EPILEPSY, Divorce & everything (Heather)

ok so I didn't even look at my last update but I know it was forever ago. So the first thing I meant to update was the:
Vacation.
SO my mom cried, my brother had a seizure, my uncle got shingles, my laptop got broken, we later learned David had Epilepsy, and yet I still think the vacation went better than I thought. My parents only fought a few times, My mom only cried once or twice, we all had fun, with both sides of the family. I got to learn more about jobs, and how everyone in the family is doing.
EPILEPSY
how much is there to say David has it. He has to be under more supervision, he takes medication, has a new doctor, it makes him sleepy, he's been getting sick more, I think the stress from my parents is not only negating the medicine but increasing the seizures which have definitely gone up from before we both knew he had seizures and when he was on the medication since it went from only in his sleep to when he's awake.
PARENTS
Ok so parents got in a fight over stupid shit. Dad left, mom over blames him, what a surprise, dad won't just be a grown up, sometimes understandably he's hiding other time its like stop being a dick. Mom can't not have me around and yell at dad. My whole family is stressed, no one knows how they can afford anything. I'm expecting divorce soon, ohh and things about my dad I prob can't say, but makes my mom be nice.
JOBS
I have 2, debating a 3rd one. Training and first days are all this week I also am desperately short on volunteering and restudying for GRE. Working at College of the Mainland as tutor and tech if you need a tutor for anything please call me 712-628-149. I'm also a tutor at Huntington. Brandon is looking at joining the airforce, gave me a Coast Guard thing that lets me be a Marine Science Tech, which I might take up if things keep failing out for me, but for now mom wants me around so not sure i could accept a good job if offered one.
Holidays
A lot have passed, a lot of them made me think. I'll start with Yom Kippur and go back to Rosh HaShana. So thats the holiday where you fast to atone for your sins and before hand your supposed to get everyone you've wronged on purpose or accident to forgive you or at least ask them too. I don't think most people do, especially me, but I figured I had my moments of being an ass to Diedre, and wanted to apologize, didn't intend to talk to her . So for the first time since she threatened me I just said I'm sorry for yadda yadda, and then she said hi, so i felt to be polite i had to say 'ello. I was so afraid to fuck up and say something stupid again, but I got through it, and to avoid saying something stupid I think I'll end this conversation here and go to the next holiday.
So for Rosh HaShana I actually laughed, it was right after the fight from my parents, and I was reminded that last Rosh HaShana was the worst one ever. Now it's supposed to be a happy day where you eat apples and honey to represent a happy and sweet new year. I'm not superstitious, but wow this also happened to be my worst year ever. Probably the only year i have a right to call a bad year. It's funny because in Jan I swore a 4th thing would happen because I like to make things into 4's but really usually you can make most everything seem like 3 or 5 that i count that way, so it's really just me faking it (I think). Anyhow in January, my job got screwed up, the girl i wanted to marry got messed up, my gradschool (future) got messed up and just in time to finish the year off my family got messed up. It just randomly occured to me like the day before Rosh HaShana

Ok so if your still reading I wrote Heather, so who is she? howd you meet her? what is she? why is she?
I guess I should answer this.
Ok so, it started with 2 girls who turned into 3 girls, who decided to bother the lifeguard and ask him if he thought this one day camp counselor was cute. . . She was, so trying to figure out how not to get them to bother her nor insult her, I decided to say "sure". (Probably failing on both fronts) So they keep asking me things like whats my favorite color, and then failing to come up with one question they blow all subtlety that they somehow hadn't realized they already had, and asked me if I would go out with someone younger than me. Well i got brave and asked her number. Always paranoid, if she actually likes me or I'm just harassing her, much more so since i visited her with my friends out in Huntsville (that's where she goes to school). Anyhow, i guess i go to quotes now

"I think you need to listen to you own quotes" --Kristin
"If you're going through hell keep going" -- Winston Churchill
"When you are not physically starving, you have the luxury to realize psychic and emotional starvation". -- Cherrie Moraga
"Not everything made you stronger. It was possible to survive, yet still be crippled for your trouble. Sometimes it was okay to run away, to skip the test, to chicken out. Or at least to get some help". -- Scott Westerfeld, Midnighters: Blue Noon, 2005