I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Monday, July 25, 2005

Stuff

Hey it's me again
lets see I'm posting lets see here's some:
Lessons from Scott:
Never eat your finger no matter:
How hungry you are
How much it resembles a french fry
How quickly you want to finish that french fry ,ecspecially at IHOP--
Or how tasty you think your finger is
because it may hurt for hours, days or even a week later and may ooze several substance, including: unlisted
Never stab/impale your finger/hand on a pencil, even if:
someone asks you if you have a pen --
you decided to shove your hands carelessly into a pocket, --
or your just weird and think it would be a good idea
Quotes from the me:
Devon: "Hey are you going back to work"
Me: "yep"
Michael: "Well have fun ,Giggle Giggle"
Me: *thinks wow I"ve never heard someone say Giggle giggle I mean I've seen guys actually giggle but that's new.

Mr. Bassett: "Scott up high" *gives high 5
Me: *thinks hehe he should so be super manager to bad Ms. Cambric's been an assistant manger longer
Josh: "up low" *gives a low 5
Me: *thinks "umm. . . "
Mr. Bassett: "yea Josh, and down high"
me and him: *lol
Thought of the day: less than a month, holy crap , and ha ha ha I did it ha in your face, I unblocked Daniel lol so I had his help, but yea I was pretty helpless,

Thursday, July 21, 2005

survey

Hey please answer this just curious how people would answer leave anonymous if you must but please answer I mean if nothing else I can see how many people read this, and then don't answer everything if you don't want to it I'll try not to read to much into everything, or anything thanks. Guys hehe yea I realized theres' kissing and what not if you sayed you punch me in the gut or somthing I won't take offense hehe.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

» I commited suicide:

» I said I liked you:

» I kissed you:

» I started smoking:

» I stole something:

» I was hospitalized:

» I ran away from home:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:

» Eyes:

» Hair:

» Family:

WOULD YOU:

» Be my friend?:

» Keep a secret if I told you one?:

» Hold my hand?:

» Take a bullet for me?:

» Keep in touch?:

» Try to help me with my problems?:

» Love me?would you ever love me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:

» Lied to make me feel better?:

» Wanted to kiss me?:

» Wanted to kill me?:

» Broke my heart?:

» Kept something important from me?:

» Though i was weird?:

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends ((or have we ever talked))?

