I'm more me than u r

Some jewish guy, plays trombone, likes strategy games, and how things came about,and prob some other stuff I'll think of late.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

day of sleep

Today started as a day good for sleeping, got up and remembered it was Passover no bread for me, meaning none of the cereal we have. So I ate a bannanna, and went to school, didn't feeling like bothering the rehearsal so I didn't prac with a metronome. I think I got the whole upbeat down thing anyways.
Gov't is fun again partially cuz he's gone back to be super liberal either that or I'm now paying attention that he's super liberal. I love hearing the thousands of different parties and seeing where on the chart they fall, I know thats not actually what the test will be over just the left pref. and right pref. which is still decent but uh duh duh it's not bad
AD sleep
Band umm played and yea tomorrow's contest
Calculus we got a ton of packets, o fun weekend not
AP Bio reviewed Genetics I love that stuff but we didn't do anything interesting I have to study in deph on my own
lunch had to eat Tuna and funny crackers with eggs, yay for Passover
AP Eng talk about book
lab man helped with lab
after school we have to prac and I played a little happy sack,
ok today was somewhat fun and Sunday I learned how depressing of a person I am, but thats another story prob. in my other blog.
Hebrew Word of the Day: Passover: Pesach pronounced pay and then sock cuz the ch is really supposed to be the Ch like in Channukkah but it ends up sounding more like sock
Smile of the Day: not sure probably seeing Diedre walk in after talking to Daniel for half an hour
Thought of the Day Yesterday
Quote of the Day: student: "So are you saying radicals are smarter than. . .?"
Mr. Finley: "No, no just better educated"
note:radicals are as far left as you can go short of anarchy and there equivalent is reactionaries

Sunday, April 24, 2005

long time no see

yea this will be short didn't actually do much yesterday kind of waited and nothing happenned, o well but so basically we went to Belden's It's a 45 min drive, which when I was littler I thought it was like 3 hours cuz well I was clueless and had no idea it was farther than any normal store and got bored easily, but in honesty this was probably my 3rd time there. Anyhow I felt horrible cuz I broke Passover like 3 times before realizing it had even started I learned at like 3 and was like o I ate cereal for breakfast which was leavened, and then tortillas, and then snacked on graham crackers the only thing I had eaten that was good was craisins yumm. So then yea we went to Beldens and we picked up Gefiltifish and all other types of good stuff, hehe snacks galore, hehe we were like ahh I can't believe they ran out of MATZAH!! and o look there's maztzah cake (not its technical name, but it looks like regular cake, but some how its' it doesn't rise with yeast and it has some matzah meal in it so thats what we call it) and look Baklavah we stocked up on that too, and blintzes too. Hmm. . .i wonder if those are Kosher pareve lol thats the label they put on things when its kosher for passover, so were looking at store with stuff thats kosher, and then other stuff thats kosher for passover, and a few things weren't kosher at all and that gets tiring reading all those labels. Ok maybe this isn't so short. Then I met Nikki at the end haven't seen her in forever, or really knew her that well she like Rigo, Rigo hated her, and I was Rigo's friend so not sure if thats why she was nice to me or just cuz she was being nice, but I just felt like a middle man between them it was always weird. It was still fun to see her really surprising. Then I saw Ryan (Chris, and Tyler's older brother) he graduated and I hadn't seen him forever, I saw him cuz we went to Blockbuster, not that we got anything.
Ok so yea got back
hebrew word of the day:
kosher for passover: kosher pareve
pronounced well kosher and then pa like in grandpa and then reve like I guess a reaver.
Smile of the Day: seeing Nikki
Thought of the Day: Were not gonna get home in time are we?/ Did I really give up an hour yesterday?
Quote of the Day: (there were so many of these, luckily for you I forgot most of them, they were all about as dumb)
David: Brandon hit me
Brandon: yes I did
(he had just tapped him, and maybe deserved to be smacked it was more of a you need to be there type thing).
A bunch of people are seeming kind of happy yayy!!!!

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Head, Uncles, Knees and toes, knees and toes

