Graduation

I'm not too good at this, uhh once again I've managed to lose my post this time I was at least half way through I had finished Sunday and didn't really have much to write on MOnday cuz of work so anyhow Diedre got me to say a summary of what was here so I'll cut and paste the conversation and here it goes:
well I started off being like Sunday was my graduation pretty boring as expected and then Brandon was blaming me for being tired
(10:53:58) me: Because it was my fault my job kept me up till 1:30 since I really wanted a job and all (super sarcasm)
and then I went on how if he got a job at least he's begging for one, so he at least could take some blame
(10:55:01) me: and it all started cuz he was whining and complaining and I was like Brandon just do whatever mom or grandma say I'm tired too
(10:56:14) me: then I went on how we got to graduation, and everyone asked where you were and I was like well maybe I should have tried to convince her to go, but it was boring as normal. and then afterwards talked to AMy and Ginny and said how hard it was for me to realize who they were
and then went to Mario's with every one and then said how Ginny was a harley mechanic and knew a whole bunch about chainmail and was complemting Brandon's chainmail, and when she learned brandon was gonna try and fix the Honda and didn't say he was gonna use a manuel she explained this story where this guy screwed somthing up and froze up a transmission supposebly everyone does it who works on Harley's or so her boss told the guy.
(10:58:25) Diedre : if you will excuse me for a bit i seem to have a minor case of death.
(10:58:44) me: only if it's minor other wise it won't be tolerated
(10:59:47) me: anyhow then she left and Kevin and all them came over to me house and I got to sleep an hour earlier and woke up 4 hours earlier not sure how that works out. and then said I worked a morning shift
(10:59:54) me: and then I hit the dang button
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then MOnday was well work in the morning and the people were a lor more. . .umm edgy and I didn't know to many people like none of my regular bosses were there so it was kind of weird almost sad, except for Mr. Casity nothing against him, but having the one guy who has all power over your job next to you, especially when he's super into the job can kind of unnerve you. I was the clumsiest of the three days early on I managed to spill it felt like have the can of popcorn butter on myself when it caught my apron that things a safety hazard it doesn't make anything more sanitary atleast on me. Just makes carrying hot dogs easier
Anyhow that popcorn butter is really hot, I mean normally when I'm putting it on the popcorn you'll see me jump when it splashes on me, so I was sure I was burned but it was to busy to wash it off, and I was like nearly cussing when it spilled on me, it took a lot to hold that in. Then when I finally got to rinse it off I was amazed I wasn't burned and couldn't figure out how I hadn't been, but then I realized probably can't be to hot cuz people eat it. But I swear I should have been burned. Anyhow I'm now avg one credit card screw up a day I messed up once Monday none Sat and twice my first day. ON the guy I screwed up the credit card I got caught on the popcorn thing again and spilled a little but I was already on my toes so I managed to catch myself and the thing but for it was leaning against my arm. Uhh that sucked, luckily he was laughing and was in good humour about it. I also learned how to fix it with out bothering a manager and I screwed up twice that I remember with cash not good, the first time I accidentally gave this girl a large instead of a medium drink a quarter difference so I just payed the quarter out of pocket good call Scott I brought a bunch of change today, meant for credit card mistakes but hey that works. Then later the big one someone gave me a 20 for somthing that costed 8.50 well I thought I used the calculator but I didn't, so when it showed 8.50 I gave her that as change as opposed to the 11.50 so I lost 3.00 making the difference and then the camera's gonna see me pocketing what I gave her the 8.50 and then there gonna think I'm stealing and then when they count and realize they have extra money in the register their gonna think i'm the dumbest theft (or theif how do you spell a theif hmm. . .) ever. Anyhow I got home called Diedre ate dinner, hehe got Diedre to come over mwhahahah and then she left and I played tetris hehe yea looked at my watch and it was 10:12 and was like hey it's not . . .wait I used to go to sleep now wow, I really should go to sleep before I destroy my entire sleep cycle so took a shower did my nightly pushups and off to sleep.
Hebrew of the Post: stop: die pronounced exactly as you would in english like dying yea thats awesome in fact there's a hebrew song die die aynew, and a funny story where the old synogauge principle was yelling at her daughter to die, cuz I think she's Israeli and people were awe struck out how horrible it was, before she realized it.
Thought of the Post: lets see umm . . . I'll use 2 one for the post and one that be on my mind
"hehe bet you didn't know I did pushups . . . since thanksgiving cuz I be scrawny, not that I mind" and 2
"hehe how does that all work out so well I be so lucky". . .until I remember work, anyways
Quote of the Post: Everything you want is out there waiting for you to ask. Everything you want also wants you. But you have to take action to get it. Jules Renard French Writer 1804-1910

over

YEA I DID THIS YESTERDAY, THIS REALLY ME-LIKE GOOD-BYE THEN MY COMPUTER DIED ON THE QUOTE OF THE POST SO YOU ALL MISSED THE GOOD BYE.
Cuz there is no way i'm typing that again. Basically I can't believe it's over i still feel like I have days, weeks, months, and even years left, but I don't I keep thinking I"m gonna see everyone Monday or maybe Tuesday but I won't. I'm working at Cinemark now if ya'll want to visit me . Yesterday I saw 2 people who I knew and 2 other people that were just fun. This girl Haley who plays tennis with one of the ones that's not half my height she's almost my age I think she's a freshman. Then this flute player who I can't remember her name for anything, but she's nice.
Then I said if I didn't get you on my botherlist then it's too late your lost forever unless you decide to bother me sorry Jessi. Then I made was really sad and starting saying people could give me hugs and then made some fun of Daniel and was like hey I don't feel bad anymore thinking that you guys will still hang around is awesome
PLEASE COME BOTHER ME.
alright so now o yea those 2 other people first was a nice guy with this cool really deep voice but anyhow he tried to give me a tip and I so wanted to take it but we had to check this thing that said we didn't take tips, plus I would have to get change from the register, and there was a camera behind me and there was no way I was about to take money out of the register and put it in my pocket. O and I had the best guy ever to show me what I was doing, the staff was so much nicer than the management, well maybe not nicer but much less intimidating and he was constantly like ehh it's not that hard to keep a job here Mr. Castings just make it seems hard you have to be pretty dumb to get fired just don't steal and try to upsize it when Mr. Castings is around.
If you want to know when I work for this week
Today 4-11:30 (meaning close, which last night was 12:05)
Sunday is graduation so I got it off
Monday 8:30 to I don't remember like 4??
Tueday 4-8:30 then the new schedule for the next week gets posted
bleh I have to call Diedre but errgghh I want to say not now, but well I'm working from now till end of summer, so in reality Thursday was my whole summer my one day off. AFter that it's all over cuz of work and everything else it's really retarded. Umm. . .O and the day before yesterday was fun I stayed home and had free time, then went to Kemah with Diedre, then got to meet my grandma who had just come from New Jersey and introduced Diedre to her. My grandma loved her it was kind of funny. I think i need to stop saying she's my gf and just say she's my whole family's gf, ahh lets see everyone but Brandon and dad seem to be as involved with her as I am I mean even from out of state my grandma and grandpop ask about her.
OK well see ya'll later I really need to eat not making the mistake of sitting 7 and half hours hungry again that's too long.
Quote of the Day: "Never tell your new girl friend, I have a crush on her" that other person I said at cinemark made the day less boring, but she was there with her I assume new boy friend they were like 20's maybe 30's.
Thought of the Post: Hey man please don't leave me; people keep in touch
Hebrew of the Day: it was supposed to be end but there were 1000 words in the dictionary for it and I couldn't remember the word off the top of my head, so I did friendship but I ain't looking it up again.
Love all of you really gonna miss too many people Hey don't make me miss you come and bother me in person, online, if need be on the phone.