3. When and how did we meet (( if we did))?

4. Describe me in one word...

5. What was your first impression?

6. Do you still think that way about me now?

7. What reminds you of me?

8. If you could give me anything what would it be?

9. How well do you know me?

10. When's the last time you saw me?

11.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

12. What was the best time you've had with me?

13. Are You gonna put this on your Xanga and see what i say about you (( cuz you should ))?

Ticket #1

ONE WEEK AGO THURSDAY
I got my first Ticket, but first let me explain a little bit before I tell the whole story, and holy c--- a lot of stuff has happenned since I last posted, I'll try to conver as much as possible.
OK Diedre had her wisdom teeth removed a few days earlier and was on some hyped up . . . I think Tylenol. . . that had I believe. . . some form of . . .codine . . . or somthing, so she couldn't drive, so to get over my house she either had to get dropped off or me drive her there and getting home vice versa, so ok everything's been going awesome since my last post and now I"m taking her home, It's really dark and a little wet, and when I pull out of my driveway I realize my eyes haven't ajusted, making me feel awesome, so I'm kind of worry really cautious, plus I left a couple min late, so I drive to her house and when I get there it's 3 min late, and I ask if she normally gets home this late cuz she usually ends up leaving a couple min late, and she was like depends on how much I speed, and whatnot, (basically saying I usually get home earlier but you went the speed limit), Then she was like but your good you went the speed limit if even, which we kind of laughed about let her home, and then got back in the car and started driving home when I got to the end of 518 where the Cake Lady is right before 528 all of a sudden I see lights behind me. First thought in my head is O no I got a get out of the way of this cop, Second thought is. . .O SHIT I just got a ticket, wait now let me back up a bit, on the way back I was trying go 40 cuz the limit was 35 and at one point I reached 43 and took my foot off the gas and let it drift back down to at most the speed limit if not slower, well anyways I'm on a bridge so I slow down wait till I get off, and then pull over.
NOW THE FUN PART, (I doubt most of you have gotten this part of the ticket)
So I'm sitting there, holy crap there's no way to afford the insurance if I get a ticket, I can't pay for college as it is, my job can't cover crap, cuz it pays nothing, oh no oh no oh no Damn it, what am I gonna do, ok be calm honest, maybe just maybe you'll get just a warning oh who are you kidding, your 18 in no Mustang, but it's not a minivan either, your, speeding at 10:30 middle of the night, oh god I must look like a stereotypical teenager damn I'm screwed ok look calm be nice and polite. Suddenly beam of light oh god can't see, what the. . . oh wow that's a bright light on the car. So she comes over to me says did you know you were going 43 in 30? "no I knew I was speeding but not that much"
and somewhare in here license and stuff
P: Are you on any medication?
me: No
P: have you taken any prescription allergy medicine, . . . . .
me:no
p:(similiar questions forever)
me:no mam
P: Have you been drinking or taking illegal drugs
me: no (huh. . .o right I'm 18 in the middle of the night)
P:Where are you coming from?
me: The edge of Pearland (thinking saying my gf's house prolly increases that whole stereotype thing, and you know what she prolly think I be doing, cuz I"m a dumb 18 year old in the middle of the night)
(I think there's some line or 2 in here)
P:Could you step out of the car
me: yes mam
P: HAve you had any alchohol, illegal drugs, or prescription medicines,
me: no mam
P: I'm not entirely sure I believe you
me: alright (in my perky work tone, that I use a lot, makes me feel kind of funny saying it to the cop, but I mean I understand not believing me damn stereotype why can't everyone be good kids like me lol)
So we wait on her partner to get there she puts a flashlight in my eyes, and does the pen sobriety to test or whatever it's called, goes and talks with her cop friend I'm thinking I did fine, cuz you can't fail unless you try to, or your on somthing right, well apparently not fine enough they take me over to the parking lot drive one car around, shine the headlights in my face and have me do walking stuff like putting one foot in front of the other, some stuff that was like marching all over again so I know I did perfectly and was afraid to say why, but I was tired and freaking out about the ticket not really worried about the drug stuff. So the cop asked
P: Is there any reason, your reacting like your on drugs
me: umm. . .I don't think so. . . . . . . I. . .haven't eaten much today
P: (instantly)Nope that doesn't effect the tests.
me: (hesitantly) ok
So she goes off her partner watches me and askes me what I was doing she seemed nice, and so I was like well maybe I can get pity points cuz I was driving home someone who couldn't drive so I say
me: I was driving my gf home cuz she just had her wisdom teeth removed and was on medication and couldn't drive. (Apparently that was wrong answer too)
Then I asked if I could call my parents to tell them I was gonna be late, and she said just don't put your hands in your pockets I'm freaking out and so I think she said as long as it in your pockets I start to put my hands in, and realize what she said,
Then she asked if I was on anything, and I said no , then she was like well then why does it look like your falling asleep my first thought was, it's how late at night, and my second there's no way I'm about to fall asleep I'm more jumpy than who knows what and I'm freaking out, what is she talking about, but I say I don't know
So then they let me back to the car I realize my cell's there not in my pocket anyways
So when her partner came back she told her, what I said and she said she thought I was lying, and couldn't drive home I had to get both my parents up here, cuz they had to take the car back for me, So I call my dad tell him I got a ticket and he needs to pick up me and the car, and they won't let me drive home, then hang up the cop was like does he know that both parents need to come call back real fast tell him, and he's got to wake up my mom cuz it's now 11 somthing and she has to be at work at 4 am I didn't say anything about drugs, cuz there was no way I could sound serious about it, and the cop #2 was like well you haven't gotten a ticket yet.
My dad gets there, and was like why were you speeding I'm like umm I don't know (why does anyone speed, what I hadn't realized is he was thinking I was going like 80 to not be able to drive home.)
So the lady is like I think he's on drugs, he can't drive home, there are now two totally different responses my mom was awesome, normally I hate when she argues with people, but this cop woke her up and thoroughly enjoyed it she's like I know he's not on anything he's been with me the whole time and my dad was like why did you decide he was on drugs was he driving hectic, nope he was driving entirely normal just speeding, both my parents later were like then why did you think he was on drugs, one of my parents commented and she was like well lets just say we gave him the soriety test and lets just say he didn't do so well, she also earlier asked why my eyes and behavior were the way they were. So I"m asuming it's the dang eye one, not sure why either nervous, which a lot of people I'ld imagine are and should be acounted for, or my light eyes, I don't know. So my mom was like ok then take him to the station and my dad must of asked me like 3 times if I was on anything, and I was like, at first you know I figured ok the cop said I was he's just double checking then I thought he really believed the cop. The cop was like well what I think he's on we can't test for, cuz they thought I was on hydrocoding cuz when the other cop was asking what my gf had, I said that one sounded somewhat familiar.
So the cops were thourougly convinced I was on my gf's medication yet believed that I drived her home because she was on it and couldn't drive.
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In the end I got a ticket for speeding, but the drugs were to minor of an offense to care about so I was allowed off even though I apparently was on drugs with out knowing I took anything, because speeding is much more dangerous then driving while your high.
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My tennis coach leaves today, for Georgia, one of my coworkers best friends died, in car accident then her uncle was in an accident and isn't responding she had to miss one funeral, and now she can't get off when she wants I'ld trade with her, but I'm on the same shift. My cell got stolen at work. and I haven't been able to get on to post except to other times, so sorry that it's been so long since I posted, There was a lot of other stuff that happenned but I can't think of it at the moment. Oh and last time I forgot to mention going to the beach.