That title was gonna be Your Head Asplode from Strongbad, but yea I decided it would be more about my uncle then my massive headache.
So yea yesterday woke up had a sore throat and mentioned it Diedre and she's said somthing about me being sick and I was like I'm not sick yet, yea later that day I was shivering and had this massive headache and couldn't keep warm anywhere even with my jacket, I felt so horrible and it continually got worse throughout the day, but it also got worse the colder it was so outside I was better off, why do they keep the rooms so cold. Anyhow yea I felt pretty miserable, o and my uncle came over so the night preceding it I had slept in David's room. I think the last time anyone slept in there was Spring Kallah you would think David would use his room everyonce in awhile, but today David woke up sick and I was much better still hurts to swallow, laugh, and yawn but not like someone's ripping my throat in half. I feel so much better and now while wearing a jacket I feel warm, so I"m almost back to normal, uhh why do I keep getting sick this year, I never get sick ehh thats probably what I get it for saying that too often. Alright so anyways my uncles over, he's a nasa dude who lives in California a big project manager dude. So yea he was saying this lullaby for his daughter yea I told it to a billion people but here it is one last time:
rocket by baby
(I forgot this line)
the space ship will rock
the software will fail
and baby will crash.
Umm. . .ok and then we were trying to decided on a nice dinner well he wanted seafood, but the only nice seafood place we ever go is Aquarium, and thats only cuz thats a cool place to take out of state family and what not. So were trying to decide and we realize we really don't know any nice seafood places that aren't franchise so he won't have them in Californina so we kind of drive around and show him a few places and we eat at a Chinese Buffet called East Star or somthing,
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alright do the rest later
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ok its later, so yea we ate at the buffet and it was over 50 bucks for the 6 of us, which I'm not really much for figuring prices and what not, until I'm paying and McDonalds isn't all that cheap, anyhow he was like hey I pay this a bunch when me and my wife go out, and its just like 2 people, 6 people hmm. . . ok so anyways he talked about tons of stuff, especially the tenants from his rent homes. So now, lets see, umm ok so yea David got sick he didn't even want ice cream (are secret test to tell if he's sick or faking (he's prob figured it out by now but sometimes just gives up anyways)), ok so we went home and David who really was sick, went to sleep on the couch, and I went back in his room,
Today (Friday the 22nd)
Hey it be the 2 month aniversary and did I mention yesterday was Diedre's birthday, o and today's Robert's birthday ok so yea of the three days Wen was bad, Thur, better, probably to the point of good but only cuz of Diedre otherwise being sick just wouldn't be worth it, and then ok so back to today, umm headache entirely gone and only a little sore throat, laughing no longer hurts and bending over to pick stuff up doesn't hurt either yay I don't know why I had such a weird headache, huh glad its gone. O right so what happenned today I ate IHOP with Robert, awesomeness, then we got to school right at first period I ended up helping redistribute the calc to the rightful teachers. Ok so then 4th eww Calc, 5th got our old tests back since this is her last year here and all, yea that made me realize how much this last A meant cuz I had like one other and half B's and the rest were all failing and C's and D's not cool. 6th we invaded the art room and I didn't feel out of place, yayyy!!, alright then
Umm. . .then was 2nd o right horrible
the teacher (never gives names its conf.): hey this they got a 50 on the quiz now there avg. is double digits, this person has a point 7 avg
me: how do they have a point 7
the teacher:well they haven't turned anything in and they got a 7 on the quiz
she teaches Freshman english thats just horrible, and later someone got a point 3 avg, uh so sad
Ok so then band we did sight reading and did decent, Kristin seemed all happy she seemed to like sleeping in lol
Then English umm I never knew paper rock scissors could be so entertaining "why don't ya'll try on one leg" Jeff vs. Dev anyone who knows them haha lol it was awesome, Dev won everytime till one legged then Jeff won It came out like 5:2 (they decided on 5 out of 9)
We had a sub which was probably fun, but I don't know mrs. Simons is pretty nice she may have just let it go, she's let a bunch of other stuff obnoxious stuff go.
Alright and then to lab management yea we did nothing. Then a rehearsal and then I never got home I thought I'ld be home at 5:45 cuz I thought it ended at 5:15, but it ended at 5:30 then we went got gas, food, recharged Brandon's cell got home at like 6:45, ate, got thrown into a bunch of stuff to do and now its now so I'm stalling to see when Diedre gets back I think I'll check again so . . .
hebrew word of the day: purple argemon like arghh matey and then then a geh or almost gah sound and then mon like pokemon
smile of the day: this probably get redundant but lunch, but there were some comp. at breakfast (I love breakfasts) and parts of the rehearsal I was laughing so . . .yea
Thought of the Day: (I forgot about this so it returned) umm wow that was off
Quote of the Day: "If you're going through hell keep going" Winston Churchill

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I can't act and Jungle Ay

Ok today was kind of hectic got to school almost late, and the halls were empty it kind of scared me, I was trying to figure out what was wrong I mean it was 8:05 so it wasn't like people should be rushing to the TAKS rooms. So our Government room got juggled around who knows what we'll do Thursday cuz the room we used will be taken then. There were actually some neat facts about the Texas Constitution in there and its been so boring for awhile so it was a good change. I could pay attention instead of day dreaming of. . . well you can probably guess what my mind normally wanders too. So then to AD but I left my backpack in the band hall so didn't do my math. . .dumb me and confusion over the halls made me more absent minded than normal. We had Mrs. Krajefska as a sub and she was telling us when she used to coach AD Bush was the govenor and he gave the students the best talk or speech or somthing ever. He first chatted a bit and then asked them what was the number one problem facing young people (keep in mind this is the Academic Decathlon team that won state) ok so one of the girls joking said El Nino, and Bush said no, it teen pregnancies, and he gave them this whole speech on the problems it causes and one of the guys when they left was like what the hell was that?, and she was like maybe he had the wrong group cuz you know a group that joins a sport (if you call it that) that just takes tests are the kind of people that are gonna be a big worry right. LOL ok so now to third the sohpmores and about half the band was gone. didn't matter me and Kristin cleaned up lol, no but he made us the articulation example go us. Math, Bio, lunch, Eng, and then lab man I got a to chaperone people taking a test there was no worry of them cheating the problem was they didn't even take the test most of them just talked and then guessed, uh duh duh there grade. I got a muffin though so it was all good, then after school, got to hang with Diedre then since my mom had been at the school not to long ago I decided to prac. at school instead of at home to burn time. Didn't have a metronome though in fact I couldn't even get a stand :( But I did all my scales to octaves except the B flab that one was 3 haha take that first band thats not even in your tryout. well I only did 8 scales and they had a lot of tuning trouble but yea they got somewhat better, and with a little work they'ld be all good. The rest are just the natural scales, like D, E, B, A, stuff I could do but was just to lazy, did a bunch of exercises and wished I would have had my arbon book
UMm had a surprise drama meeting, I'm number 38 your only supposed to need 5 or 6 actors and those numbers don't include crew lol
OK so then afterwards we got a choc. duck I really can't act, but ok
My uncle just got here and when my brother was little he used to mix up the J and instead of calling him Uncle Jay he was Juncle Ay which slowly evolved to Jungle Ay
Hebrew Word of the Day:Chai is life
Smile of the Day: Diedre being so sorry she ran late in the morning lol I was just happy it wasn't my fault
Quote of the Day: "If you haven't come to greatness yet in your life, then it is only because you haven't dreamed it" Micah F
Good Note of the Day will now only apply if the last thing written is a sad note, so see above