Last Day

Cry Cry Tear Tear. . .hehe ok today is the last day of school, and I"m not there I'ld laugh at ya'll but but I'm gonna miss all of you so I'm already going to see who really will keep in touch and who will let me drift into the void of nonexistance and entirely forget who I am. Hehe that was fun to say ok so lets see I guess you're here to read about my life so here it goes back to Tuesday.
Lets see Tuesday was band final, fun day got to play cards the band kids or at least the ones that wanted to play cards didn't want to be on my just created bother list. Like they actually seemed scared like I would seriously harass them or somthing I don't know. O well there loss. Umm I brought a half roll of paper towels and some cleaner, and so it was the first time I passed the locker clean out on the first time and I've done this twice a year for 4 years. Everyone else's he did twice but mine he stuck his hand in a 3rd time and i was like hey so he started a 4th time to tease me. Alright AD I finished my book, and in Caluculus I actually don't remember. I think I signed my name on the tile. Biology took the test over the book really really easy. and since we only have 4 grades that's 25% of our avg. Which is pretty close to a final which is 20% but counts over the whole semester so those count a bit more. Then there's the last lunch of the year it was terrible, potatoes with a side of potatoes while people offered me more potatoes, but I did get free ice cream. They were a bit difficult to get to sign my bother list wait maybe I started it on Monday, yea there was no band today, ok that's why I"m confused. In AD we watched Micah's play and then English final I exempted and everyone else that did left but since I didn't have a car, had lab man which I prob could have skipped, but still would have felt funny about it, and wanted to see Diedre after school, which I ended up not being able to do anyways. I stayed so while I was bored I tried sleeping but that didn't work so well, then I decided to fill out my final transcript form, and wrote slow and neat well when I finished that since I had started writing, why stop, so I turned the page of my bother list and began once upon a time but then I couldn't decide what to write so I started with there was a kid who was bored and exempted his final and from their I kept writing. I got 4 pages done, before stopping which at that point I probably had more written than most the class who were writing essays for finals. Then I got really bored and the class left one by one till it was just me and Zach, so at the end I gave Mrs. Simons a hug, but before that she asked if I was waiting for my gf which I found kind of funny, but I was like no I just don't have a ride. so anyhow, umm the story will be on my other blog www.swaedon.blogspot.com
and then lab man yea we did nothing but wander the halls.
Yesterday was really really hot, I hung out with Diedre then got all sorts of stuff signed for senior stuff then went to KEvin's played Champions of Norath for awhile. Then went to tennis both my brothers didn't want to go I took the long way new it was taking to long so I turned around and then called my mom and she was like o your taking the long way again you should have kept going so I got their late o well I always do. It was searing hot out there my god, I was gonna melt my perception was off I mean I thought I hit this one ball and then I didn't feel it so I looked down and I was like a foot off it was pathetic everyone was doing stuff like that it was hot outside.
OK so then went home finished app but the printer ran out of ink so my dad has to buy a new ink cartirdge so all that hurrying for nothing. Then back to Kevin's and then home again
Hebrew of the Post: bat: daughter it's pronounced bot like robot
Thought of the Post: AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Quote of the Post: "Watch your thoughts; they become your words.
Watch your words; they beome your actions.
Watch your actions; they become your habits.
Watch your habits; they become your character
for it will become your destiny." Frank Outlaw

