So. . . . . depressing

Well to start Liz forgot who I was no just playing that was a few days ago, and that was her bf I swear he either doesn't like me, is playing with me, or is really stupid I mean I go on trying to explain who I am so he can remember with like well I met you at this convention and what not, and then well yea he never mentions that I"m talking to him as opposed to her.

Ok so lets start with the bright points, there's Liz didin't forget me, Purim is almost here, Diedre took me home, I'm still alive breathing as well as a bunch of other people, and. . . o I got to talk to Libby, umm classes were much better today than yesterday.
Ok so yesterday what my What the 'ell day It first got yelled and later kept echoing. I can barely remember Tuesday so I'll start here it started with Diedre all of sudden yelling What the Hell in my ear for I thought no apparent reason as I looked Nick had just walked in which made even less sence then being entirely random, so I was confused for a bit. Then 2nd, 3rd and What the 'ell ok now everyone by now should know I have some odd pride in my quartet, I consider it mine who knows why, but I do, and on the floor was laying the 4th band trombone quartet who got the only 1 in fact us and the 2nd band got 2's and top got a 3 kind of ironic, and the only band who was anywhere near expected was us. OK so that really didn't bother me I thought it was kind of funny and enjoyed the memory till John started saying it was on pathetic points that they got it and then went to blame our getting a 2 on Kristin now, I quickly was like no they actually have talent if there willing to practice, and then I you know was like no it was all on tuning and left out that half the sheet if not more was entirely about him. Then Kristin found the sheet which I had put on the stand behind her, not wanting it to get thrown away. She blamed us well since I kind of feel like its my quartet I probably took it over personally and with her not there, I mean she was sick so ok its alright to not be there, but Daniel was loaded on meds and we had a 2 min warm up (literally) they were over an hour behind so we hadn't taken out our horns yet 3 till he's like o we moved you guys to this room so you'll be on time (thanks). Even if we did play the test note with the best tuning I think this years 4th trombones will ever achieve. So that was my next What the moment
Then 4th I had done my homework like she had been complaining we needed to and she just kept hitting the same concept over and over I mean its fine but I already got it that was the homework I was falling asleep, but needed to be up because she was so close to the difficult part, but she spent the entire class on one idea. I think the very end she may have covered it. Then she was like I'm checking all the problems, graphs and all, well I had skipped all the graphs I hate them so I was like errrgghh so frustrated.
OK then the day smoothed out, a good kind of What the 'ell was at tennis I surprisingly tied for thirds on the points of the month so got this medium shirt I can't fit into. And the practice was actually warm almost to the point of callling hot for once but I sucked more than normal. OK yea and that morning Imy band binder ran off so I had a listening and had to be like sorry Mr. Brown we got around it though, and he was supposed to give me 50c change,(I had to pay for new music) but some kid stole it, how horrible.

Today well school went awesome, and then coming home was fun. . . and then it went down hill everyone's blog was so depressing from the last time I read it they were all happy then, that was like the beginning of the week though. Then I went from squirm guilt, to yelling in my head guilt, and now I'm ranting so Diedre when you read it yea you might as well ask. Anyone else can to, I might be back to being an open book not sure. Libby might really be mad at me I thought she was joking at first, I think it was cuz I wasn't talking. . .maybe?? not really sure.
Michelle seems the only one with a happy post and Diedre hasn't been on to be like ha now your happy again.
and final rantings Brandon took out the VCR to put in David's gamecube, so now the satelite doesn't work, and David took all his gamecube games to his friends house, so I went back to the SNES ok and then my family made this big thing of getting Stefano's and had to get somthing other than pizza didn't really know what else they had so after this big mess Stefano's guy forgot to put my food in the bag and dinner was over before he came back. Awesomeness :(
Ok Smile of the Day: hugging Diedre
Quote of the Day: Ling: Good job *gives Richard a high
Richard: for last night
a bunch of comments laughing about it, of course Kieran was first
Sara: so that's why you couldn't come over yesterday
Ling *kicks Sara
Good note of the Day: I don't know the above seems pretty good to end on