Monday, April 18, 2005

Screaming Vegetables, and Salmon Burgers

Well actually that was supposed to be the title Saturday until. . .well I'll get to that later. Now its kind of dead but here goes , Saturday morning woke up at 9 and was like not getting up so stayed till 11 then got up by mom cuz I had to go looking for a job. I have no more excuse she finally has one too. I said I'ld call her Diedre I had some time I could spend with her so I called her, we had talked earlier, and anyways we were talking about fruits and vegies and how vegetables were a vital part of a plant so eating them was like killing them and eventually got to well what if plants had nervous systems and could scream I mean walking on the grass would be like walking on cat backs, yea thats kind of makes you feel really bad accidentally stepping on a cat I swear I didn't see it. OK and then
you can eat cow burgers, and
turkey burgers aren't bad,
vegies burgers are pushing it, but
salmon burgers what, no, no salmon burgers I mean I know I'm jewish therefore I lock bagels and locks or salmon but thats a thin slice on a bagel, and I'm still not the greatest fan, but salmon burger, uhh it was mushy in place and made me squirm I ate about half of it before telling my mom I couldn't eat any more, she's crazy, even more so than me, well maybe.
Ok then umm. . . well that was actually before the screaming vegies talk, Ok so then she came over and wow that was fun she's cheating, Kallah's supposed to be the best thing ever nothing compares and what does she go do, ruins that too lol. The night before I had gotten a bunch of well needed sleep and finally caught up on sleep. O wait umm back to Saturday so anyways for some reason the mosquitoes only bit her or only she noticed, one of the 2, cuz we hung out in the back but anyways after she went home, I had this awesome feeling well not cuz she went home but yea. I walked into my house, and I felt like everything was perfect. I don't think I've ever said/thought that before and not sure if I"ll ever say/think that again. Any how I was gonna do my blog, but yea I was like no I was just in to perfect a mood to touch the comp. so then I turned on the tv and immediately on hearing it was like no turn off and just went to bed. That was the awesomest day ever. Then I tried sleeping it wasn't even 10:30 yet, but at 2:15 I was still up not cool. Got a glass of milk went back to bed and I don't remember much so I assume I went to sleep.

Sunday: not sure when I got up but started filling out applications. and suddenly we get this call and our newer phone things try pronounce the caller id haha lol yea that's kind of funny and sad is it probably pronounces her last name better than I do. Ok but she asks if I want to vollunteer with her yea I do, but thats their last time volunteering there tear so sad. OK anyways end of that day I do a ton of homework, and get to bed 11 ish still not done with all of it, so I set my alarm for 6:30 and a back up one for 6:45 and then go to bed, yea its 2:10 I'm still awake I'm really frustrated why can't I sleep and I'm too tired to keep any one thought in my mind so if somthing bothered me you think I would be dwelling on it well nothing concious would stay there so I don't know. Ok so I get a cup of milk go off to bed and quicker than before off to sleep (you would think I would just get a cup of milk to begin with)
TODAY
Ok so today was pretty decent I still am incapbable of playing upbeats for my life I mean it's just uh tay tay tay tay tay tay tay tay tay threeeee uh tay tay tay tay tay tay tay its just like playing on the beat you jsut start later sadly its the same problem that plagued me since 6th grade and is the reason I play trombone instead of percussion you would think I would eventually get over it, in what 6 almost 7 years nope. Ok well I think i've said that before, today was pretty good except for me being a bit pessimistic but that was prorbably cuz I was so tired 3 hours of sleep wasn't vey helpful. Ok so after school was a sectional and I had trouble getting through to people my phones been being mean to me lately. Anyhow I got home 6ish and now I'm here waiting to be bugged and feeling almost good and really confused as normal. Things are going well yay. O and I didn't realize I was so sad feeling till I ate lunch and wow that helped, a lot, then hanging out with Diedre for a couple min after then even better.
Smile of the Day: lunch
Quote of the Day: "Scott gives you more for your money" Neil (reading Scott papertowels or toilet paper rolls or somthing)
"You know I do" me
Hebrew of the Day: actually I'm doing this word cuz I saw it on someone's shirt so I decided to look it up since her shirt didn't have vowels, actually its not in my hebrew english dic. that's cheap anyhow instead I'll do a word form my brothers vocab list, I really should start thinking of what I know instead of using the dic. but o well
heart = lev pronounced like level and lebee is my heart and thats same sounding first vowell with bee at the end.