Monday, July 11, 2005

hot/fired/burned

I can't believe fired no way.
person #1 "HOw are you"
me:"Good, now that I'm not working"
person #1"you got fired"


No hehe just playing with you, I didn't get fired but the guy who trained me did. NO idea why but like 2 days ago at about 3 o clock apparently he got taken upstairs for 10 min and then was escorted out of the building by 2 people.

Then burned I got burned on the popcorn machine ouch that hurt, and hot hehe I could say. . . heheh but no it really is hot outside and in the storage room it's pretty warm.

Bryan: It smells like barbecued chicken and shrimp
me: It's burning!!!!!!!
Bryan was standing right by the popcorn machine that doesn't beep when it's done, and this was his brilliant observations.

I'm not much for rumours but, I did catch one about my boss leaving at the end of the week and the replacement is a 19 year old girl, who's in college right now one of the assistant managers, of concession, and another assistant manager a girl about her age from upstairs (where the money is taken care of and everytime I point and say the people upstairs I get a kick out of it, cuz it reminds me of religion). Anyhow yea after hearing this I heard complaints from people who I tend to all look up to and man Cinemark's gonna fall apart.

Lets see there's Felicia, prolly 20ish worked there long time prolly next person for a promotion to assistant manager, hates Mrs. Cambrit one of the 2 future people replacing Mr. Cassity my boss, Today I also learned she's no friend of Bradley (who personally I think is a bit of a pain) she's also been there along time and apparently is a friend of Mrs. Cambrit, both Bradley and Felicia all hate Doug who's the last person who's been there awhile that I look up to, so between the three of them that's a lot of looking up in different directions I"m gonna go dizzy. Doug also works with my mom 3 in the morning at Targets before coming to work and I made some comment about Felicia leaving cuz she said she was if Ms. Cambrit became manager cuz he said he was also leaving when Mr. Cassity left, and he was like oh then I wont' have to leave and then apparently got in a fight with Felicia a min later and I kind of felt like it was half my fault cuz he knows one way or another he won't have to work with her for much longer. Anyhow, then Bradey was complaing to Ms. Cambrit about I'm pretty sure Doug not sure how many older guys can boss her around that she'ld complain about, cuz there's Mr. Bassett another college guy, but she said you can even ask him so I figure she wasn't complaining about him, and then Mr. Cassity but she wouldnt' dare complain about him and if she did, not to Ms. Cambrit she wouldn't be able to do anything, so that only leaves Doug. Anyhow there's my mass of confusion, known as work, and then there's customers. Oh and Tisha became an assistant manager so now she's Ms. . . oh crap I can't remember her last name, anyhoo yea so have fun Robert, hehe. ok a couple more day. . .
Quote of the Day: "It smells like barbecue chicken and shrimp" Bryan

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hehe theft

I stole Kristin's funny whatever it is thing and I got like the inverse of what she got it's kind of funny, I think, anyways, apparently it says I"m tough hehe
Extraversion |||||||||| 33%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Altruism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||| 16%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||| 23%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||| 23%