Good Weekend

Lets see so I went home and to sleep entirely forgetting Kevin invited me and some other people over afterwards for a game night. Ok so then lets see what happenned Saturday I don't really remember much of it, I remember talking online, a little, and o right yea I was frustrated cuz I had all this stuff I had to do. Which in reality probably wasn't all that much o but right it was about getting to SWUSY regionals really awesome stuff, but I probably won't be able to go, which is really really sad, and only has one plus point, and that's having more time here but being that its three days I really would like to see all of them one last time. I also had to call a thousand people for job stuff, and then at 8 went to Kevin's house for his now 3rd attempt he had also tried at one but no one but me was home. It was me Robert Kevin and at 9 Jason. what a surprise lol
OK so I was told 8-12 but then when I got there and was like O I should tell them when it ends they were like we don't know when it ends, umm were gonna stay till his mom kicks us out (a joke) so we stayed up playing till 4 it was kind of funny cuz Robert fell asleep midfight at one point and died and we were all like why'ld you die, and he's like I fell asleep and was like don't revive me, he wanted more sleep lol. So we played for 15 min and then woke him hehe, then near the end I was starting to drift and my guy was very often attacking the wrong direction. Ok so then it was 4 and Kevin we were like yea we should go home, Jason had left earlier not really sure when he left now that I think about it. Wait did he come, no he didn't we were saying he couldn't be here till 9 but he never came. Ok so Kevin offered us a nap before we left and I was like no if I take a nap I really will fall asleep on the road I just need a drink and a jump (which actually sounds cool when your tired and it seems to flow) and I'm ready, and Robert was like no I just wouldn't get back up.
Ok so go home
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It's now Sunday
wake up, stay in bed a little longer, hear Debbie get dropped off, decide to get up and everything. So I get dressed and what not do everything I need to, Diedre comes by drops off some graph paper, I read a gabillion pages of the RED ZONE and only one person took the time to listen to my away message and distract me. hehe thanks Diedre, and then lets see umm. . . got told someone wanted my help in Chemistry studying for a final for the people who saw me vanish for a sec at band banquet cuz someone wanted to see me, yea same person, except I don't think she knew she wanted my help just a decision of the mom's so I felt really dumb calling her up and she was like. . . o it was only help on the review and I'm done. So then yea more reading more feeling dumb, and then learned that this Camp Young Judea place had called me but Brandon, didn't realize who it was and didn't want to take the time to look up my cell number to give him. So yea I had to clean up the dining room and make it obvious where my cell number was not that Brandon didn't have it on his cell, anyways. So I showed David and it was written in massive letters and numbers on this one board. So then I got another call saying I had an interview tomorrow (which is today) at 5 at Cinemark if I was still interested and I would need, pen, license and social security card.
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MONDAY TODAY
ok so today let see, I wake up go to school and it occurs to me I misssed Bachlariat yesterday ouch my mom's gonna kill me on telling her she was like o no I hope you don't mind and I was like I thought you were gonna kill me and she was like I had the tickets. OK so part 2 I realize I had Diedre drop off the graph paper and I didn't do it. SO I rushed got some graph paper, and took my time and did I thought a decent job, probably by anyone else's standards, pretty bad now all this time I thought she was doing a passing of the torch for PALS so I dropped by the art room but remembered last year I was late getting to first so when I didn't see her there were actually a bunch of people in their, so I went to the cafeteria, did the equation, got the volume and was ready to turn my part of the project in. OK so I head back seeing if she's there and learn the PALS thing is tomorrow. Wonderful. I feel stupid again lol
ok so I go borrow her TI 89 to make sure my volume's right and it's not I play with the number's do it in parts and I keep getting my answer on the page what am I doing wrong. . .finally I get it,I do it in bigger and bigger parts till it occurs to me whats wrong and as much as I was tempted to use the calc answer mine is the only one that makes common sense cuz I was squaring over a subtract sign and so it was making it positive but it really did need to be subtracted, so I stuck with my answer and put it in giant numbers on notebook paper, so it was easy to read. Went to let Diedre double check it and she was like that's why your doing that part. O well so then go to AD and we have to move stuff to the new AD coaches room Mr. Wells oooo fun wait doesn't he have class Chris was like ehh it doesn't matter. I was like wait yea he does that's Diedre's class so we go bring in load after load of stuff. and then Daniel was giving me funny looks and Kelly was like hey there's Scott again, Hehe I had funny bringing him the shelves cuz you can imagine kids just dropping off shelves in your room when you have no room for anything and then them coming back and dropping off more it was awesome.
O AND JOIN AD (Academic Decathlon) PLEASE, THEY'RE DESPERATE FOR PEOPLE THEN NEED A's SOME B's, and C's YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE I MEAN WHO WOULD THINK I'M a C, plus C's are varsity lol. OK but seriously if your not joining this year next year's nationals is in Hawaii, and it's a lot of scholarship money so look into it, its a 100 on your GPA looks awesome for college, and I mean if Matt the trombone player can sign up anyone can.
ok so now lets see, I learned there's talk of teachers considering helping Mr. Wells I was really worried there was only gonna be one rookie coach next year and man I was feeling sorry for him, but at least two he's got a fighting chance.
Alright band cleaned out my locker, Calculus got a warm fuzzy had Brandon M, not the one related to me, umm yea ask if you really want to know, Diedre can tell you. Lets see, then sprinted to the other side of the building and back to get prom pictures, I was wearing the warm fuzzy and was like well I'm warm, but I don't think it has anything to do with this warm fuzzy. Ok so read in Bio get lunch and then show Diedre pictures, give her half of them, and then go to English where I watched a little bit of the movie and then just switched to reading and finally. Lab Management where we didn't do anything, and then I went to the bandhall where people had ravaged my paper towels I mean there was a good half roll at the end of 3rd what the other bands did to it I don't know what if I needed that stuff back. Ok so then rushed up talked to Diedre checked to make sure my mom wasn't there we walked to the bandhall side and then Diedre realized she left her lunch box somewhere and they assigned me to watch it but I was about to check if my mom was out yet. Well she was but I didn't check I just waited, and Chris went to see if his bus was there and I said well atleast now if she yells at me I can say I was waiting to see if Chris needed a ride it turned out he did, and so all three came back together, and I fled with Chris.
So I get home, change my shirt for an interview I have in the hour, my mom decided she thinks I might get lost so she comes with me, we get there 20 min early and she's like well I'll come back in half an hour for you, so I go in they talk to me immediatly ask me like 4 questions and say come back tomorrow 5:00 for the paper work and asked if I had a social security card, and license. So I left my mom didn't answer her cell. and as I"m waiting it occurs to me maybe she didn't know I had been told the day before to bring that stuff. So I go to tell her but she's interviewing someone else and I"m like I'm not dumb enough to interrupt and interview, so I go and wait and worrying I'm scaring kids as I sit in the shadows for shade and then pace back and forth in front of the place clapping rythms I'm not a band geek I swear ok I admit it I love band mwhhahah. I guess it's a good thing otherwise Mr. Brown's giving awards to the wrong people.
Ok so after waiting 35 min my mom shows up get in tell her what happenned then she's like "you have to go call the Camp Young Judea again" "but diddn't we do that yesterday" "I thought it was Saturday" "your right but he hasn't had a chance to respond at least give him that, and so as were arguing my cell goes off but it's in vibrate in case it went off in the interview. SO I answer it and guess what it's the Camp Young Judea guy. Ok so now I go home and talk to family and now I'm here David recently (last two days) has started hugging me around the waste from behind me, and I'm kind of wondering if he's doing that cuz he saw Diedre do it, or if he's just I don't know. Ok so now going back to reading the RED ZONE o wait but first:
Hebrew of the Post: Shell=belongs to, it's pronounced just like a sea shell.
QUOTE OF THE POST: "Can I touch your ball" Charlie and well several other guys
Thought of the POST: Diedre "hey look it's Scott fat the last time and only time ever"
me "hehe in 20 years I will be"
Diedre "not if your still going out with me, I'll nag you"
me (thinks*, you'ld still want to be going out with me in 20 years) smile*
we might not have said it exactly like that but that idea.