Friday, April 15, 2005

but but but its tennis

"luv all" I' yell and then think o how sweet. For those of you who don't know thats the starting call of a tennis game and luv is french for egg I believe, which looks like a 0 supposebly. and "all" means both sides have the same score. So since every game starts 0 to 0 it's luv all which sounds like love all, which is so sweet, see tennis players are loving people ok, so now, anyhow today I played well, not as awesome as last Friday but still pretty good, even though I came out 2 and 2 (wins and losses) in all 3 sets I played the first one had a tie breaker and I won. yay!!!
but I was getting run ragged because the tiebreaker game never ended it went on forever probably my longest game ever. deuce, ad in, deuce, ad in, deuce. . .like seriously probaly 14 or 15 times. each deuce means tie and ad in means serving team (me) was up by one, you need to be up by 2 to win. Ok so then the last game my partner was kind of short and they kept hitting these long balls to the back over her head or to far to her right to reach so I'ld run from the left side hit it and sprint back (if I was smart I would have jsut yelled switch so she'ld run back) and at the very ene he did this twice and as I was halfway back, 2,3 yards from the net he smacked it back I just yelled NO, then it hit then net, and had it not if I would have went for it, I probably would have dived for it, hit it a mile out and landed on my face scratching the new $100 racket from last time the coach was trying to convince me to buy.
Anyhow at the end I proved how insane I really am, and I mean thats now twice this week that I've done really insane (for me) stuff, one drama (Micah, why why why as I break into tears I can't act), and now I've gone from my $16 racket when I first attempted tennis in 8th grade for a couple weeks and then gave up on it, to a $100 racket, I had better play in college. O well
Today went fairly well, I still can't play upbeats its absolutely ridiculous I mean since 6th grade thats plagued me thats actually the reason I don't play percusion you would think 6 years I would overcome it nope not yet, and its pretty much 7 now. So thats the only thing I haven't passed off Monday I'm gonna try and finish it. sigh, and AP BIO I got a 93 on my test, probably my highest bio test ever, yeah ok so that gives me a 93 avg. even better. I can exempt as long as that last test doesn't kill me. AFter school I managed to take longer than Brandon who skipped tennis anyways, but since I was late not that I would have been on time I sat at the first round someone had to and since they started before I got there well that was my game out. OK and yay fun with Diedre even if it is only 5 min. o and next week no tennis kind of yay and o sadness, ooo and I actually had a normal well I don't think it would be considered actual full conv. but somthing of that sort with Kristin and I am such a. . .somthing another half a conversation is an achievement for me uhh thats disgusting but yay.
Alright so smile of the day: umm actually not sure but I did smile. Just none actually stick out in my mind.
Quote of the Day: "we were in the other room all last week" Kieran, *walking into AD room,
"Kieran you've been in the other room all week" Mrs. Christy
"O yea I thought it was Monday, its Friday, ehh they're close" Kieran
Hebrew of the day: importance: hashivut pronounced like the words ha--she--and well like woot but with a v so voot.
Good note: Even I can help be of help, or if not at least be made to believe I am, and in which case then I feel good cuz I think I'm helping which if nothing else may make the person making me think I be happy that they made me happy, so then I really have done somthing, and if I can make some day better so can all of you yay. and remember to luv all

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Exhausted

The title about sums up my day. I lost an hour of sleep, but my god it let me know how tired I've really been, yesterday I knew I was a little tired but this showed how exhausted I really was tomorrow I get to wake up at like 4:30 but I get 6 hours of sleep and homework go back and forth from Austin. 6 of us plus 2 coaches to a bus lol
but ok, yea I got so tired my eyes were closed and my head dropped in band and I think Mr. Brown thought I was asleep he asked everyone in our section but me if they heard the flutes, I really hadn't been listening for them since he hadn't done anything with our section in awhile, but I was still listening to him. Then the tennis well I half way woke up, and the same racket wasn't as fun this time and David couldn't return and of Haley's serves and couldn't serve so we didn't have a chance.
Finally volunteering well, that was actually fun even though I was seriously too many of them for me I could handle about 4 of them and there were like 12 one had art and how do you explain how to do -9 times 5 I mean its basic times tables. and then 2 of them were begging me for math problems, and a few asked for some math help, it was all math today not that thats bad, and one girl I taught her how to add together big numbers as opposed to 17 +4 it was not 300 billion some random number with the carrying ones except I never told her it was called carrying the one it was fun, she was so excited and showing it to everyone and one of the other girls I was writing problems for was like mine are a lot harder in reality I gave them the same random number stuff, but then it was sad cuz someone else needed help and the girl I helped at first kind of asked if she would move and me being a pretty sit out of everything but help with work I just let it go and then well she had a fit, and I felt bad. But o well I guess today made up for all those days I do nothing, and all the other volunteers skipped today I wonder why. My brothers skipped hebrew school so I got home a bunch early and soon to sleep alright well to finish.
Smile of the Day: getting a hug
Quote of the Day: Our supply Sgt is “Sgt Watkins” not “Sugar Daddy”.
Hebrew word of the Day:cara=read prounounce: the a are like aw's or soft o's
Good Note: the weeks halfway over :(, well umm. . .

