naturally from great attitude.
Pat Riley

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

4 dead snails and 4 cards

Ok so the snail stories a bit old but here's what happenned
On Saturday there was no lettuce left, for the snails and me and Jessi are signed up for feeding them on weekend since were if not the only people in the lab then were definately the first. We decided to be good lab kids and use the HEB card and buy some lettuce rather than leave an email and let the teacher's assistant get the lettuce which means the snails wouldn't eat Saturday.
So she went out and got the lettuce while I stayed in the room watching the hot plate she came back, we fed them noticed the lettuce was a little more wrinkled, and a darker green then normal but it was the same price as what the other girl got. So we thought nothing of it, a bit paranoid, but come on their built to eat lettuce a different type of lettuce won't kill them. . . .right??? thats what I said any how.

The next day we come in and she's asking about some white thing and first I'm like I don't know later we find one dead one, and then two and then were freaking out and then in another tank another dead one, and there's no snail bodies, they've all disentegrated, we're both freaking out. I'm trying to make sense of it, there snails it shouldn't kill them, much less completely disentegrate them. On the third one I found out where there bodies were it had become murky mess in the water they were just cloudy water.
So we're both freaking out that we killed the snails. Now I'm thinking there an invansive species that means that we can't find a way to kill them with out destroying the enivornment, yet lettuce just slaughtered them were not sure how many are dead and she's like I think this one is and that one. and I check cuz she doesn't like touching dead things. and finally we find the fourth one a small snail, and Dr. Burks comes in and she can finish our stuttering sentences that somthing's wrong she looks and was like
you didn't kill the snails with lettuce. There just really old, and so when one died they caused the ammonia levels to spike and kill the others, that why three died in one tank. Although she decides that we shouldn't feed them that lettuce Sunday but we do feed it to the juveniles who got the last of the good lettuce last time (nothing ever happenned to them). I'm thinking that the older snails were fragile and the slight change in routine hurried up the death of two of them the only one that died in one tank and the first that died in the tank of three and then the ammonia did in 2 more, but yeah still not cool, we weren't blamed but I still feel bad.

Anyhow4 cards, thats how many are left teehee lets see of the people who read this 2 probably one will know what I'm talking about everyone else will either be clueless or have to ask ha that will make you leave a comment or more likely just not know.

I haven't been feeling all that spectacular lately I"ve been blaming it on diet but not sure if thats it or not. I exercised by my own will, for probably the first time in my life today. and no I didn't lift weights I"m not that daring, good, plus I like the heart work outs better.

oh and I missed one of one labs so far. Cuz I got a 5 on the bio ap which allows you to test out of half of the bio mini couses they do here. So I have half of each semester worth of bio which is the second half of this one, well the schedule says it starts on the 10th and well everyone in the other class was told that it was moved up a week, but I'm not in that class. So I get called after the class oh hey Scott we all wondered where you were then remembered you prolly forgot about it, since it got changed.
Forgetting requires being told once, there was no way for me to know, although Ms. Southwick the lab teacher was like yeah I forgot to remind you with an email. but she's nice but there's no reminding I was never told in the first place. huh. ok.
and we have counted about five thousand eggs between me and Jessi. We have almost 2000 eggs that are seperated by water which take a whole lot longer to count, and we need 1000 for the predation experiment. Plus we now know enough that we can do real scientific experiment, and then get our stuff published if we wanted but I doubt that would be worth much, so I think we're just gonna use our information for our own lab and hide it from the scientific community, since there pretty uptight about adding new info and there's not much point of wasting that much time on it.
Although the two seniors did tie for second and get $750 grants each for the school on their snail projects which are quite a bit more in deph and useful than mine and Jessi's
It's kind of funny cuz everyone has their own stuff, except me and Jessi who split everything, we sign everything with like both our names and everything it's kind of funny.
ok well I've probably made you all suffer long enough reading this
ok for your quote of the post
Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it. Thinkexist.com Quotations
- Bill Cosby.
and things to remember during a war
1. The only things more accurate than enemy fire is friendly fire.
2. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo.
3. Teamwork is essential. It gives them more targets to shoot at.
4. No inspection-ready unit ever passed combat.
5. No combat-ready unit ever passed inspection.
6. Remember: your aircraft was made by the lowest bidder.
7. Never draw fire, it will irritate the rest of your formation.
8. Never share a cockpit with someone braver than you.
9. You are not Tom Cruise.
10. SAMs and AAA have the right-of-way.
11. If you aren't sure, the SAMs are pointed at you.
12. If hit, landing near the people that just shot you down is not a good idea.
13. Close only counts in horseshoes, nukes and proximity-fused missiles.
14. Smart bombs have bad days too.
15. The best defense is to stay out of range.
16. If you are short on everything but enemy, you are in combat.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

