I have to study more than you -ott

Today was. . . well today. It started normal and boring. Then in AD they told us we need to be studying 2 hours a day, plust the 2 in the morning and the one in class. In band the brass switched rooms my friend were made a big deal of why that made no sense. I stayed awake through English, ha I win today Shakespeare 7 me 1. O and I finally remebered to take that dream catcher today. Our ensemble umm. . . became a solo we couldn't find a room and for some reason they didn't like have the band as an audience and no other room was available. I played and then almost attempted to have a conversation but umm didn't have much worthy of a conversation and for some reason got 10 times more nervous than normal and decided maybe I should just leave it. I then called to get a ride home since I was done practicing and everything else I cared to do, more or less feeling like a failure. My mom said to wait 15 min and I looked at my watch the time she said was 35 min later go figure. Then 2 min later my brother comes in the band hall and says he's ready to go and I need to call mom back so I do. I then realized I still had this dream catcher in my pocket. I was seriously debating wheather to have fun with my brother and see if he could figure out who my girlfriend was, but in the end just gave her the dream catcher I didn't think to much of it, but then she said it was sweet and gave me a hug. I no longer felt like a failure but I don't think that will work too often. So anyways I'm easily emotionally influenced, today was pretty basic, and I most likely have to study more than you which is ott in hebrew. Well actually thats the singular feminine form the singular masculine is ottah. Reminds me of a dumb story about 8, years ago give or take about a year. David could barely talk and pronouncing my name was pretty dificult for him, so the most he could say was ott and I had just learned that meant you for a girl in hebrew. So I was all insulted and tried so hard to teach him how to say my name. He finally got it to cott so atleast I was a type of sleeping ground as opposed to a girl. Yay for 8 year old mentality.