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

SO. . . much many confused

ub uh duh so yea I'm behind on a bunch of stuff my blog among them. Well heres a real quick overview from Friday till now
Friday (Freyja Day): umm tennis fun
Sautrday: dinner with diedre even more fun than tennis
Sunday: softball game doesn't let me get home from 1 till 9:15 it was only 2 hours long :(
Monday: umm. . yesterday was a monday got a bunch of junk about getting to Regionals (USY)
and Today: not very exciting, Saturday was definately the peak and both sides lose funness one side quicker than the other. Yea today everyone seems sad again, probably temporary well everyone as two people and one missing. O and Kristin get well soon if your sick if not, well yea whatever. OK so I left my wallet at home, was pretty dead dismorning but didn't really realize it, for awhile. Umm 2nd got read what I wanted to, band was alright although John was actually doing worse on the up beats than me I swear, errghh I hate sucking at that, I don't know why its so difficult for me. Calculus was normal, Bio last notes yay, and umm she chewed us out for yesterday's timed writing she's like only one maybe two people did the Neurotransmitter option, you guys should have torn that up yea that was me and Robert I felt like such a nerd and it would be a cool well at least i did well feeling but umm. . . yea I sucked it up, I forgot all about the pre synaptic and post synaptic membrane and forgot the neurotransmitter was actually inside the vesicles hehe so fun saying that to people who don't know what I'm talking about, some of you might actual know though, like HOSA people and who knows maybe Kristin too, maybe not. OK so lunch yay more just happy stop thinking anything along the lines of school, finding a job, and what not but why such morbid conversations it was all about death penalty and what not I think, I know Dr. Kravorkian got in there some how, OK so now off to English ooo yuck a cold write on some poem that was free verse and payed no attention to lines it was mean, but what was worst was I wasn't sure if he was making fun of patriotism or supporting it yea I know it would suck to write a whole paper on the AP test on the wrong side. Then met up with Diedre in the hall, almost had a thought and lost it. Lab Management we jsut did a bunch of menial tasks for Mr. McGowan he'll have us doing stuff tomorrow too, I don't want to reorganize his drawers has he seen my organization o well.
Then after school I got to hang with Diedre a small bit, and then yea Micah convinced me to audition for this thing basically from what he said he wanted me as one of his billion minor parts for senior directed plays.
O and here's a random comment of the day way back whenever actually it might have been last year but anyways there were two conflicting quotes it would be awesome if people would post and tell me which they support, anyhow here they are:
"Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety."
Ben Franklin
"
I submit to you that if a man hasn't discovered something he will die for, he isn't fit to live."
Martin Luther King
wow those were different than I remembered them, same basic ideas but shifted away from my choice a bit.
ok well my answer will be under the comments,
ok so thought of the day (since I last got on): "I'm sick"
quote of the day (since I last got on): "You'ld make the best Falopian tube ever" Kieran to Charlie
Hebrew of the day (since I last got on): codoor is blank its pronounced like a bird caw and then door.
Good note: well school's nearing its end and even I'm starting to await its end rug, bug, mug ergghh and more rambling

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Happy Weekend

I'll fill this up tonight but for now
Tis an Earth Dragon be awakening...when a rose survives through winter...
You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for
Nature or animals, and are peaceful,

Friday, April 08, 2005

yay, tennis, and and??

