I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Renfest

ok so I'm stuck in work and can't do much I did my homework and still have an hour left, so I remembered my long forgotten blog.
Ok so this weekend I went to RenFest sorry there are no pictures for those who wanted to see, but I didn't really get to dressed up and yeah sorry I was late woke up late low sleep, umm I'm good now but yeah really sorry about that. SO I think this weekend was more . . . a lot of things than any other weekend of my life, but for starters there was a lot of driving, for two I got to talk to some of my fav people like hung out with Diedre got to see old hs buddies, and got to IM the great Rodrigo. Lets see I decided I like 18 wheelers even less now than before because before I was just paranoid of them, now they've actually caused me problems. rant and hope no one notices that that actually means I suck at figuring out how to get or see around 18 wheelers. >p
So lets see I'm not sure who reads this any more but I"m pretty sure unless some one does it for the pure purpose of proving me wrong ya'll have given up on the whole leaving a comment buisness. But even if that is your excuse I"ld love you for it.

Hope, it's the only thing a human possesses that is his greatest strength and his greatest weakness!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

KKK WINS

Does this surprise you, being a jewish persons blog, Does this upset you, does this even bother you. The sad part of this is most people are happy with this. Now if this does upset or bother you it means one of two things either you know what I"m talking about or your prejudiced against them, now prejudice is normally we consider a bad thing, but the reason you most likely here KKK and go thats bad is because not only do they have a history of being an incredibly prejudiced group, striving for straight white christian supperiority, but they are also in existance for this one sole reason.
Therefore those people who are opposed to that concept should be opposed to them. I used to think this was a very high percentage of people, and only a few old time thinking ignorant people were left, I knew it some states this was more prevalent, but not in my beloved Texas, where apparently we still believe in part of the straight white christian supremacy.

This win of the KKK has to do with yesterdays' vote and the second proposition, for those who don't know me I'm in a city near Austin and so when they KKK rallied for pro prop 2 my friends went to collect people to counter rally.

Q) SO WHAT IS PROP 2?
A) prop 2 was a proposition to make an amendment to the Texas Constitution to outlaw homosexual marriage and only allow marriage between a man and a woman.

Ok now from what I heard the vote was 3:1 and now I'm not frustrated at Republicans or Democrats because what anyone might tell you this was not a Rep vs. Dem vote this was a
civil rights vs. bigotry
well ok we are taking rights away from the homosexual community for what reason so far I've heard three and I will refute all of them

1) Well the bible says. . .
1) OK a few problems a) seperation of church and state
b) your bible is not everyones don't do it if you don't think its right but there not forcing you to
c) the word people decided the translation of the sin was an "abomination", whcih was the same word for not keeping kosher
d) some arguements have also said that with the way it's worded it means it is only an "abomination" when it is done as adultry.
e) this isn't saying you have to be gay but that you can be

2) Well then your not producing offspring
2) I like biology a) what about sterile people, no offspring from them either
b) what about people who are born hermaphrodites there not man or woman
c) the world is supposed to reach its limit on human population in the friendliest estimates say 80 years or so. . . the less people producing offspring the more food water luxury items etc. are available to those who are not millionaires. That also allows us to last longer before hitting that time when we will be competing for resources like squirrels rats and every other organism on earth.

3) It's wrong
3)what makes it wrong a) the only reasons it's wrong is either the fact that their the minority
what if we were the minority and straight wasn't allowed
b) it's not achieving anything (offspring) see above

and to argue the constitution doesn't say two men, or two women,
it is not perfect the creators new that and allowed ammendments, the Bill of Rights are the first ammendments because it was imperfect. If we wanted to prove we were not sexist and sexualist then we would use a new term that had no difference between a man and a woman, so that they were considered in the exact same light. meaning marriage between a man and a woman would be between a person and a person.

oh and I decided I"m doomed to be wrong more than anyone else but that doesn't really compare in importance to the rest of this post so
quote of the day:

"That's where the victory was won, from the pulpits of the state of Texas," said state Rep. Warren Chisum, a Pampa Republican who wrote the amendment. "The people of Texas have spoken and they intend that marriage should be between one man and one woman."

Matt Foreman, executive director of the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force, said the outcome was not unexpected.

"When you put a fundamental right of a minority up for popular vote, it's almost impossible to win," said Foreman. "I'm not sure the right to desegregate schools, the freedom to marry another race or even access to contraception in many states would exist if those issues were put up for a vote."
and c yall later,
Scott, the distressed kid