finally up to date/band banquet/senior day

It's it's it's finally Friday and I'm finally up to date with my blog yay!!!!!!!!!!!! you might want to read backwards for awhile till you get up to here if your just starting.
Ok so dismorning, I wake up and my brother needs lunch so my dad drops off David, and gets him lunch and I'm like o it's 8 when he gets back I'm gonna have to leave with out seeing Diedre o well, what can you do and I look to leave and Brandon's still not ready. O and I pack my bag for senior field day with:
A towel, 2 rackets, a book, the senior letters and a pillow
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FIELD DAY
OK so then we leave for senior field day, I play hearts with Kevin and Jason on the way up we get their attempt some tennis yea Kevin knew that he starts on the right cuz "I've played tennis before. . .once -- on a video game"
then Jason was better but yea, ok so then when we were melting away, we stopped and played cards picked up Robert so now we had 4 people for hearts fun. I actually haven't played hearts in forever except recently I started playing the computer like a day before prom.
Alright so me and Robert started in the lead, then Jason took it and we all tried to give him points while Kevin just racked up a million and a got massive points then I got in the lead and Kevin got around where he took all the points so that means he gets none and we all got 26 so the score was then
me 42 robert 44 Kevin 46 and Jason 50
lol he screwed it up 2 points to high lol ok so We played and Jason got to 95 so we were like ok as soon as he hits a hundred if anyone's collecting other points we'll stop there, and Kevin was like ok Robert youre in third and Scott youre in first wait how many do you have
I said 51 I had hardly taken anything I was doing awesome, and Kevin's like o wow then I'm in first I haven't taken a single point since I won all of them, and my mouth must have dropped I was like o wow five points before jason takes 5 so I managed to give him 4 early on, and then Jason took the queen it was all over and down by one.
Ok then we walked around, and saw Goodall, so I watched him and his friend play magic with Katy and some girl who was learning to play named Ashley, so
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FIELD DAT continued
cuss cuss cuss frustrations jeeze I had a mile of stuff in here, and then some pop up came up so I went to close it but when I clicked the X this window closed and that one stayed open so now for the short version
ok so then me kevin and Jason got sucked into the next game katy left, but he had a samurai deck I love samurai so I was like that sounds fun.
Then when I was throwing away trash Kevin and Jason vanished so I rode the slides, with goodall, Ashley, and their friend John or Shawn or somthing like that. Then Kyle absorbed me for ultimate tons of fun I melted away
Then Eric (my team) forgeighted cuz we were so exhausted, he was prob our best player, and prob the next best guy had left us and so we were down a member, so yea it was painful and Robert(other team) still could catch everything and anything even with one hand in midsprint.
So then I wandered and looked for people mainly Ashley Kevin Jason and Robert, but Kevin and Jason went to the pool, ehh yuck, and I saw Goodall leaving saying Ashley and John or Shawn or whatever his name is were there, and he was leaving cuz someone threatened to push him in so I wandered back to where I saw everyone else but by then they were gone and I was like you scared them all off Goodall so we headed to the pavillion and they started a pie eating contest, I figured that would attract everyone and it did most people, so I got to find people again, and then we left.
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Ok so now I get to school poke Diedre hehe and that Krissy finds me, and I was like awesome so then me and a couple other kids who couldn't go home, for one reason or another (I had to stay long enough to atleast tell Diedre what my ride situation was, so calling for my mom didn't work when teachers steal cell phones, I mean I could have outside but then I wouldn't have been able to tell her, so o well, gives me an excuse to see her at the end of the day still didn't catch up on reading my book, first I played cards then this other could doing some english paper corrections wanted to talk to me. So then my mom was at school early with Brandon's books but yea we couldn't find Brandon then he called me and said he didn't need them but would be awhile so my dropped me home, and ok so from here lets see:
caught up on blog entires as you can see from the title and then and then and then. . .wait o right got dressed lol, ok and right after I did this, Chris Im's and is like what do I where I was like I have no idea, but I'm wearing yadda yadda. The original shirt I was gonna where my mom decided I shouldn't wear, and let me wear this shirt that I love, which she earlier said it was too small and should be brandon's but I have no idea why she's letting me where it now I mean I haven't shrunk. Alright so then I go to leave, and my mom's like you can take your dad's car and I was like really so that was neat, but then when I called, to say I was coming no one answered the phone then I called, Diedre's cell no one answered so I figured I'ld wait 5 min so I wouldn't get there more than 5 min earlier and surprise anyone. So I called again and her dad answered and when I asked if I could talk to Diedre he said no. . .again. . .which this time I realized he probably wasn't joking cuz usually that means she's not there and yep she was off at some store he said to wait 10 15 min unless I wanted to wait for her I didn't mind waiting cuz well I tend to drift off but I kind of worried I'ld scare her if I was at her house before she was so I paced around my house 10 min and left and was like well i guess it was good I waited cuz I don't know if it would be a good idea to be pacing around her house, so I get there her dad opens the door before I can ring the bell. I wait talk to her dad, who's a great guy but it's still nerve racking then her mom came in, and started talking how the Jr. High lunch ladies, when they saw my or rather Diedre's prom pictures saw me in it and was like hey that Tracey's son (my mom used to work in the Jr. High lunch room as well as everywhere else) and so supposebly they were all impressed with me when I was there. So yea I got to the band banquet with out getting lost. That was fun, I got the most valuable player for concert band I, I was really impressed I was sure Mr. Brown didn't like me that much. But awesomeness, ok so then senior legends, they were fun afterwards my mom was like they should of had to get them all approved by Mr. Dick, I had to tell that they all did have to. He approved it all, lol, ok so then she was still like that was mean to Jason and I had to explain that even the day before michael was still begging for somthing on Jason. ALright so then the senior film Diedre had to call to stay later, to watch it, and it was sad Katy was in tears, that was my last year in band Monday's my last day, wow I'm hardly ever if ever gonna see almost any of ya'll ever again. Then sat in the car with Diedre waiting for the cars to slow down cuz there was a billion of them, and it finally hit me that I would be missed when I leave, I mean I know people notice I'm here it's kind of hard to miss a huge hand waving in your face. But I mean Daniel and Chris probably some of the people I'm closest to, might remember me but actually missing me I"m too much of the quiet guy, I don't really do all that much to be missed for. I mean Ginny and Kristin and a bunch of other people will probably know I'm gone, but really missing me, I don't know. But I think someone will miss me . . .
Ok so then I went and dropped her off, and on her door was an envelope that said pics for Scott, I laughed, and then went home, and on the way had the tear welling up sensation, thinking about how I wouldn't be here much longer. I got home and this song was on the radio and so I listened to it, before getting out of the car:

When She Cries
Restless Heart

The road I have traveled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true
When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
And she does her best to hide the pain that she's been through

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believed
She'd be there by my side
I don't know how she takes it
Just once I'd like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her loving eyes

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

and then I went to sleep.