Ok so today actually Wendsday is a better place to start, I can't remember to much but I got an awesome quote of the day, I can't remember much but in the hall way I opened a door and the guy like jumped out of the way I don't think i would have hit but as I walked off I mumbled I won't kill you. . . on purpose, I started laughing I had no idea where it came from. Ok so then tennis don't remember I think I sucked and this week I've gotten almost no points that was my first time in the month to get any and I only got points once, not actual games weird point system based on drills. OK so then the volunteer tutoring was boring its been like that lately no one wants help on their homework so I sit there and wait, I guess thats a good thing though. Then I had to get a ride from my dad cuz my normal ride wasn't there and well he had no idea where it was and couldn't get the address from a phonebook cuz its kept hidden for the people in the shelters protection so my dad had to get directions from my mom but I got to help out babysitting and found more nice well I'm not sure if she was a volunteer or payed but another helper. Ok so then was a surprise ice cream social basically a way to gather CLUSY to tell us we all had to go to the softball game sunday cause they were short players usually there's to many of us and they have to threaten us that we won't be able to play. It's $15 to play lol yea its for charity it used to be 4 $5 bets but because we always lose like 20 to 0 last year we scored like 2 or 3 points I think maybe just 1 but it was a new record for CLUSY we play against the mens club you would think old guys wouldn't be very fast or good at hitting but nope almost all of them are pretty decent and none really suck. I'm not sure if the audience has to pay anything, but theres hotdogs.
Thursday
This is yesterday and it started with Gov't boring notes that class has lost a lot of interest lately the most fun part was righting my random note about the date.
AD Ummm. . . don't remember
band I got complimented I too easily get umm . . . can't remember the word but all warm and smiley inside, ok then calc,
bio a whole ton of notes,
lunch was fun,
english read a book, and
lab management fix a teachers mistakes on TAKS scantrons
Got a ride home from Diedre and learned how annoying little brothers can be, he's always watching tv and he just wouldn't leave us alone.
O and my mom's at San Angelo college having fun with some program, and she's staying with some friend who had 3 children theres a 7, 5, and a 4 year old. One of them probably the 7 year old wanted to hear my voice for some reason, so I got to talk to him, it was so umm. . .I'm a guy should I say. . .cute, uh duh duh anyways I'm not the greatest person for a conv. so the conv. kept going to a lull so I asked him what he likes to do, and he waited about 30 sec and then was like well I like to talk to you, and then like 3 min later he's like and I like wathcing tv it was fun. OK so got some extra sleep and there was a ton of homework and now for. . .
Friday (aka today)
so wake up all normal,
1st got some homework done that I planned a little easier and faster than I thought but because I left my book at home, these were on a different pages, then I learned it had to be typed. so I stopped, and figured I do the rest and hand it in untyped.
AD the teacher was awesome and said I could go to the comp. lab which hadn't even occured to me but when I got there they were closing it. Awesome right so I get back to finish hand writing it and she's like well you can use my comp. if your fast just no saving. So I managed to type out half and had the sorest wrists ever as I went to.
Band my wrists hurt but o well.
Calc. umm I got to sit by Diedre but sadly even then I was to busy being a nerd and didn't really say anything.
BIO optical illusions so much fun so can you write a 6, congratulations now spin your right leg clockwise now right a 6 again, haha have fun. o and a quiz my studying payed off a little worrying that I missed some hormones but easy hundred
lunch still fun
English took a test oh it went so much better than it could have gone but that journal entry thing that I got half typed earlier will be death.
OK so 8th we did absolutely nothing my bud left to see Mr Roher or was it Roar, I don't know which one, but so I was alone I decided to put up the dry lab dishes, and then watched as part of one act was outside and then just half went to sleep.
I know this is long almost done keep on reading your almost there I think. . .
Ok so then me and my brother get a ride with Diedre home and guess what David's upstairs watching tv go figure I went up to tell him he needed to be ready soon, probably a mistake, but o well.
Then tennis was a game day instead of drills I got there half an hour late. of an hour and a half, kind of expected with weird ride situation. but anyhow the coach is like well your mom said one of you (me David and Brandon were there) said you were looking for a racket theres this cool silver one in the back of my truck so obviously its my mom trying to get me more involved in tennis the racket would be $110 though where am I gonna get money like that, and I'm don't like the idea of being as good as my racket and being that I suck, the difference in rackets shouldn't make much of a difference. Anyways today I did the best maybe I've ever done. It was awesome I dont' know why I was playing so awesome, and don't even say the racket that doesn't make you all energetic o and sorry to my brothers I forgot to mention to bring water so none of us had any, but it was an hour, and I felt the best I ever have. I tried to think of what was different and the only things I could think of were the racket and well. . .but that only makes a difference in books, movies, and fairy tales. hehe girls aren't supposed to really make you play better. OK so maybe a good day maybe theres some reason don't know and now its now I went home.
O yea and forgot
Quote of the Day: uhh. . . I don't really think I have one I've had a ton but I forgot all of them so in the end I think I'll stick with "I won't kill you. . . on purpse"
Smile of the Day: hmm. . .probably somthing in tennis just doing awesome for no reason
Hebrew word of the day: kavannah = sincerity
Good note: well you never need drugs you can just smile or eat big meal. I'll explain in my next post more biology. So remember smile and well now I add to that eat food. lol

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Hello

this is gotta be short sorry I didn't have time to post yesterday, so much homework. Hehe Char and Chris, and umm. . . yay so yesterday I got two friends to say they were heading to prom well if u count char and Diedre 4 but they don't really count do they maybe. . .o well, ok so confused again, and a little confussed to. Yesterday I had a bunch of math stuff, and ended up taking a random walk with Sarah I really didn't plan on that but o well fun, o and I think the least sad conv. I've had with Kristin in who knows how long and it started with talking about a sad email, and earlier I was telling myself an argument but I don't think it really counted as one, o well can't remember what it was actually. Ok well post tonight maybe if I can find time, and probably finish up kallah. O and yay less people seem sad and depressed, more and more people were just being sad for different reasons and it was different people at different times, but it was a gradual lower avg of happiness ok now really getting off so bye and c'yall later.