Monday, November 07, 2005

Concert

Yesterday was my concert it went decent I did well till the beginning of Vesuvius yeah I rushed that sucked on three notes, which in Vesuvius isn't good I couldn't count the rest I was like a beat ahead every measure and had to keep being like Scott wait ok now start and even then yeah it was bad but then I fixed it and then my lesson teacher was our 3rd trombone who I don't think had seen the music before the night
It went pretty well though that was fun. But didn't get back till kind of late so started on homework at 10:30ish. Oh and prospective students are here and so there right now playing video games in our common room, they got to sleep on the sleeping bag which I've heard both really good and not so good comments about.
anyhow umm. . . lets see umm. . .other than that yesterday I spent most of it sleeping slept till 10 went to get lunch thought cuz it was brunch it would be open but they open at 10:30 instead of 11 for brunch so I was like oh, by the time I went back to my dorm got my bio book and read a page it opened had an omelet and like thanksgiving type stuff with out turkey and was like wow that was a really good meal even for Sunday brunch which is our one good meal of the week, they have all types of pies out and what not its awesome. I love pie hehe
anyhow then did homework and Diedre left for a bit so I was like ehh I"ll shower and change now so I did but then she got off, cheater, but umm. . .so yeah then I realized I was tired and was like no I refuse to go to the concert tired so got some sleep in my tux that was intelligent. oh and before that I got some free laundry done thanks to Rob, and lets see oh yeah I practiced like 10 min before the concert trying not to blow my chops but cover troublesome spots since I didn't know how she does dress rehearsals. then Ok proof that I'm a nerd I was the 1st one their other than percussionists and 30 year old french horn. and then went to dinner to grab bannanna and apple trying not to starve since can't eat again till 10 pm and ate 10:30 am.
and so then ran back to the band hall where there was the bus cuz we were supposed to start loading at 4;30 and leave at 5
but like I don't know that many people but 5 out of 6 people waiting were people I know there was like one band person there I didn't know. It was pretty pathetic.
Anyhow now for Saturday not to much umm. . . got to see a movie, which stole my practice time, and almost my Diedre time, but she ended up having to wait on a phone anyways so hehe its not my fault. The movie was about a horse.
ok so I think thats it for now and now for concert quotes:
director: I'm not sure how things are going to go because I can't hear anything

"This is our first concert off campus because our normal facility is under renovation, and we were so happy that everything was here the bus was here, the players, the instruments both theirs, and the ones being borrowed from the high school, but umm. . .the programs. . .well they were printed I saw them. But one thing about our janitors is they are very efficient (pause)
yes. . . but they didn't just throw them away they shredded then recycled them, so we are enviormentally concious, but I plan to have a new printed out for the students and parents until then, I will have to say it and, the director has cold, laryngitis, (list off 10 more things), and sore throat which is why I am syaing this rather than her. "

yeah I know that was a huge quote but it was funny and prolly very wrong since its now a day later and I"m trying to remember it, but you get the point, our director was about to die which is part of why I don't have band now, and couldn't hear, and they threw away or rather shredded the programs which I found rather funny. ok so c yall later
and have fun
and don't disconnect when I ask you how you are
mwah good luck with everything
ps convince people or just yourself vote no on prop 2

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Almost done

Leave your name and....
1. I'll respond with something I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song or movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll ask you a question.
4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
5. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
6. I'll describe our final fight to the death.
7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

AHHHHHHHHHHH Test Test TEst Project Paper Concert Quiz Quiz Quiz AHHHHHHHHH so much junk I'm gonna fail I studied for the bio test like it was the SAT I just gave up on the Sociology test figured it'ld be easy enough and I lost my book so it's not worth stealing someone else's to study, and then Calculus test how do you study for math and oh crud what is the derivative of a constant to a variable power. A^x power or like what is the derivative of 2^x I just made up a rule so I missed those 2 and aced the other 8 that took me no time at all, and had I not tried so hard he'ld of hinted me on the right path cuz when you turned it he checked your test and hinted you in the right direction on those you missed. How frutstrating is that not to know that. Then I've managed to pour concentrated sulfuric acid on my hand in lab, and lose results that I found the day before the lab was due when I had already redone the three week lab in 3 days. cuz you meet once a week and so I actually just went to lab 6 hours and got it done in two and then had another lab yesterday that I was like the last to leave got chewed out for bad format on previous three labs that I just got back so have 3/8 bad grades like 75 and 48 that I know of and now I get to start trying to bring it up yet I have one of three A's in chem class of 23 of us, so it's like yes I"m top of chem class but bottom of chem lab so what are grad schools gonna think of that. Oh and apparently I don't care about chem lab cuz its messy and when you care about things they should look nice like think of your house or your friends. . . umm. . . he hasn't seen my room has he and my friends sorry but I"M not gonna make yall look any nicer than you already do. and oh I learned he's jewish and its like it would be awesome but not when I'm about to fail his class and I don't want to say anything until I'm doing fine cuz then it will look like I"m using that to try and get a higher grade. rah dee rah. anyhow. I had a bio project got an 81 on it not bad. Don't know about the bio test but I figured I got an 87.5 with a 78 avg. on her tests that seems decent to me. Lets see I miss Diedre a lot at the momenet. and was kind of sad I've had no time to update this or no one commenting on my blogs cuz everyone else gets tons of comments but me. but bleh i guess whats to be expected.
And that everyone nice thing seemed kind of gone this week, everone seeemed normal and it was kind of sad cuz I liked that so I"M back to being ignored . . . a lot.
and. . . I don't know
It's been a rough week from tests to losing labs, to beating the crap out of my hands and waking up to early and then 40 min late for work. when it was an hour job that we always get off 5 min early for and were supposed to be 5 min early
thats awesome
I've missed a meal or 2 and am just pretty wiped out,
I know thats for a lot of people that sounds like a normal week, and I'm just pathetic, but your right I am pathetic I live by controlling life so I don't get knocked around like a pinball.
Ok so you've prolly caught my rant so leave your name for my survey at the top and the last thing left is my concert on Sunday.
OK so. . . quotes
"Yesterday is experience, tomorrow is hope, today is getting from one to the other."
"We've got fifty yankettes married into English nobility right now. Some of them are duchesses. Some are countesses. Eleven are baronesses. Only one is a lady. "
13 days. . .