date :-p

Ok for starters I'm not dating anyone (This is said for just the people who won't believe me when I say it). Although can't say I'm opposed to the idea, but Charlotte thinks I am, or should be, or just has fun taunting me, or somewhat of all 3 at once, about Paola. Then Paola can't figure out why I'm not dating other girls I've mentioned, most notably Amanda "wow she is cute, why aren't you dating her?", she's also tried a few times to get me to meet single friends of hers, I think she gave up when by coincidence I would randomly not be able to go hang out every time she tried that . . . it really was coincidence.

Anyhow writing this post cuz Charlotte is way ahead of me in posts.

Also my car situation is really sucking I literally spent about 5 hours on the phones yesterday to get a rental car that costed 1 dollar more than the job it let me work to cover it. I'm so glad my parents decided it was worth using my "free" rental. One of my students that owes me about 80 bucks has delayed her payment again . . .which is nearing a full month. I have 3 paychecks that I can't get to the bank because I can't keep a car long enough. I stopped studying and looking up grad schools and new volunteer stuff, and I can feel my hating to be me, returning.
It kind of pisses me off that I'm letting myself get back in this slump.

AND POLITICAL RANT:

And I don't want to study up who's who for the next election, plus I'm not sure I believe incumbents can lose, and I also don't think Obama's nearly as bad as most Texans say he is. They all seem stunned when you mention the new education stuff hes done, not that I'm saying I'm a huge fan just that he has his ups and downs and isn't necessarily the devil. . . I'm also really tired of hearing him called a socialist. . . I think anyone who was brave enough to really try and run socialist stuff I would actually support. . . he's not, using the government to support big business creates a problem for vocab since that's not capitalist or socialist, I call hyper capitalist since its supporting business but using government funds to do it. As opposed to pure capitalism which is better said by laissez faire, and socialism which would be the government spending money to produce the product themselves and/or encourage (or enforce) differing levels of distribution (such as taxing alcohol and cigarettes, or giving certain people discounts on food).
After saying that when it comes down to it I think things should be more capitalist than socialist, its just I'm so tired of hearing socialist=evil, the irony is the book i'm reading does that while the book also continually talks about how everything is a tool and good or evil is its user, socialism is no different, when people talk about schools, roads, ems, firefighters, police, they may think we pay to much for them, but I know very few people that think those socialist policies aren't beneficial.
For the healthcare thing he did, I'm still not sure all that happened with that and my stance on it is, the insurance company are corrupt and rich beyond belief, making much of a difference by attacking them with laws is a long hard battle that might be possible, but a far easier option the public option. . . look let the insurance agents do whatever they want that isn't blatant misleading the public and then say here's a minimum option we think everyone has a right to this much per month, these covered, and since this should be feasible to keep even it shouldn't cost the tax payers anything, also it doesn't hurt capitalism in that it adds to the invisible hand of competition rather than add barriers or remove competition. This minimal standard forces the competition to be at least as good as the government minimum, or market to morons, both which they will likely do and then no one has good reason to complain that insurance is unfair as long as they believe that the governments really is a minimum acceptable standard.
Also hearing that the people ahead of IRS will now be ahead of healthcare doesn't sound that terrifying to me, IRS does a fantastic job of taking my money (their job), if that's the argument I'ld imagine they'ld do a decent job with healthcare. . . I do have my worries how they'ld handle it but its not because of the IRS.

my quotes will be short today
"Who's Chris?" "The guy that didn't want you to kill[cut off]" "right"
"Who's Chris?" "The guy sitting next to Charlotte" "right"
"Who's Chris?" "The guy. . . "
"We can't find that we towed your car to Ron Carter"
"The last we have is we towed it to [Good Ole boys]" 2 hours later, well lets use that tow to get your rental car
"really we spent 3 hours when you could have used that one" Scott's thoughts to self