Monday, April 04, 2005

Kallah 2 Chofesh

ok changed my mind I'm gonna integrate the rest of the Kallah into my next few posts so that way I can have real posts and yea. Ok so here goes. . .
Dismorning umm. . .finally had my bathroom back so I got to shave, the kids who we hosted for Kallah were absorbing it during Kallah. Ok so then went to school throat was all sore. Thought about Kristin ignoring me, and the value of a locker not being right next to the bandhall. Then 1st period luckily I'm easily amused and quite entertained watching the painting of letters in a circle, and playing with a magic rub eraser. . .sorry. Um 2nd read, 3rd was a little less distracted than lately but still more than my normal, 4th was fun and no I wasn't looking at you cuz I thought you cheat. 5th umm. . .always fun to have some one come up as your leaving for lunch and ask hey you went out with ______ then 2 sent later in the conv. somthing along the lines of ____ hates you. The names aren't blanked to hide who it is, cuz thats pretty obvious more just cuz just about anyone with an ex can fill that in and be like wow that sucks (I think).
Then Lunch I had left my wallet at home, and Diedre wasn't there, not that I"ld mooch a meal off her but since I have this weird habit of eating and then going outside to hang with her if she was there I would have just spent more time with her, but yea so I had time to think but the problem was since I just got a very comforting comment my mind dwelled on that, for about the length of lunch. Then English yea that project was a disaster. and lab management finally a break got to do mindless work, so no thinking, and no screwing up yay. Then back to the band hall really had no motivation to go, but finally got up Sara caught up with me and asked if I was ok cuz I looked kind of down, I was like no I'm fine, and all o I even look pitiful. So went to the after school rehearsal, between class and this it kind of seemed like Kristin (probably my imagination) was more. . .somthing another at me than normal.
Then I came home snacked on some food cuz I was starving, talked a little on IM, and then did this weird thing for college made me feel old got to talk to some of the buds I made at Kallah and heres step 2 of Kallah
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Ok so we all eat bagels, one guy I learned was a rabbi's son, cuz we asked if he wanted locks he laughed took the locks and was like what do you think I'm the son of a rabbi. Then we get there I was rushing odd for me I'm never one of the last ones but yea I was this time, I ended up leaving my wallet and phone can't handle money or talk on shabbat anyways.
So ok we go and get our name tags talk head into services, more fun than services should be we did the Adon Olam to the melody of lean on me. and this time the in service dancing people went into the aisles and I got dragged in :) I love getting dragged in so much fun, up too bad all you Friendswood people missed me dancing too, how many chances these thing are all rare you know, just kidding it was only half was dancing, but fun none the less. Ok then discussion groups the letters were dumb, but funny that failed . Then was Chofesh or free time yea I finally have that right now, lol ok so we were outside and I was convinced to go to the Israeli Advocacy thing (not very difficult) then I was convinced not to go (also not very difficult), so I stayed with K(at)arina I added an at in her name well atleast I didn't have to look at her name tag, but yea probably not good to add that in and It's all my fault?? What did I do?? throwing rocks it must have been me, she would never do that lol, and I was hanging out with the people I considered more "mature". So much fun I have to go email her as soon as I"m done with this. ooooo and I got to hang out with Joceyln to I have no idea how to spell that at first I thought I was just a bother and she was trying to ignore me I'm not paranoid I swear, ok maybe a litte, or a lot.
Then. . .was more services the fun was wearing off they were getting kind of old by now theres only so long you can fool yourself into enjoying it even with Daniel doing all he can he did awesome by the way. Umm. . .then more food yay and more ruach funny dancing thing, hehe I was paired with Belinda fun, but what was more fun was my brother was paired with Michelle unfortunately she had headache (migraine??), so :( bum dum dum with sad music ok, so then Havdallah senior lead thing fun fun fun, sad sad sad though, ALthough for me it was just the 3/4 mark cuz thats my 3rd of 4 conventions but still so sad. OK then we went to the other room and got senior memories one or two sent. only one kid supposebly followed it I may have not sure. anyhow during the beginning of the meal he made us all go and say what we planned to say and edited some mine was some dinky last year my 1st kallah I came with no friends waved to just about everyone expecting to be ignored and look how many friends I have now. so ok we get to the thing and they go through the line Sam had this impressive memory of having a brocken leg and having all these people come out to see if she was ok, and I really didn't have any one specific thing I had only been here a year and the girls before me go, I'm pretty nervous so I get up there, take a second and I say:
"Last year, Spring Kallah, my first convention, I went in knowing no one. I walked out with a bunch of faces names, faces, and friends in a mess of confusion, a few IM's on a sheet of paper and an experience on my memory I will never forget" (as I got to forget I remembered my AD speech stuff and finished with a big hand gesture) ok all of sudden there was this huge applause I nearly fell backwards I could feel a tear well up in my eye I didn't cry, but wow that was an amazing feeling. I love USY. Also on the ride home being a professional speech writer came to mind. So then we went to Kemah well the bus situation was fun ask me about this is already too long. Rachel and Arielle getting me in trouble its all your fault. lol ok so I hung out with Rachel, Jodi, Arielle, and umm I think his name was Andrew and I swear there was someone else there, no that was it, so much more fun then I thought Kemah would be since I live near it and all, I also met up with Karina and Hadar some and Joceyln, and her friends. Rachel was fun, wow band, 4, trombone buds, umm. . .supposebly shy like me wow more in common then I expected from a random girl I've never seen who drags me along. Yes I seriously love getting pulled into things. Thanks.
Ok so then we got back o yea and thats where the wallet and phone left at home sucked couldn't take SN's or but anything and what not it was all at home. Supposebly Andrew kept hitting on Rachel so she was mad at him, but maybe it had somthing to do with the way he was, so anyhow he was her pack mule (carried her stuff, that would normally be me lol) and she was mad at him, I kind of felt bad for him some of the time I mean be mad at him or have him carry your stuff but not both but o well. So anyhow Rachel and Jodi are my new friends I'ld ask why there always younger but now I'm a senior so theres no where else to go but I really should probably spend some time with my own class I really don't ever do that I always hang out with all of you younger fun people. Hehe ya'll are so much fun. OK so then we went home I stayed up till 3 telling jokes. O and right before we left I saw this girl give my brother a hug, (positive sign:), maybe not the way your thinking ) ok so I ask him if he's met anyone yet and he's like a whole lot of people, (yea he was definately hooked on USY) afterwards when Kallah was over he was ranting like I was and said David would have to join when he was old enough. same thing I said about him, last year. So I accomplished my goal and was happy even if I can't stay long I have him hooked on USY so sad though I only get to see these people one more time and by the time I get a chance to come back they'll all have graduated and I'll only have SN's
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Ok so now for the famous:
Smile of the Day: seeing Diedre walking up to school
Quote of the Day: "Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." Albert Einstien
Thought of the Day: My happiness bounces back and forth too easily ; I"m too easily amused
Hebrew of the Day: Chofesh = free time (the ch is pronounced like the Ch in channukkah and the o is long and the e is short)
OK so Good Note- I have new friends ok and foreveryone else hmm. . . if I can find friends and more hebrew ya'll can do anything so go and accomplish your goals, your awesome people well I guess thats relative and just reading this won't make you awesome, but almost everyone I'm thinking of are great people and if Rachel, Jodi or Shira happen to read this yea I'm thinking of ya'll to even though I don't know yall that well.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Spring Kallah 05 (Ruach)