Wednesday and Thursday

Wednesday
Ok another day get to school 7:30ish but bachlariat prac took 15 min to start.
Then waited through that absolutely useless and a waste of time go bother Diedre, at first thinking it was the art party and being like ohh can't bother then, and then like wait they delayed that.
SO then umm . . . Read in bio, lets see, umm afterschool tennis, then skipped tutoring my mom even thought it was over, then was the play at 6:30 so still didn't go home once again; it's been awhile since I've had time at home, other than for sleeping, Ok so then 10:30 ish it ends the play was spectacular, or so people have said. We decided were gonna watch that for the AD final.
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Thursday
Ok so lets see I'm nearing present day once again
Alright so saw the art party felt bad about going in even though Jess, or Jessi, or Jessica still not sure which to call her lol ask if you care to know why, said there was food in the art room if I wanted any.
So I kind of hung around right outside till Ashley was waving me in, that was enough of an invitation for me, no more feeling shy
So then I hung with them and Jess or whatever is really awesome ok so then AD, band free time they convinced me to play magic or rather i harassed them as they did its so fun cuz they all for some reason think I'm good and have this death fear of me, so hilarious, ok Calculus story about warm fuzzy caterpillar's romping around in the grass lol. Bio actually not reading she got in the new AD stuff meaning that if they got it the same time last year that Micah actually managed to be working with the Antigone play for exactly a year. Alright so now yea I was helping assemble binders, and Mrs. Schmidt was atleast twice as fast as me. then for somre reason not sure if she was asked or volunteered but Sara joined in and so it was fun, she seemed about my speed so Mrs. Schmidt was just probably crazy fast.
English read crazy play about people who are each other's own personal hell, very literally that's what it said hell was they put therse three people in a room the threee people were a guy who committed adultery constantly but held strong behind his beliefs and convictions, a crazy lesbian who caused two people two commit suicide the second one took killed her in the process. And the last girl killed her baby and so the guy's who's child it was after watching it shot his brains out, and then she went back to her husband who knew nothing of it (her husband was some old guy she married for money).
Ok so then lab management not much, then Ling had asked if I could go to her musical thing and I was like well at the moment I have nothing but I don't now, but then Diedre wanted to go to some art thing with umm. . .Sara's art in it so I was like ok, either way I was supporting one person and one I got to be with Diedre, well then Diedre couldn't go, and so I ended up missing both
my first night of freetime in a week. And I pretty much wasted it

Tuesday

Ok for today lets see
Today in school don't remember much I remember them realizing the bachlariat practice was the next day and having to move the art party cuz seniors needed to get their honor cords.
Ok so then what happenned umm. . .alright well the end of the was a Latin meeting and so I rushed in to say hi to Diedre and give Kyle my baby pics Diedre wasn't there, so I went outside to wait for my mom who didn't come so I called her cell and the home phone and no one answered then I remembered, I think she may have said somthing about a doctor's appointment, but usually they make a big deal if it has anything to do with . . .well anything so kind of weird it was only said once. So then I was sitting outside half asleep thinking I would just wait till the concert, and be ok, well after awhile I finally decided to drop my stuff off in the band hall, then afterwards I went to see if the meeting was over, cuz then I would get to bother diedre more mwhahah, but yea she actually found me before I got there and was like why are you still here so I explained everything. Then she gave me a ride home and I went and got some food (she wouldn't let me starve), and then my mom called and was like you want me to bring you food and where are you and what not, I was like I'm home yea foods good so I didn't need diedre to take me back, so it all worked out, luckily I got home otherwise I would have been with out my tux shirt, black socks and shoes which I had entirely forgotten about yea not cool. OK so then the concert met up with Julia who's trying to convince me to work for this summer camp as a lifeguard umm concert I think went decent not sure if were using anything for the tape though, umm afterwards yea went home went to sleep kind of lonely though being all the other trombones and a bunch of other people left, so I was left laughing at Will's joke so you know I was really bored and in desperate need of getting home or sleep or somthing.

Sunday and Monday

Sunday was pretty simple
Umm wake up, get told to move Diedre's car so my mom can get her car out, weird transportation thing on why I had it.
So learn that her seats are searing hot when not whering a shirt.
Umm, then Diedre calls and is like I"m at the mall, I can come over at 1 or somthing like that
and So she gets here mom drops her off, we work on the project forever (7 hours). Then she went home
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Monday
Getting closer to the day I'm living in ok, so lets see, went and returned prom suit we technically could have done it yesterday but seeing at how long we spent on the project and the fact that the lady said she could give us an extra day so we could turn it in a day later, we decided to turn it in so after school I fled home got the tux and buttons together, huh mom I gave them to you, and they were right where we left them, ok so anyways we get there I go in turn it in and there like you owe $20, I was like umm why? and they said late fee I was like but I think we had an extra day and they were like you rented it for Saturday it has to be in Sunday so I go ok let me get my mom, so I get her and well things weren't pretty after that. After awhile I think I pieced together what happenned.
We had two days to pick up the tux but we told the lady we couldn't do Thursday so she knew we would have to pick it up on Friday so I think she was being nice by asking us if we wanted an extra day and if we did since she couldn't technically add a day she was gonna make the rental for Sunday so we could turn it in Monday. Well as she was doing it the people we were using some discount thing from, had there like in a day or 2 so we would have been charged a last second rental fee type thing so she had to go redo everything well I think when she redid it she forgot to fix it again and so big mess, all types of trouble, but she was really good and an awesome help when I was getting my tux we did it super fast and really cool, stuff they were just out of it all in my size but I still managed to find decent stuff, and so much for my button extender shirt never got that either found out thats why I hadn't been able to breath.
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OK so after that I went and came back to school, for Micah's play rehearsal, the last one I would make before the actual play since I was gonna be at the rice concert the next day, ok so now it finishes and he keeps talking to us forever and ever, I got home about 8:30 bleh then went to sleep
ok now it 9:30 Thursday and I have a bunch to catch up on so let me hurry on.