APO

What is APO you might ask, well that depends on who you ask, most would say one thing, but I don't really think it fits the . . . characteristics that go with the title, and would rather give it my own name yet others, still my think of it differently. Yesterday I learned the third view, it is almost an extension of scouts, it was inspired by scouts, and made by a person in the navy who dealt with the law and frustrated at the number of boys he had to keep under control (through legal actions). So he made APO which stands for Alpha Phi Omega, now anyone anything is like that's Greek, Scott joined a fraternity teehee he caved to the pressure. Yes it is a fraternity, but problem one with the title is its coed, and the ironic part of the fraterninty title rather than sorority is that all of the head leadership are girls, all 8 of the people going up for award nominations were girls, and well I don't know if any guys are officers at all. So fraternity is kind of a failed title at least for gender. Then It is one of two fraternity's on campus that stand for somthing. It stands for service the other one stands for Christianity, still have the crazy drunken members every weekend doing somthing dumb, so they really stil fit the category, but APO is pretty much all wholesome people, who keep the craziness sober, and don't do dumb things. So all in all, I would call it a service organization but meh , have fun with whatever.
Do the thing you fear to do and keep on doing it... that is the quickest and surest way ever yet discovered to conquer fear.
-Dale Carnegie
Never forget that only dead fish swims with the stream Thinkexist.com Quotations - Malcolm Muggeridge

just keeping up

alrighty lets see with all my game stalling tactics I have used up 2 hours of my work that includes my last blog post, ok there's www.swaedon.blogspot.com and then there's my researching one for english maybe boring probably controversial, and definately not as objective as it should be. and if you care to look at that it's at www.researchinglgbt.blogsome.com
Lets see. . . umm. . . .
ALright Monday just really busy and no free time can't remember much else there were classes, and I did laundry. and. . . . yeah
Then there's yesterday lifeguarding whew one of the first times ever I didn't wake up in the middle of the night and woke up at the first (of six) alarm on my watch. Then didn't eat bfast which I would pay for greatly cuz then was english and then went to the research lab thing which is doing really well we've almost got our first official scientific like discovery. Then I went to my dorm and had an hour and a half to practice. Unfortunately by this time i was very light headed and was like if I practice I"m gonna pass out. So I was like oh right I have that sandwich in my fridge which had basically like frozen it solid, I also realized with it I had chips, pickle and probably a cookie, so I was like oh I"m not out of snack food awesome. So I ate this giant pastrami sandwich and was feeling slightly better, but still far from good. Although after finishing off the last of my trail mix (although i realized that I had a little bit left of the other bag in my fridge) I went to practice since concert is today. I practiced and found the jazz band teacher in the room, which made me very uncomfortable (I'm not really a huge fan of him he's one of those people that when he stands there it makes me feel like i suck). So then realize I practiced longer than I want to and hurry to dinner, cuz jazz band is after dinner. I eat get there, and here that Aaron the guy who wrote the music for the concert, is like oh yeah I heard you practicing you sounded good, but I actually butchered most of what I did, cuz I worked on the stuff that I was behind on. Anyhow after all that umm . . . actually that's a good end for this post and then I'll do the rest on the next post :-D
quote of the post: there will be two first
"Peace is not merely a distant goal that we seek, but a means by which we arrive at that goal." -Martin Luther King Jr.
and
This is the highest wisdom that I own; freedom and life are earned by those alone who conquer them each day anew. Thinkexist.com Quotations - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.