OK this could be 10 pages long and I could still keep rambling so I'll try to keep it decent length, but no guarantees
OK so a quick review Wendsday fun, tennis, vollunteer weird ride situation, umm ok Thursday fun hung out a little with Diedre stayed till 5 practicing, I only actually got like 20 min maybe 25 min of practice the rest I stalled. Then Friday hung out with Diedre a couple mins kind of worried my mom would get there and yell at me but I timed everything perfect cuz she was late so I got there right after she pulled up to the school. Then we went home but we were so late since I had to go get dress clothes for services to start Kallah and so my mom decided I didn't have to go to tennis I got to kallah right when it was supposed to start but as with everything in Kallah it was late.

Ok note: at any jewish event the most important thing is food, jews eat and eat and eat so thats for many people the greatest part the ruach does help though (will be explained later). I mean look at any holiday (other than Yom Kippur) saved from persecution or beat somebody and then eat.
Ok So we get there start with services I jump in by Belinda. They go into saying who's staying at who's houses and I really have no idea my house went from hosting 3 to 7 so there was a huge gap that we could be hosting. So I'm doing a good job of listening as they go through the houses, and they say this one host family is staying at another house and I start laughing so when I stop I hear "cus. . . at the Manusov house" I was like no well that was short only like 3 or 4 people and there were two people who had a last name that ended like that, I only remembered one and they keep kosher so I was like umm why is he at our house. O and at the service one of my favorite prayers (don't laugh I'm not that much of a nerd just fun to sing) we sung in hebrew and Ladino yea ok well Yiddush is pretty much German in hebrew letters with a little hebrew mixed in kind of like the difference of english and american english except they change the alpahbet so Ladino is like that except Spanish in hebrew letters so you have, except since it was written in english letters for those who can't read hebrew it was basically just spanish with a history lesson.
Ok so then we go eat dinner that was a mess tried to reward people who were part of 613 club ask if you want to know. since the majority of my table was they never called the rest of my table to eat so I got food last, what a surprise sounds familiar, just this time its not voluntary. Then was ruach, which translates to spirit, but basically take 110 Jewish people yelling and screaming things like mi pi ay mi pi el nevarech yisrael and Kosher Beef Jerkey, 2 for 1 deal, bim bom bim bom, Om Yisrael Chai so you have hebrew english and jibberish,
Ok then was discussion we had this ridiculous stupid story and Jordan basically spoke for all us guys, and the girls actually participated on their side. Then was free time, wat some where in there was the mixers which were fun Jen was awesome. Ok so. . .
free time umm found old friends well old as in a max of last year being my first convention talked and half made a few more. and then got really scared when Ari was a guy cuz I was pretty sure she wasn't then I found ariana who went by Ari I was very relieved I mean I mix up faces a bit on AIM but thats a bit of a leap. So yea but Ari the girl was looking for me, she made sure to let me know although I had been standing 5 ft from her for like 15, 20 min before she noticed I was there,but it was crowded. Ok so then I don't remember anything else so I guess this is where we got together and went home, I asked my brother if he had met anyone and he was like not really, then we went home and to bed it was fun.
OK I'll do tomorrow later it will be at the bottom of the post under this line
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