Prom

so this is the day everyone waited for right or some people cringe at hearing it not sure who they are, but uh duh duh so here was my Saturday the truth no making it sound better, sorry girls I know it's not fair I don't need 4 hours to prepare
I woke up and didn't know much of what to do, since I had so much time. So I played Hearts on my computer o and the day before I found out my internet connection was dead. I did this for awhile and had my alarm set when to start getting ready 4:22 at 4:15 my mom was like you should get ready, but I was like alright give me a sec, so I waited and looked and it was 4:25 and my alarm hadn't gone off I was like huh? then realized my alarm, was set for AM I didn't realize that when I crossed the 12 hour line it reset unless I changed the am pm setting. SO I rushed got dressed and was read by 4:40 10 min before I meant to be . . .o no. . .where's my wallet it has my ticket what am I gonna do. so that takes 5 min, ok still alright for time so the camera's at home don't have film or batteries so my mom had decided we would get a disposable camera at Walgreens but she's also already made sure I won't need to take pic by calling everyone's parents and telling them to do that for me. Ok so we go through a checklist I have everything I think I head to Diedre's house and Walgreen's except my mom takes forever to get out of the house and was like you should have started earlier so now I'm 3 min behind. Not much still ok, except I still have a stop but they have to expect someone to be late so I'm not too bad. Alright were nearing the Walgreens and suddenly we realize we left the corsage yep all sense of time is dead, so we go back home, get the corsage, head to Diedre's get there like 20 min late, yea that sucked. But problem 2 she has a dress that is absolutely stunning, it was like the type of thing where your jaw might drop if you didn't think to keep it up. I'ld describe but I don't think it would do much cuz I heard it described like 20 times and for some reason wasn't anywhere near the right image. Ok so for good reasons her parents and aunt spent forever with taking pictures and as usual I needed help with the tie even though it wasn't real which drove me nuts I spent how many years figuring out how to get ties right and I can finally do it and what they give me a fake one. Ok so now we get yelled at for taking to long and so instead of Katie's we head straight to Perri's good food, better jokes, and well of course the classiest people lol, Katie and Ricky started so serious lol
Ok so to prom miserable DJ umm but still fun I can't dance, hehe and Zach dipped Char (she freaked out), and I was like o there prob won't be many more slow songs, so as the song was dying I was like and a dip as the song dies, but as always I mumbled and kind of didnt' finish the sent before attempting yea I think I scared her and maybe deserved a slap or 2 to balance it. O and it was hard not to step on the back of her dress ecspecially between narrow tables, and then outside I was like doing this whole skip dance, and jump routine to avoid dresses, which my game would prob call an 8 way run so thats what it always meant by that lol
Ok so tons of fun when leaving Katie was like alright everyone here so I thought her mom was almost there this is 10 min before prom ends, so then I pick up Diedre's car which the valet parking returned it really fast, and so I waited for Diedre, and then Katie's mom well 10 min after prom ended finally a red minivan drove by so I followed it now Katy said she lived 15 min away which I found hard to believe when Friday it took my parents 45 min, but as I followed i found out quick how she would do it rather than go 10 under the speed limit like the way up (horrible traffic), she was going 10 15 over and I could barely keep up but then as it was heading back to KAtie's house Diedre called Charlotte and learned they were still at the hotel so umm. . .it obviously wasn't Katie's mom. So umm yea we just went back to Diedre's house dropped her off and I went home. Then whined to myself about how many people had bothered and asked me. . .well yea I won't say actually it was only 3 and one of them prob had decent reason. Ok so then to sleep
Yep that was my prom tons of fun, but if you want more details you'll have to ask not sure what more would want to be said, but at the same time I tend to be clueless

Freyja's Day

Freyja is the Goddess of Winter and stuff from Norse Mythology really cool stuff the god's actually weren't all powerful they were rather dead locked in strength with the giants who they battled against and would one day destroy the world in the Norse Armageden called. . .o I forgot.
Friday wow It's kind of scary Prom's tomorrow I have to go pick up my tux, ooo oo ooo I found out whats the difference between a tux and a regular suit it's those cool folds, so yea I decided if I ever get rich well maybe not rich but decide to buy a tux I'm gonna buy a suit exactly like mine now but big enough to fit me and a tux exactly like it, cuz it's so cool it's soft and fun to pet yay ok I guess I should stop and go back to the day.
Took that gov test the first half so easy but because the day before (read below(next post)) I had no little time to study I only read one book so the other half the test was horrible and wretched and he gave me the 3rd test review instead of the final test review not cool so I couldn't skim I had to read the whole thing. Then visited Diedre in art but she wasn't there she was off at HEB getting stuff for the art teacher (oh!! sadness lol). Calculus more movie, Biology: managed to already lose my book after promising her I wouldn't cuz it wouldn't leave my backpack not sure how it got away. English finish Dead Poets Society and then had fun after we copied the movie's end and when we couldn't find Mrs. Simons went and pulled Mrs. Krajefska.
Ok so tennis yea the coach won every game and she wasn't playing any kill points so yea we were sucking the three of us who showed, and I played the 2nd set with coach which was 4 games, and against her the first which was 6 games. Umm. . .then we picked up my tux, then we were late getting to confirmation way more fun than that should have been congrats to Talya, and Libbi which I learned her name means from the heart. Hehe she's the rabbi's daughter so guess the language. Everyone rabbi and students had awesome speaches, hehe I'm a leader but you'll have to ask to know why
Umm. . . Went to sleep.
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O and I forgot umm I had to skip the first part of tennis to make the rehearsal and yea no one thought I would be there, cuz I said I had to go, but that's cuz my mom a couple days earlier was freaking out about Brandon and David missing the Fiday lessons cuz you pay those monthly and if you miss it your just out money. So I was kind of afraid to miss it but I asked and she was totally fine, See still a momma's boy lol check everything with her first *check head* (whew it's still attached I haven't forgot to check with her for anything)
Alright well everyone have a blast and now to catch op on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and today

Thor's Day

Yep you guess it. . .well maybe you didn't Thursday was named after the Norse God Thor the God of the People and well Woden or Odin is the God of the royalty and riches and nobility and stuff like that so basically the upper class and their values.
Ok so what happenned this days easy to keep track of I had my plan go into Macroeconomics Test get totally massacred, then the Microeconomics would be easier but by this point I would be so shattered and feeling hopeless I would just be finished off. Ok now that you know the plan lets watch and see what happens. :
I wake up get dressed study my notes from Economics and review a few group names such as WTO, and NAFTA from my AD stuff.
Go in for Macroeconomics see Kieran, Luke, and Trey from AD the guy who got expelled he seems to be having fun plotting at his new school since he's bored out of his mind do anything else. Supposebly everyone there is not the umm. . .brightest light in the . . . well my ananlogy ran short. Talk for a little, start the test, finish exactly as planned we all got raped by the Macroeconomics, but Trey had news he was like well the Microecon test would be even more difficult I thought he was wrong and so did Kieran, who said he understood the stuff, but Trey started pulling some of what was supposed to be info for stuff on the test and I was entirely lost, I couldn't even begin to describe what he was talking about, I was dead so we went to Schlotzski's and then Trey's house, and came back Luke hadn't studied for Micro so he left hearing it was harder and being like twice as smart as me yea I knew I was dead. So We take the Micro test, it starts off easy I turn the page and still easy I look at the third page and I must have gasped out loud I felt horrible, absolutely horrible, Luke had left and it was so easy I nailed, the test it was simple the only stuff I wasn't sure about had kind of been answered from what I got wrong on the macro test. Easy 4 maybe even a 5 ok so after that dropped by said hi to Diedre went to Micah's rehearsal, then the Academic banquet where everyone introduced me to people as that's Scott Diedre's bf, I was like well at least. . . I don't know just kind of weird, kind of fun though.
finally got home and studied for Gov test.

