what the hell

I love stories and I"ve been harassed that I've haven't posted in this in long enough, soo I"m going to terrorize all of you with another one of my stories that no one not even her really cares about.

So I leave lunch with 15 minutes to band and its freezing cold outside like I want to die cold.
I run to my room with my coat on and throw my back pack on the bed, I then go grab a bathing suit for swim class, and gte my coat sweater and gloves put the sweater the coat on make sure I have my bathing suit still cuz it would suck if i left cuz the band hall is next to the pool, but on the opposite side of campus on the shorter side and the school's relatively small but you still can't make it in 10 minutes.
So I put my gloves on and head to band
I get there play yadda yadda put my horn up it's 11:53 and I realize after I put my gloves on I left my bathing suit next to me. So I go sprint back for them get to my room 11:57 run back get there like 2 min late. and really out of breath Amanda and a few other girls are in there bathing suits all the guys and some of the girls still have back packs on. the girls in bathing suits all looked like their half naked and scared which maybe they were. So I get there missed my name on attendance, Amanda's like scott's here.
She goes over the syllabus and then like were not getting into the water today. I'm taking off my coat and taking a breather like I did all that for what. I fslt stupid for leaving it and stupider now for sprinting across campus twice for no reason.

ok so here's where the part of the story begins yes I said all that to torment you especially you miss I havne't posted in awhile mwhahahahahah
So I go get drink turn the towel in wait for Amanda and we leave together and all of a sudden I notice blurs in my vision now I really haven't been feeling well today, so I"M just like oh crap, whats wrong with me now, and then my neck gets cold and my wrist and I look and am like am I going crazy or is it raining. So I ask:
"Is it raining?"
"No, thats just the leaves rustling" Amanda responds, and then like wait is it and we look up and the sky's blue there are no gray clouds in sight, and she's like "what the hell. . . is there anything spouting up water?" and we look around and sure enough its coming from the sky. SO I"m like wait is it ice, and she's like yeah but it's melting instantly and I realized it was sticking to my sweater by now, and she's like "it's hailing"

Ok so thats one terrible story of the day the other is i woke up dismorning and was like where am I I've done that the last three nights, and I always go home, no Israel hotel room, no wait I'm at school. But this time after doing that like a voice in my head for the first time ever was yelling I don't want to be here and I got all panicked and i realized I miss so many people and its so not cool, and Amanda Sarah Brian and Matt, I mean I realize thats still 4 friends are really it right now, and Sarah and Brian I'm not seeing much of, and Matt is awesome but for roomates we never really see each other and Amanda is probably my voice of sanity at the moment which weird cuz generally I see her as the complainer about this or that but right now she's sounding all super mature and guiding people who are like what the fuck do I do right now.
OK so my rant is ending and I have to start on my lab soon and I"ve had so much crap to do and I"m already so far behind its really really not funny. huh so

WHAT THE HELL

I"m tired I"m exhausted I"m a little sick I've been waking up at 6 every morning for no reason. I really just want some Shalom bRosh: peace in the head or peace of mind. ok well here's some quotes that won't quite balance for this terrible post.

First a stolen song or poem or somthing from kristin's Xanga sorry I didn't ask I'll take it off if you want me too.

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up

Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get
elected.
7. The most precious thing we have is life. Yet it has absolutely no
trade-in value.
8. I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person
you want to annoy for the rest of your life.
I am a nobody, and nobody is perfect; therefore I am perfect.
11. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and
50 for Miss America?
Isn't having a smoking section in a restaurant like having a
peeing section in a swimming pool?



The Prophet said: "Do not consider even the smallest good deed as
unimportant, even if it's only meeting your brother with a cheerful
face."


-Hadith narrated by Abu Dharr, as related by Muslim




No physician can cure a prejudice, which is a blindness in the mind.


- Jewish folk saying