happy high

Now will be my normal daily post the other one was my sick post.
We had evening of ensembles tonight (I'm in a trombone quartet for those of you who don't know me very well)
I got to school at 5:45pm 10 min earlier than we were supposed to. I learned we weren't performing at 6:15 but 6:50, so we had forever to warm up, so of course we only used two 10 min bursts one right away and one right before we played. The one right before we played was more just playing through the ensemble. The other one though was taking four trombones stuffing them in a small practice room that should fit two regular instruments. Any how just being cramped much closer than I would normally want be with friends that all seemed happy, trying to get somthing done. I can't explain how good that felt, when I left I was sitting there realizing I was finally happy again, I haven't been happy in well. . . umm. . .it was just uhh. . .ok, awhile ago. anyhow after a about 15 min of being outside the practice room I was once again back to myself, it was so much more fun being happy, o well, maybe in a couple of weeks that can be me, but for now unless I find some new inspiration I'll wait. Anyhow we went to play I"m not sure how we did any time I'm nervous I concentrate entirely on not screwing up and remeber about none of it, so from what I heard we screwed up the end probabley me and the 1st chair's fault. Most things are. While we were there I learned we all have funny expressions as we play supposebly
I have an angry expression when I play Daniel looks layed back, Kristin looks bored and John that first chair guy looks like a red tomato, and for those who happen to being saying this out loud make sure you make it clear its "red" and not "rectal" (thats Daniel for ya). Any how I don't think I would have minded staying and I had the option of doing it, but life is easier just going home, no risks and "no risks" suck, but I think at the moment I've screwed up too many times with risks to take that option at the moment, it's so much more fun when my life is the only one I"m screwing up.
Sorry this is so ambiguous, but I'm trying to be careful, I'm still saying ask if there's anything anyone wants to know more detail about. Tomorrow is my brothers birthday party please I beg on my hands and knees and I'll even offer cherries on time just hit that button that probably says "0 comments" and it might have some other number instead of 0 thats a good thing, it means you need to then need to hit post comment and type
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID" he's 11 for those who care.
Thanks he'll really love it you can post as anonymous.
His birthday party is tomorrow and he said I'm not allowed to be sick so I"m going to sleep at 9 to get healthy.
O and for all the decent people who told him happy birthday and even those who believe 2 seconds of their time is to important,
have a great weekend, shevuah tov shevuah tov, shevuah tov shevuah tov A good week, a week of good may gladness reign, and joy increase.