Woden's Day

alright I remember today. Umm this was a Wednesday and Woden or Odin is the god it was named after, ok lets see. O yea studying for Economics AP tests, umm borrowing Mr. McGowan's calculator, getting made fun of by Mr. McGowan. Lets see umm watched a movie in Calculus and got our projects definately working with Diedre I find it kind of funny Josh wanted to work with me I would have thought he wanted to work with Robert first maybe its cuz he's not here, and telling Neil that Diedre was like you do the smart stuff and she'ld do the creative stuff. . .he looked at me and was like she is the smart one right. . .I just kind of laughed and was like yea probably I just do better in math. O and started Dead Poet's Society in English (a movie). Lets see for tennis umm don't really remember o me and David actually won somthing as a pair (really rare). Then the volunteer we only had to help for half an hour before the clown came who did a magic trick and turned into a magician and remember kids don't ask him where the clown is lol.
So me and Margalit sat through some of that, and then she gave me a ride home he wasn't very good at tricks, but he was kind of good at being a comedian and getting the kids to laugh but I'm not sure how hard that is with the mass number of times they all seem to get to see stuff like that.

end make up Tuesday

Um so yea this is kind of late let me try and remember back to Tuesday
Alright so in Biology we had a "party", but had kind of decided we were just gonna watch finding Nemo and not bring anything so only 2 people actually brought stuff. We had drinks, chips and salsa, and some oreos the other class donated us since they had more than they could eat. Let's see umm. . .I left my book at home and had to rush home to pick it up. We read some farse in English, For AD were now permanently in Mrs. Schmidt's room, O and I learned in Government that I was allowed to take the test today and that the entire test is straight from the book yea right, I haven't studied and since I won't be here Thurs I feel kind of bad making him come back Friday but I wasn't here to here him tell this last Thur, taking an AP test and all. So I got to hang with Diedre hehe that was fun I was done with my class before she or Brandon or well any of ya'll started yours. That was fun. Calculus were watching some movie tomorrow.

3/5

I'm done with 3 of 5 of my AP tests now, wow huh Biology done I"m exhausted but I think I did well.
Ok so yea I was getting bothered over and over cuz my family suddenly picked up the idea I needed to leave at 7:20 to get to the church at 7:45 umm. . .it's not that far, and so Robert getting there 7:40 my dad wouldn't leave me alone. Then we take the AP test I leave my cell there yea not smart. We eat taco bell head to my house, go to the school where I realize I left my phone go back to the church, and was like but aren't they taking an AP test he assured me they weren't Kieran was the only one there, I kind of felt bad, but otherwise I wouldn't have gotten to go home. I almost took the guy working who works there phone, cuz it was the same one as mine and mine was in his bag. SO AP BIo was just me Sara, and Robert fun fun, then lunch with Diedre always wonderful, English watched Cry of the Beloved Country, which through part of it I may have slept not sure, umm. . . then got to see Diedre in the hall. . . I love not having a back pack makes the stairs and well everything else so much easier.
Lab Management: my quote of the day.
"Mr. McGowan what do you need me to do??"
"I need you to break down" the rest of the sentence "the lab"
hehe but I was like yea I'm ready about to have a break down too many AP tests, and stress and blehh.
SO then while putting it up we played with the air zooka till Mr. McGowan started worrying we were disturbing the test and made us put it up, so a few mins later I snuck off (not really sneaking) to visit Diedre and finally got up the stairs before the mass of people coming down, and so I'm thinking I'm all spiffy being there before the bell and then I learn she's not even there so I'm like ha she must have left early and since she said if she wasn't there to check latin I go to Latin . . .and what she's not there she cheats again, ok, so yea I waited on her, and then nearly melted cuz my letter jacket was searing I took it off and realizing I had no place to put it, placed it on my back which didn't help much but my arms were cooler, and I now had 4 of them (my jacket was 2 of them) lol
Ok so then hung with Diedre after school, and then when she left I went to call and I got beep beep beep and I look at the phone busy. . .line in use
Now. . .at my house that's pretty difficult to do, because if you call when someone's using the phone it keeps ringing cuz of call waiting, and if you call when someone's on the int you get call wave answer machine. You have to call when someone's dialing so. . .I called again, and still got the busy
This lasted for like 5, 10 min and it was pretty hot outside, during this time I also called her cell which was on but not answered, so I go inside, and finally get a call. my speaker dies, so I have to turn on the speakerphone, and I get horrible reception it dies. SO I go outside call again and get chewed out, cuz she was just at the highschool, so I went to sleep on the benches and waiting her to finish whatever she was doing and come for me, she couldn't tell if I was a guy or girl but luckily she saw my letter jacket and only I would have one in this heat (prob true, but this time I have an excuse, the AP testing room was cold). Then she kept giving wrong dates for all these banquets and was I was like theres no banquet tomorrow, and it's the 20th she yelled at me for yelling at her, so after being fried and yelled at I get inside, and blah dee blah dee blah more junk, well I guess my super high on life, is finally over and yea a little sad, but I'm now smiling again cuz Diedre lied and got on (she said she wouldn't) lol cheating again, making me smile. Now to study for econ tests O and yesterday I saw Hitchhikes Guide to the Galaxy really fun, and Brandon was arguing why it was ridiclous because of the random stuff and I was like thats what makes it even better.
Hebrew of the Day: movie:seret which actually means ribbon but since when movies were started they used that ribbon looking film to roll through the machine so movies are ribbons lol awesome ok maybe I'm the only one who loves language development, which is really ironic cuz as much as I like that I dislike actual grammar and really speaking a language right.
Quote of the Day: "I need you to break down" Mr. McGowan
Thought of the Day: "Answers are easy, Right answers are a bit more difficult"
Good Note: here's a bunch of quotes I've picked up in my email in the last while well some inspirational ones at least.:
"Courage is grace under pressure" Hemingway
"I have been impressed with the urgency of doing. Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we must do." Leo de vinci
"Love is being stupid together" Paul Valery
"I know you believe that you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize what you heard is not what I meant" Rboert McCloskey (my fav)
"If you realized how powerful your thoughts were, you would never dream a negative thought" Peace Pilgrim

