finally up to date/band banquet/senior day

It's it's it's finally Friday and I'm finally up to date with my blog yay!!!!!!!!!!!! you might want to read backwards for awhile till you get up to here if your just starting.
Ok so dismorning, I wake up and my brother needs lunch so my dad drops off David, and gets him lunch and I'm like o it's 8 when he gets back I'm gonna have to leave with out seeing Diedre o well, what can you do and I look to leave and Brandon's still not ready. O and I pack my bag for senior field day with:
A towel, 2 rackets, a book, the senior letters and a pillow
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FIELD DAY
OK so then we leave for senior field day, I play hearts with Kevin and Jason on the way up we get their attempt some tennis yea Kevin knew that he starts on the right cuz "I've played tennis before. . .once -- on a video game"
then Jason was better but yea, ok so then when we were melting away, we stopped and played cards picked up Robert so now we had 4 people for hearts fun. I actually haven't played hearts in forever except recently I started playing the computer like a day before prom.
Alright so me and Robert started in the lead, then Jason took it and we all tried to give him points while Kevin just racked up a million and a got massive points then I got in the lead and Kevin got around where he took all the points so that means he gets none and we all got 26 so the score was then
me 42 robert 44 Kevin 46 and Jason 50
lol he screwed it up 2 points to high lol ok so We played and Jason got to 95 so we were like ok as soon as he hits a hundred if anyone's collecting other points we'll stop there, and Kevin was like ok Robert youre in third and Scott youre in first wait how many do you have
I said 51 I had hardly taken anything I was doing awesome, and Kevin's like o wow then I'm in first I haven't taken a single point since I won all of them, and my mouth must have dropped I was like o wow five points before jason takes 5 so I managed to give him 4 early on, and then Jason took the queen it was all over and down by one.
Ok then we walked around, and saw Goodall, so I watched him and his friend play magic with Katy and some girl who was learning to play named Ashley, so
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FIELD DAT continued
cuss cuss cuss frustrations jeeze I had a mile of stuff in here, and then some pop up came up so I went to close it but when I clicked the X this window closed and that one stayed open so now for the short version
ok so then me kevin and Jason got sucked into the next game katy left, but he had a samurai deck I love samurai so I was like that sounds fun.
Then when I was throwing away trash Kevin and Jason vanished so I rode the slides, with goodall, Ashley, and their friend John or Shawn or somthing like that. Then Kyle absorbed me for ultimate tons of fun I melted away
Then Eric (my team) forgeighted cuz we were so exhausted, he was prob our best player, and prob the next best guy had left us and so we were down a member, so yea it was painful and Robert(other team) still could catch everything and anything even with one hand in midsprint.
So then I wandered and looked for people mainly Ashley Kevin Jason and Robert, but Kevin and Jason went to the pool, ehh yuck, and I saw Goodall leaving saying Ashley and John or Shawn or whatever his name is were there, and he was leaving cuz someone threatened to push him in so I wandered back to where I saw everyone else but by then they were gone and I was like you scared them all off Goodall so we headed to the pavillion and they started a pie eating contest, I figured that would attract everyone and it did most people, so I got to find people again, and then we left.
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Ok so now I get to school poke Diedre hehe and that Krissy finds me, and I was like awesome so then me and a couple other kids who couldn't go home, for one reason or another (I had to stay long enough to atleast tell Diedre what my ride situation was, so calling for my mom didn't work when teachers steal cell phones, I mean I could have outside but then I wouldn't have been able to tell her, so o well, gives me an excuse to see her at the end of the day still didn't catch up on reading my book, first I played cards then this other could doing some english paper corrections wanted to talk to me. So then my mom was at school early with Brandon's books but yea we couldn't find Brandon then he called me and said he didn't need them but would be awhile so my dropped me home, and ok so from here lets see:
caught up on blog entires as you can see from the title and then and then and then. . .wait o right got dressed lol, ok and right after I did this, Chris Im's and is like what do I where I was like I have no idea, but I'm wearing yadda yadda. The original shirt I was gonna where my mom decided I shouldn't wear, and let me wear this shirt that I love, which she earlier said it was too small and should be brandon's but I have no idea why she's letting me where it now I mean I haven't shrunk. Alright so then I go to leave, and my mom's like you can take your dad's car and I was like really so that was neat, but then when I called, to say I was coming no one answered the phone then I called, Diedre's cell no one answered so I figured I'ld wait 5 min so I wouldn't get there more than 5 min earlier and surprise anyone. So I called again and her dad answered and when I asked if I could talk to Diedre he said no. . .again. . .which this time I realized he probably wasn't joking cuz usually that means she's not there and yep she was off at some store he said to wait 10 15 min unless I wanted to wait for her I didn't mind waiting cuz well I tend to drift off but I kind of worried I'ld scare her if I was at her house before she was so I paced around my house 10 min and left and was like well i guess it was good I waited cuz I don't know if it would be a good idea to be pacing around her house, so I get there her dad opens the door before I can ring the bell. I wait talk to her dad, who's a great guy but it's still nerve racking then her mom came in, and started talking how the Jr. High lunch ladies, when they saw my or rather Diedre's prom pictures saw me in it and was like hey that Tracey's son (my mom used to work in the Jr. High lunch room as well as everywhere else) and so supposebly they were all impressed with me when I was there. So yea I got to the band banquet with out getting lost. That was fun, I got the most valuable player for concert band I, I was really impressed I was sure Mr. Brown didn't like me that much. But awesomeness, ok so then senior legends, they were fun afterwards my mom was like they should of had to get them all approved by Mr. Dick, I had to tell that they all did have to. He approved it all, lol, ok so then she was still like that was mean to Jason and I had to explain that even the day before michael was still begging for somthing on Jason. ALright so then the senior film Diedre had to call to stay later, to watch it, and it was sad Katy was in tears, that was my last year in band Monday's my last day, wow I'm hardly ever if ever gonna see almost any of ya'll ever again. Then sat in the car with Diedre waiting for the cars to slow down cuz there was a billion of them, and it finally hit me that I would be missed when I leave, I mean I know people notice I'm here it's kind of hard to miss a huge hand waving in your face. But I mean Daniel and Chris probably some of the people I'm closest to, might remember me but actually missing me I"m too much of the quiet guy, I don't really do all that much to be missed for. I mean Ginny and Kristin and a bunch of other people will probably know I'm gone, but really missing me, I don't know. But I think someone will miss me . . .
Ok so then I went and dropped her off, and on her door was an envelope that said pics for Scott, I laughed, and then went home, and on the way had the tear welling up sensation, thinking about how I wouldn't be here much longer. I got home and this song was on the radio and so I listened to it, before getting out of the car:

When She Cries
Restless Heart

The road I have traveled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true
When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
And she does her best to hide the pain that she's been through

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believed
She'd be there by my side
I don't know how she takes it
Just once I'd like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her loving eyes

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

and then I went to sleep.