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, does not like to lead, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown, unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control

ok actually on closer comparison only the begginning was inverted the rest well yea I'm not gonna compare myself attribute to attribute on here I"m already weird enough that I took the time to do that, so anyways umm hope everyone had an awesome 4th and now that Robert finally got Guild Wars hehe I have to start over, hehe oh well not really worried, and then lets see, what was that x thing.com Kevin told you it wouldn't work. Yea and sorry I didn't have that to say hi robert cuz yea didn't remember what it's called. It was awesome a bunch of people saw me and said hi at Centennial park although I couldn't find anyone they always seemed to find me. OK this is prolly long enough to bore yall . . . so
the "tough:, "independent", "Peter Pan Complex" is signing off
c yall later and have an amazing day/ week or whatever.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination, the homework, the friendships, and the nasty cafeteria food, the calls to old friends . . . the I miss yous . . .And the I LOVE yous . . . And the What are we doing tonights? . . . somewhere b e t w e e n all of the changing and growing And the skipping classes, the studying for tests, And the pretending to be studying for tests, And the downright not studying for tests, I forgot . . . I forgot what it meant to cry . . . I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy . . . I f o r g o t that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart . . . And that pretending to be ok doesnt make you ok . . . I forgot that you cant just forget the past in fear of the future . . . I forgot that you cant control falling in love . . . And that you cant make yourself fall in love . . . I learned . . . I learned that I can love . . . I learned that its ok to mess up . . . And its ok to ask for help . . . And its ok to feel like crap . . . I learned its ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day . . . That somehow they'll make it all better . . . I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just cant have . . . I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't going to be who is the most popular or going to be the parties . . . Or the drinking not even the hook-ups . . . Its the friendships, which means taking chances . . . I learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to TALK out . . . I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing . . . And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better . . . But, basically, I just learned that my friends, Both old and new, Are the most important people to me in the world--
Rachel's blog one of those USY girls hehe,

Friday, July 01, 2005

Mornings

People are intellgent?
"Is this small gonna be large enough for you?" "No. a small"
"Is this sprite gonna be large enough?" "sprite"
"Is this a good size" (didn't answer just shook head know as soon as I said the
word "is", I was tempted to upsize them since they said no)
Lets see and never answer thats fine people say that for yes it's fine to upsize me and no what I have is fine, but they never distinguish and so people are like well I said it's fine, you could have done this and so I get yelled at over and over. . . dumb people.
Anyhows apparently I"m a whore, cuz well everyone at work thinks I'm always happy, except for maybe these last couple days I be getting tired, and anyhow someone was like hey you should wear a badge that says (I don't remember somthing like Mr. Happy) and I was like if it get me tips, cuz normally I get like .50c a week cuz not many people really give concession people tips, and minimum wage isn't exactly a lot even when you work part time over 40 hours, which is just a loophole so they don't have to pay overtime. So he was like you're a whore, you do it for the money, and I was like hmm. . . that makes me a badge whore interesting
(hehe that prolly be the worst language most of ya'll have ever heard me use, and well u didn't really hear it).
ok done with that ranting and on to the next
umm. . . o day before yesterday I got my schedule and it said well before it I knew yesterday was a morning then it starts from Friday and goes till Thursday
And it said today was a morning meaning I get off at 5, and tomorrow would be a morning then it got difficult and said the next two days would be mornings and after that a morning ok, and then Tuesday there gonna be nice and give me a morning,
hehe so in easy terms until Tuesday I get off at 5pm so if you want to hang after then cool give me a heads up, and then Wed and Thur I have off. so whatever ya'll will prolly just enitrely ignore me hehe fun.
So please comment and my chatterbox is dying and about to expire so use that too.
I was writing thank you notes today, and I dont' like doing things that don't really have a lot of meaning cuz when you write a bunch of thank you notes usually it's cuz you have to and your just being, polite, but when someone actually comes up to me and I say thank you that is really sincere well except at work cuz if I really was, man I would really have to be desperate for buisness in which case they'ld prolly fire me.
But really all of you
Thank YOU, you guys have made my high school life amazing, and this last year is . . . I can't even describe it has just been . . . (3min go by) astounding. Please I'm begging keep in touch and I owe you all so much if there is anything ya'll want, need, feel like bugging me about, I prolly owe it to you plus I prolly enjoy being bugged or asked anyways so, yea anyways thanks, and please don't forget about me.

OK there was my thank you speech to all of you and that was more than a thousand times more sincere than the idea of writing a bunch of thank you notes, but yea, that doesn't say much, man I don't want to leave ya'll
I leave the middle of August a little after school starts for you Friendswoodians

Quotes :"Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever. And when it rained, I'ld be the talk of the day" John Mayer
"I know you believer you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant" Robert McCloskey
"Don't wait. The time will never be just right." Napolean Hill
"If your going though hell, keep going" Winston Churchill
"Ability is what you're capable of doing...
Motivation determines what you do...
Attitude determines how well you do it."
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"A Committee is a group of people who individually can do nothing, but as a group decide that nothing can be done."