a lot

a whole ton has happenned since I last posted ok so Monday through Friday
Monday I don't really remember too much worried and stalled about AP Calc exam
Tuesday: I took the AP test did I think decently well got back to school 7th, studied for eng AP test, lab man, don't really remember, probably worked with some lab. Then I think I bothered Diedre
Wednesday: My birthday awesome some people actually remembered more people than probably the other 3 years of high school combined said happy bday I got muffins really really good muffins too. umm let see 1st bothered Diedre, then went to AD, umm ate a bunch of muffins gave out a few, let people know it was my bday o and the day before learned Mrs. Christy isn't coming back she's really sick, but nothing serious, and about to get married so of course theirs rumors of her being pregnant. Umm third we played boring stuff and I got Phantom of the Opera but didn't get to play it. Calculus, free day and a promise that this would be our last one till the end of the year. Bio review, lunch yay fun, more bothering Diedre in art . . . I think, english last second reviewing, lab management did stuff with replacing fuses.
Thursday: this is yesterday wow so much has been left out and forgotten, AP english test not as fun, people convinced me not to go back to Biology since no one else was someone told Mrs. Schmidt and she half chewed us out today, ok then lets see yea that test didn't go to wonderful not miserable but I dont' think I wrote well enough to get a 4 Mrs. Simons seemed to think we didn't do so bad though. I can't really talk about for another day cuz some one would read this and be like disqualify and watch me get the credit and then lose it. Then Lab Management more fuse replacing but my buddy left me this time so I was alone.
O and I went to this volunteer's banquet thing got this neat award with my bud's took diedre to it got lost going to her house but getting to a church I haven't been to in 10 years was easy, so sad

Friday: today isn't gonna end
ok so in the morning made up Gov test from that I missed cuz of the Tues Ap Calc test.
Then I know I bothered Diedre dismorning I remember that much.
2nd AD I learned what an honor cord is not sure why we had to deliver them to Mrs. Schmidt, then
3rd band played a little Phantom of the Opera, 4th calc wrote a letter to ourselves that will be mailed in a year. 5th AP Bio more review, 6th lunch sad and boring 7th English I was really restless, then 8th lab man Mr. McGowan wasn't there. Then Diedre come over and I couldn't choose a movie how sad so we watched CSI but then I got reaally restless after she left and ws pacing and couldn't figure it out so had to go think of what was bothering me, which actually didn't take that long, it was weird being so jumpy today when I had so little sleep and I would randomly like crash for a period and then bounce back.

short

umm. . .accidently put this on my other blog too
yea this will be short umm. . .today was pretty uneventful pretty much sat stalled thought, watch avatar the last air bender wow that show was pretty dumb I laughed till tears welled up in my eyes, someof it was alright but it was definately designed for a younger age group then again 17,18 year olds prob aren't meant to watch toons.
Then yea pushed everything off forever left some comments I might later regret they said nothing but got me to say things, sorry Daniel and Ginny, but o well.
ok so
Quote of the Day: it was your choice
Thought of the Day: Things seem so well and yet I'm so easily thrown by the smallest of details
Smile of the Day: I can't really say what it was I just had this random smile, and heard Diedre in me head I must be crazy hearing voices as well arguing with myself jeeze
Hebrew word of the day: blood: dom pronounced umm. . . like cd rom but instead of rom it's dom, its the first of the ten plagues.
good note: as difficult as some people make life other people make life so easy, and sometimes the people who make things difficult are really just making things easier your just looking at it from the wrong angle

sad

Hey I'm sorry my posting is dying off maybe after AP tests it'll be more frequent again maybe not who knows, but ok wen played tennis did well, still nothing spectacular, thur gov. was decent, and yea don't really remember too much the plant review became watching Finding Nemo cuz she wasn't feeling well so she let us vote and being that a got a 5 on the prac AP test I'm feeling conf. watch me get a 3 and lose credit on the real one. Umm Friday ok umm realized that my AP tests overlap may Gov class the problem is the next class is a test and after that all the papers are due and I won't see him again to even tell him I"m gonna miss, so I don't know what I'm gonna do. O and the art people had this fun sub, or I found him fun if I was actually in the class I may have been annoyed I don't know. He was big on perspective if you liked it, look at it umm try a bunch of stuff and see which you like, (unfortunately there not be much time left). AD did math stuff; band more scales;Calculus more AP review; Bio silent review so I looked over my tests and remembered how on the 2nd test I thought I did so well and got like a 76 cuz I didn't see the back of the essay part which was worth 14 points ouch. I got the front side all right. lunch I invaded the art room and I swear that sub stared me down the whole time maybe it was my imag he seemed much friendlier in the morning. English we finished the imp. of being Ernest lol that was funny and really dumb, and Dev turned one paragraph into a whole act with his random comments, it was pretty funny, and hardly understandable so Mrs. Simons had to stop explain to the class what had happenned and appoint someone else to be the character. 8th we just washed dishes from a lab. Tennis went fine but I played against people who were all in highschool and my first time to play singles in forever so the first set was 3:3 but I learned it didn't count cuz she wasn't in the class the next was like the best person there I started 2:2 but then she won the rest of them or maybe I got one more and we played till someone won 6 games, after that we went to doubles, and by the end of it I couldn't hit anything I was at the net swung and was like hmmm. . .that went to the right of my racket didn't it, then suddenly I picked it up and we had been down 1:3 then 1:5 and came back 4:5 before someone had to leave we were already half an hour over the time limit. Then went home got my tux for prom nothing was left in my size so my vest is a small (which ironically is slightly big for me) my throat got cut down half a size the first one I tried was another half size smaller and I couldn't breath so we'll see what happens, and the suit well I had to switch to a one button cuz they were just out of two buttons I was tempted to use my other one at home but my mom was like no thats not tuxedo style. The tux in the pic looked good, but the one with the guy wearing it didn't so I kind of worry. O well its just prom, no but seriously unless Diedre cares I don't. Alrighty so umm yea Saturday being yesterday typed a paper and went to a barbeque and decided the sun set at about 6:30 cuz it wasn't setting fast enough and of people in friendswood I'ld probably done better than all of them anyways my dad prob. didn't try my brother was eating all types of stuff my other bro was like ehh I give up I've broken it so many times each day, and my mom follows a umm. . .a Scottish version of the rule (Scott as in me not Scotland) and so its not very much following the rules anyways.
Hebrew word of the post: people/nation = Om pronounced like omish umm I chose it cuz I had been wondering what the Om in Om Yisrael Chai means which comes out pretty much to long live the nation of Israel, hehe and now Chelle can pronounce Chai. O yea and I had a bunch of fun spinning with Chelle lol
Thought of the Day/post/half week: "I really don't know, I give up guessing (and predicting)"
Smile of the Day/post/half week: (I know this is a quote, but hey): do you care if I'm sick?
now that I think about it I do but not in the way it was meant when asked get well soon
Quote of the . . . :(guess what this movie this is from) "Think Dirty Thoughts"

hint: it's pg


alright alright its umm. . .said by an angel fish


Finding Nemo lol
ok good note I probably don't need one, but things at the moment seem like they can really go well, I mean some things look kind of bleh but they all seem like they can work out and turn out decent if not spectacular.