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Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Curse of the Scott

This week should be horribly sad Mrs. Simons father in law died, and I feel kind of sick because he was bugging Mrs. Simons Sunday that she should give us a break and give us all 100's on our last test, then died Monday evening, and so I'm benefitting from his death, it makes me feel like puking. She and Mrs. Schmidt are my two favorite teachers this year. Well Mrs. Schmidt announced today to my AD team she was leaving to get her Ph, D. at UTMB I love that school. Then she's gonna teach at a college one of those things like a dog getting adopted, or one of the kids I tutor moving into a real house that should make me happy, but I miss them anyways. I hate things going away memories are bad, but real people are worse. Then my neighbors dad died and his funeral was today I didn't go, don't really know them to well and Mrs. Baldwin sounds like she's getting better, please let that continue.

On a lighter note I really haven't had much time to see Diedre this week :-( , but only one person well kind of 1 and a half have carried good news, but some neutral news goes under I have no time in the next wee. . .2 we. . wait 3 weekends yea the next 3 weekends are filled from Purim stuff, Spring Kallah, Diedre, and probably some other stuff I can't keep track of, a lot of USY stuff.

but the half would be Diedre gets her braces off yay woo hoo, I know what thats like 3rd grade to Freshman year is too long to have metal in your mouth.
Ok so whose left theres Kevin, Robert, and Jason, and no its none of them with good news, but lately I've hung out more with them again. .. fun
theres, Michelle, Ginny, Ari, and Sarah but nope none of them either, theres Kyle,the other Kyle, Daniel, Ryan, Robert, John, Brian man I haven't talked to him in forever, but its none of them either hehe this is fun naming off all my buds and John although sometimes I say he's the biggest pain and I haven't figured out why he's one of the few people who have got me to yell at him, which means I obviously care because the only people I yell at are family and people I consider almost as close like my quartet.
Ok so yea its the only person not mentioned from my quartet the only reason that I should be smiling through all this, not that any of the rest of you dont' make me smile but with people dying and dogs dying and teachers leaving yea I'm sad and this probably isn't good enough reason to make me smile, but its working, oddly though I've just been in a happy mood this week which is kind of a cold bad feeling when so much seems sad around me.
Kristin kind of confuses me though I mean when everythings going fine she's torments me, not purposely of course till I finally learn how to get around it, and then when things seem like everythings dying, she suddenly I don't know. . .maybe I'm too easily manipulated, but smilings good none the less. Ooo this reminds me of another quote hehe somthing about a true friend is one who walks in when everything else walks out. So thanks for being a friend, and the rest of you who have just been my friend through out, thanks to ya'll to I know at times I can be a pain
umm. . .o the curse of the Scott thing is every year I have one of my favorite teachers leave it's always one of my advanced teachers, here are my advanced teachers, and the bold italicized one's the one that no longer works here.
Science Math English
Fish Mrs. Demarcay, Mrs.Casey took regular, thought it was too easy so the next year
Soph Mrs. Garrison, Mrs.Weatherall Ms. Nye
Jun Mr. McGowan, Mrs. Weatherall Mrs. Krajefska
Sen Mrs. Schmidt, Mrs. Westerfield, Mrs. Simons
I have 1/2 coaches left to visit 1/3 AP teachers left 1/4 sceince teachers still work here, who will be left to visit. Mrs. Krajefska was the only one old enough to retire and Mrs. Schmidt's been at the highschool less time than I have.
OK so last thing before I start ending this yesterday I was helping my brother with hebrew last min studying before his hebrew test (hebrew school's on Wendsday & Sunday) anyhow so there was flowers and I had just explained the diff between masculing plural and femine plural and so I was gonna see if he had caught on and from how it was plural I asked if he knew it was masculine or feminine and then I made a joke how flowers were masculine and he was like o of course it makes sense girls love flowers, I just started laughing, and he made sure I knew he was joking.
Ok so. . .
thought of the day. . .where is she & thanks. . .
Smile of the day. . .having a conversation with Kristin with out anything going wrong. . .or so it seemed that way
Quote of the Day. . .yea another magic card
[ "What cage would you rather be inside of than out?"
--Daru riddle]
Ok this is call the Wall of hope so yes hope is the thing you would rather be inside of then out, and the Daru are made up characters in Magic they tend to be people who defend order, and are the majority of the white soldiers, of the well "newer" cards (at least when I was last playing), which are probably outdated by now. The picture's not too important but its a large rolling plains with a bunch of scattered small huts and then a white line with wisps of white . . .smoke coming up (the white is the wall of hope), and an orangish sunset. For those who are interested it's a fast card to play (capable on 1st turn) and gives life for damage it takes, pretty weak can't deal damage, and a little tough.
Good Note of the Day:
You never know whats gonna happen and friends can always surpise you. So smile and hope things work, sometimes though when you give up hope things work out, but never rely on that cause then it never works out that way.
Alright thats the end but i"m gonna rant so yea. . .
Every time I give up after trying as hard as I can and pushing with all I've got when every last care in me has been beaten out, when I've believe nothing will work and truly give up truly withdraw hope and except it, things work out whether it be God, coincidence, luck I don't know, but whatever you want to call it I have a lot of it I'll dub it luck for now. But any time I've ever just been like o things will work out and threw in the towel early. . .yea don't do that never rely on luck bad things happen, because it doesn't really catch you when you fall and you rely on it, yea most my disasters come from either that or somthing I didn't realize when I was confident. So yea, alright done with my rant by and remember
Good NOte of the day: You never know whats gonna happen and friends can always surpise you.

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