Initiative begins with I-onnee

Today was quite ordinary, yet still somewhat different. Hehe
Anyhow The morning was pretty bland. Actually now thtat I think back on it, I can't really remember much of it I helped my brother were math. Lunch was yesterday's dinner pretty good vegetable lasgana my mom made it, which this time was a good thing. I do remember more I talked to my girl friend depressed her, talked to a friend I haven't heard from in forever. Then I talked about him a good friend, but were total opposites. Then she wrote this whole blog post about me lacking initiative, and so we had a conversation about it, it was. . . .fun. . . maybe. Anyhow thats definately the most memorable part of my day. I need to have some initiative, I need initiative, need initiative,initiative initiative intiative initiative. So if anyone has any idea on where I can get or buy some please tell me. Seriously I need confidence and inititive and no ones reading this but her so its kind of useless to ask for advice but give it anyways. At the moment Dick Tracey is having a gun fight. So in the end I, which is onnee in hebrew, need to take initiative.