I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

songs

Theres actually a lot of stuff that could go here actually its much more fitting of the other blog but I"m so tired but I decided instead of losing everything I've wasted my time on. I"ll let whoever look at them.
5mwah, I miss, love, wish you were here. wish I saw you more often, cant wait to hang out again:
pick and choose whats fitting for you of that above line, alrighty well here goes:

POETRY IN MOTION
VEE BOBBY

When I see my baby,
what do I see,
Poetry,
Poetry in Motion

Poetry in Motion, walking by my side, her lovely locomotion,
keeps my eyes open wide.
Poetry in Motion, see her gentle sway, on a wave out on the
ocean, could never move that way.

I Love every Movement, and there's nothing I would change,
she doesn't need improvement, she's much too nice to
arrange.
Poetry In Motion, dancin' close to me, a flower of the devotion,
For all the world to see.
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe
Poetry in Motion, see her gentle sway, on a wave out on the
ocean, could never move that way.
I Love every Movement, and there's nothing I would change,
she doesn't need improvement, she's much too nice to
arrange.

Poetry In Motion, all that I adore, no number 9 love potion could make me love you more

a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe
a-woe woe woe woe woe woe


I LOVED HER FIRST
HEARTLAND
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first


How could that beautiful women with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But its still hard to give her away
I loved her first

From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
Someday you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first


Never Let Her Go

David Gates

Everybody needs a someone
Waitin' to be there when things are
a-lookin' down
So if you feel a little lonely
Go out, find your one and only
Somewhere out there
Someone will care for you
and then...
Never Let Her Go
Never Let Her Go

You may wonder how you know love
When the moment comes that you've
been a-dreamin' of
Well true love takes a little longer
Your heart beats a little stronger
You'll know it's real
Inside you'll feel you're home at
last... then
Never Let Her Go
Never Let Her Go

So if you feel a little lonely
Go out, find your one and only
Open your heart
Give love a start and watch it
grow... and
Never Let Her Go
Never Let Her Go


CANT LET HER GO
DYSFUNCTIONAL

i woke up this morning but u were already gone,


sittin at work, this day's taking too long,


your beautiful face,


can i touch it, is it real


your dazzling smile


the reason for the way i feel




i cant let her go, nah i ain't letting go, cuz i need the love she gives to me


i need her, id bleed for her, i love her so much and she pretends not to see




unbelievable bliss, I have you for a day


i'm looking at you, and with you i wanna lay


under the stars with you i wanna stay,


be with you till we're both old and grey,




i cant let her go, i cant let go, cuz i need the love she gives to me


i need her, id bleed for her, i love her so much and she pretends not to see




words cannot express just what my heart needs


now you�re going away and my sorrow feeds


but it�s alright cause I know you�ll be back


you�ll take my hand and get my life on track




I�m never letting go, cause I love you and you know,


If I have to leave today, I�ll be back for you tomorrow,




till death do us part,


been that way since the start,


even when you go to sleep,


your body I will keep,


hold you in my arms,


and I�ll keep you safe from harms,


and finally my mind, sleep shall take,


but I sleep happy cause you�ll be there when I wake




I�m never letting go, cause I love you and you know,


I�m never letting go, cause I love you and you know,


If I have to leave today, I�ll be back for you tomorrow,

Sunday, February 11, 2007

I LOVE HER

(our 2 year anniversary is in 2 weeks)


sooo. . .its been forever since I last posted. I've been busy as hell but its letting up slowly by slowly although its trying to pick up again, and the organic test is threatening to eat my soul if I don't study for it soon. Burks is finally at a work load that isn't about to kill me, which is really good timing. Actually if it weren't for the test I would say I wouldn't mind it being knocked up a notch.
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so I'm in jazz band and promised Diedre I would run to my room after jazz band at 6:45 check whatever instant message she left me, and then go to the first meeting of the semester of INTERFAITH at 7:00, yes it is one of my greatest treasures.

He let us out almost on time so I got outside at like 6:52 and there's this girl in this huge coat spinning in circles staring at the ground, and I'm really tempted to say hi, but of course I'm afraid of making her all embarassed and so as I walk toward her and my dorm, I'm debating this and as I get closer its like that kind of looks like Diedre. . . noooo, and then she falls to the ground of dizziness and is like hello, and I"m like that is Diedre. Apparently somewhere in there I did say hi but even as she said it I was like I did, so I think I said it before I even knew who she was.
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So then she was here Thursday evening and got to see a lot of Bernardo and stayed till Sunday afternoon.
So she was here and. . .

SHE SURPRISED ME!!!

Like noone ever has before; I mean . . . how often do people visit me and visit when they say there perfectly happy making tacos and bonding with their room mate. I mean I don't know anyone even if they were 30 minutes that would be like hey I'm hanging out with friends but I'm gonna go see Scott now. Hmmmm I love her
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And Ebony is the greatest she is making my publicity job as APO so much easier I mean I waited way to long and she's making it all work, and she gets answers immediately after you ask, I mean as soon as you finish the sentence she makes a call, and she knows where everything and ohhh she is so amazing she definitely deserves her job here.

Quotes:
"I LOVE HER"


"SHE SURPRISED ME"


"so for you hard core religious believers would you eat a fellow prayer. . . thats what I thought ok now just remember the bible says that all things with nefesh (life breath) praise god. Yeah thats what I thought all you hard core religious believers are now vegetarians."


"Who Do We Think We Are?"
Brown Symposium Title
About who we are in relation to animals I'm so excited and its lead by the head of the env sci department who's also on the religious board at the school, and teaches religion and animals. SO YEAHHH I"m excited.