Liz. . .

ok yea my computer was being mean, it wouldn't let me log on
and the title, well thats one of the last things depressing about yesterday that and my sleep, well or the lack of it, and the lack wasn't depressing more the thoughts in my head then uhh. . .shiver, man I was either crying or dream crying or imaging crying or somthing it had me that upset. O and back to Liz yea she was an awesome friend for a little bit or awesome for how little I got to see her, although yesterday she entirely didn't know who I was, I was like that CLUSY guy helped you with your homework once. Man that was really not cool and pretty depressing to be forgotten by her of all people. I knew people would forget me but not while I was in Highschool its not like its been forever since the last time I talked to her either. It was less than a week ago. O well, so sad one friend down, maybe she'll remeber me or maybe it was her boyfriend just being mean. uh duh duh so sad.
And then the dreams just imaging if I were to commit suicide the notes I'ld write to people and oddly the one to myself was the worst. I"m not really gonna go into it unless asked. Whats weird is like theres absolutely, well other than yesterday being kind of bad and depressing no reason for thoughts like that to pass through my head and it wasn't that bad of a day.
OK so. . .yea cleaned a lot of house had a lot of memories, and even read Mali's blog. . . that was fun. . .
tried stalling from work but ended up doing it.
talked to Diedre, that was fun, forgot about my pre-lab, get to study for the Gov.test tomorrow, and Mrs. Schmidt called yesterday and said, that 8:00 (half an hour before school starts) to be in a suit in Dr.K's (the principle's office) cause some community thingy (I think those were her exact words) invited the AD team to somthing, and we'll miss half the day.
So alright have fun and yea I never got to finish the last post, but o well. Maybe I will but I think it was close enough just to leave it maybe I'll give it some nice note to end on.
smile of the day: looking at the baby picture book and reading the note on the last page (ask me about it if you want to know)
thought of the day: in the beginning "time keeps flying by"
by the end "o. . .no more"
quote of the day or 2: "A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him [or her] I may think aloud."
"The only gift is a portion of thyself."
both are by Ralph Waldo Emerson, I have a quote page from him in front of me.
Ending Good note:
Hey life is fun or it should be live it and enjoy it, get done what should be and smile.